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Friday, November 30, 200711:26 AM

Last night I had nothing better to do..
Wasted my time editing the playlist. lol
I realised my sister is getting more updated in songs than ME. Wth is going on with the world =/
I didn't even know who was Cascada. I mean I knew the songs but not the singer. haha
My playlist is like..er, mixed now, from fast songs at the top to the slow songs at the bottom. Mixture of Tech, R&B, soul, Rock, Chinese(only 1. haha), Korean and Love songs. :p
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Thursday, November 29, 20078:28 PM
okay, the Msn help team allowed to me to retrieve my old msn. Now the hacker decided to hack my regina@live.com.my
no brainer. Hey you, LISA LEE silveryblue08 in EBAY, go make your own EMAIL to sell your damn Transformer's Toy damn it.
What an idiot.
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Wednesday, November 28, 200711:39 PM
People have been asking me this question : How come you got hacked??
My answer : seriously, I have no idea.
Here's how I picture the hacker to be : a dude/dudette is sitting at home scratching his/her asses thinking what to do with their lives because they've got no friends and nothing else better to do. Soo..he/she goes online and decides "hey! i should try and hack someone's account!". Either way he/she probably knows me or I was just probably unlucky as the lifeless fella found my account and proceeded to hacking it at 2am in the morning. Not only that, they decided they should hack all my MOST used web pages such as Friendster, Facebook and even my Blogspot as well. *give a round of applause for the "GENIUS"* I have a feeling the hacker is a gay f***. :)

So there you have it. My explanation.
The hacker is just a pure no brainer + lifeless that's all. I won't blog about the hacking issue anymore. Isn't worth my time. Am just blogging this time cuz I'm tired of answering the same questions over and over again. lol.
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last night's post
10:28 AM

-I typed this last night and copied it to WORD before my internet connection got cut again. idiotic Streamyx!! it's a good thing I'm smarter than them- =)

Was supposed to leave the house at 10.30 am this morning to meet up with Vincent and BengWah..but it was RAINING. I felt so lazzyy and sleeeppyy..haha (don't you just feel like sleeping when it rains?). Had a weird dream..but I just can't remember what it was. =/
Anywayss..met them around 11+ and went to RedBox for lunch..we sang quite alot of oldies song..including a particularly famous TAMIL song. Kuch Kuch Hota Hei (forgot how to spell. LOL). Damn funny. I just couldn't follow the words. XD
Sang from 11+ till 3pm. hahaha. Beng Wah was having fun singing Japanese song while I realised Vincent liked Malay songs. =p

After that..around 4pm Warwick fetched me from home and we went to Usj 1 for awhile to pick Chai up from the car mechanic..then we went to ss14 to make a new number plate for wick's car and ate at Asia Cafe. All of a suddenly Chai suggested to watch a movie sooo..we went to Summit (its cheap!) and they decided to watch The Hitman. It's a damn nice movie. The REAL suspense movie (Nad and Annie you should KNOW what I mean. hahahah). =D Will not reveal any spoilers here..just..GO AND WATCH the show okay. :)

aaa..don't feel like blogging now. Can't think of anything to say. =.=

Nitess


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Monday, November 26, 20074:55 PM
The Cross

A young man was at the end of his rope. Seeing no way out, he dropped to his knees in prayer. "Lord, I can't go on," he said, "I have too heavy of a cross to bear." The Lord replied, "My son, if you can't bear its weight, just place your cross inside this room. Then, open that other door and pick out any cross you wish."

The man was filled with relief and said, "Thank you, Lord," and he did as he was told. Upon entering the other door, he saw many crosses, some so large the tops were not visible. Then, he spotted a tiny cross leaning against a far wall. "I'd like that one, Lord," he whispered.

And the Lord replied, "My son, that is the cross you just brought in." When life's problems seem overwhelming, it helps to look around and see what other people are coping with. You may consider yourself far more fortunate than you imagined.


A Miracle

A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes. Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door.

She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention, but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good. Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it!

"And what do you want?" the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. "I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages," he said without waiting for a reply to his question.

"Well, I want to talk to you about my brother," Tess answered back in the same annoyed tone. "He's really, really sick...and I want to buy a miracle."

"I beg your pardon?" said the pharmacist.

"His name is Andrew, and he has something bad growing inside his head, and my Daddy says only a miracle can save him now. So how much does a miracle cost?"

"We don't sell miracles here, little girl. I'm sorry, but I can't help you," the pharmacist said, softening a little.

"Listen, I have the money to pay for it. If it isn't enough, I will get the rest. Just tell me how much it costs."

The pharmacist's brother was a well dressed man. He stooped down and asked the little girl, "What kind of a miracle does your brother need?"

"I don't know," Tess replied with her eyes welling up. I just know he's really sick, and Mommy says he needs an operation. But my Daddy can't pay for it, so I want to use my money."

"How much do you have?" asked the man from Chicago.

"One dollar and eleven cents," Tess answered barely audibly. "And it's all the money I have, but I can get some more if I need to."

"Well, what a coincidence," smiled the man. "A dollar and eleven cents--the exact price of a miracle for little brothers."

He took her money in one hand and with the other hand he grasped her mitten and said "Take me to where you live. I want to see your brother and meet your parents. Let's see if I have the miracle you need."

That well dressed man was a surgeon specializing in neurosurgery. The operation was completed free of charge, and it wasn't long until Andrew was home again and doing well.

Mom and Dad were happily talking about the chain of events that had led them to this place.

"That surgery," her Mom whispered. "was a real miracle. I wonder how much it would have cost?"

Tess smiled. She knew exactly how much a miracle cost...one dollar and eleven cents...plus the faith of a little child.


The Kings Highway

Once a king had a great highway built for the members of his kingdom. After it was completed but before it was opened to the public, the king decided to have a contest. He invited as many as desired to participate. Their challenge was to see who could travel the highway the best.

On the day of the contest, the people came. Some of them had fine chariots. Some had fine clothing, fine hairdos, or great food. Some young men came in their track clothes and ran along the highway. People traveled the highway all day, but each one, when he arrived at the end, complained to the king that there was a large pile of rocks and debris left on the road at one spot and that this got in their way and hindered their travel.

At the end of the day, a lone traveler crossed the finish line warily and walked over to the king. He was tired and dirty, but he addressed the king with great respect and handed him a bag of gold.

He explained, "I stopped along the way to clear a pile of rocks and debris that was blocking the road. This bag of gold was under it all. I want you to return it to its rightful owner."

The king replied, "You are the rightful owner."

The traveler replied, "Oh no, this is not mine. I've never known such money."

"Oh yes," said the king, "you've earned this gold, for you won my contest. He who travels the road best is he who makes the road smoother for those who will follow."



The Room

In that place between wakefulness and dreams, I found myself in the room. There were no distinguishing features except for the one wall covered with small index card files. They were like the ones in libraries that list titles by author or subject in alphabetical order. But these files, which stretched from floor to ceiling and seemingly endless in either direction, had very different headings. As I drew near the wall of files, the first to catch my attention was one that read "Girls I have liked". I opened it and began flipping through the cards. I quickly shut it, shocked to realize that I recognized the names written on each one.

And then without being told, I knew exactly where I was. This lifeless room with its small files was a crude catalog system for my life. Here were written the actions of my every moment, big and small, in a detail my memory couldn't match. A sense of wonder and curiosity, coupled with horror, stirred within me as I began randomly opening files and exploring their content. Some brought joy and sweet memories; others a sense of shame and regret so intense that I would look over my shoulder to see if anyone was watching.

A file named "Friends" was next to one marked "Friends I have betrayed." The titles ranged from the mundane to the outright weird. "Books I Have Read," "Lies I Have Told," "Comfort I have given," "Jokes I Have Laughed at." Some were almost hilarious in their exactness: "Things I've yelled at my brothers". Others I couldn't laugh at: "Things I Have Done in My Anger", "Things I Have Muttered Under My Breath at My Parents." I never ceased to be surprised by the contents.

Often, there were many more cards than I expected, sometimes, fewer than I hoped. I was overwhelmed by the sheer volume of the life I had lived. Could it be possible that I had the time in my years to fill each of these thousands or even millions of cards? But each card confirmed this truth. Each was written in my own handwriting, each signed with my signature.

When I pulled out the file marked "TV Shows I have watched", I realized the files grew to contain their contents. The cards were packed tightly, and yet after two or three yards, I hadn't found the end of the file. I shut it, shamed, not so much by the quality of shows but more by the vast time I knew that file represented.

When I came to a file marked "Lustful Thoughts," I felt a chill run through my body. I pulled the file out only an inch, not willing to test its size, and drew out a card. I shuddered at its detailed content.

I felt sick to think that such a moment had been recorded. An almost animal rage broke on me. One thought dominated my mind: "No one must ever see these cards! No one must ever see this room! I have to destroy them!" In insane frenzy, I yanked the file out. Its size didn't matter now. I had to empty it and burn the cards. But as I took it at one end and began pounding it on the floor, I could not dislodge a single card. I became desperate and pulled out a card, only to find it as strong as steel when I tried to tear it.

Defeated and utterly helpless, I returned the file to its slot. Leaning my forehead against the wall, I let out a long self-pitying sigh. And then I saw it... The title bore "People I Have Shared the Gospel With." The handle was brighter than those around it, newer, almost unused. I pulled on its handle, and a small box not more than three inches long fell into my hands. I could count the cards it contained on one hand.

And then the tears came. I began to weep: sobs so deep that they hurt. They started in my stomach and shook through me. I fell on my knees and cried. I cried out of shame, from the overwhelming shame of it all. The rows of file shelves swirled in my tear-filled eyes. No one must ever, ever know of this room. I must lock it up and hide the key. But then as I pushed away the tears, I saw Him.

No, please not Him. Not here. Oh, anyone but Jesus. I watched helplessly as He began to open the files and read the cards. I couldn't bear to watch his response. And in the moments I could bring myself to look at His face, I saw a sorrow deeper than my own. He seemed to intuitively go to the worst boxes. Why did He have to read every one? Finally, He turned and looked at me from across the room. He looked at me with pity in His eyes. But this was a pity that didn't anger me. I dropped my head, covered my face with my hands, and began to cry again. He walked over and put His arm around me. He could have said so many things, but He didn't say a word. He just cried with me.

Then, He got up and walked back to the wall of files. Starting at one end of the room, He took out a file and, one by one, began to sign His name over mine on each card. "No!" I shouted, rushing to Him. All I could find to say was "No, no," as I pulled the card from Him. His name shouldn't be on these cards. But there it was, written in red so rich, so dark, so alive. The name of Jesus covered mine. It was written with His blood. He gently took the card back. He smiled a sad smile and began to sign the cards. I don't think I'll ever understand how He did it so quickly, but the next instant, it seemed I heard Him close the last file and walk back to my side.

He placed His hand on my shoulder and said, "It is finished." I stood up, and He led me out of the room. There were still cards to be written.



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finally
1:44 PM
Been editing the template for this blog since 10.30 AM. Finished at 1.45PM. I just had to make it better than my previous one. =)
Hacker, look at this blog. Wanna hack it too? Lifeless. No matter how many times you wanna hack, I could just re-make it again. :) I could easily re-make my Friendster and Facebook too. I don't give a damn about the number of comments or the number of people in my list anyway. So it doesn't matter if I'm forced to start all over again. Oh by the way, I've already made a new msn add. Do you wanna hack it? lol
I'm having a holiday for goodness sake. I can re-make everything a thousand times and still would have extra time to spare. Thanks for relieving my boredom, at least I have something to do. hahahaha.
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Hacked
10:13 AM
I'm having this new blog because my previous one was hacked. I wonder who the hell was so free with nothing to do and decided to wast his/her time hacking my accounts because I can't even log in to my msn, friendster and facebook anymore. haha. Stupid-hacker-person, do you think that by hacking me it'll make my world crumble? Think again. There's always something called "starting all over again". Anyway, THANKS hacker because I've been thinking of making a new email anyway. Got a more matured msn address now and I'm proud of it. Haha. Another way to eliminate unknown people in my msn too. =)
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