To those of you who tried to understand me but failed miserably a few weeks ago, here's something which would describe what I felt. I think I posted this before but, hm, I guess no one really got the the meaning of it. You see, when I post the lyrics to a song, it actually describes my feelings at the moment. I have this thing with songs and meaningful lyrics. So there, read this properly and understand it. Don't come and lecture me and give me useless advices if you're too stupid to get what I was going through okay? It would just make me angry. =)

Ohhh....
Remember...
Oh, I remember...
I wanna know...

[Verse 1:]
Where were you when I said I loved you?
And where were you when I cried at night?
Waiting up, couldn't sleep without you.
Thinking of all the times we shared.

[Chorus:]
I remember when my heart broke.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
My heart couldn't take no more of you.
I was sad and lonely.
I remember when I walked out.
I remember when I screamed I hated you.
But somehow deep inside still loving you.
I'm sad and lonely.

[Verse 2:]
No one knew all the pain I went through.
All the love I saved deep in my heart for you.
Didn't know where I would go, where I would be.
But you made me leave.
And plus my heart it just,it just kept telling me so.

[Chorus:]
I remember when my heart broke.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
My heart couldn't take no more of you.
I was sad and lonely.
I remember when I walked out.
I remember when I said I hated you.
But somehow deep inside still loving you.
So sad and lonely.

[Bridge:]
There was nowhere else to go, oh.
Nobody else to turn to, no.
For the rest of my life, I promised myself I will love me first genuinely.

[Chorus:]
I remember when my heart broke.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
My heart couldn't take no more of you.
I was sad and lonely.
I remember when I walked out.
I remember when I said I hated you.
But somehow deep inside still loving you.
Sad and lonely.

I remember when I walked out.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
My heart couldn't take no more of you.
So sad and lonely, hey.
I remember when I stormed out.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
I was sad and lonely.