My life is finally turning around! For the better of course. =)

I did my hair treatment today!
And because I'm too bored...I decided to...
Take pictures of myself.
No..don't get me wrong, I don't do this all the time..I only do this when I'm really really really really bored and I have nothing else better to do. ;)
Sorry the pictures aren't that nice cuz I'm wearing my house clothes..but...what-ever. bleh. :p

Some retarded poses that I don't usually do..decided to give a try..well..-no comments-. hahahaha.



I miss the lollipop.
Oh! and I found a really old picture of me in a Man-U jersey. Decided to post it up to irritate Nadia since she's such a Chelsea freak. hehehe.
I'm not a football lover by the way. I wear that jersey as my home shirt. It's sooo comfyyy. :p

I just feel like posting this picture. hahaha. Spotted me? :p

When someone calls you at 3+ in the morning and says "I got your number from my dream" does it freak you out?
It certainly freaked ME out.
Look, that was the worst pick up line anyone could ever say to me and you actually expect me to believe it? Do I look THAT shallow to you? Gawd.

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Gonna start my internship at DiGi soon.
People are asking me, "why DiGi?"
Well..it's because I like the environment there. I've been there for a job briefing last year and I really loved it there and would like to try it out. ;)
Plus, it was my mom who made the arrangements with the internship placement lady. Mom wanted me to work for some known company instead of those small lousy ones. =/
I don't know anyone there! Except for a guy by the name Kelvin whom I met during a roadshow last year. Tsk. I'm gonna be dead bored and lonely. I don't wanna work!! I wanna continue hanging out freely..*sob* :"(

Cassie - Is it you?

I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows the way
The way I like to have it my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Thinking you're the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? (Could you be?)
Could you be the one I need?

I'm looking for someone to share my pain
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with trough the night
Someone who I can trust whose heart is right
And I'm looking for someone

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows the way
The way I to have it my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Want to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be this one I need?

Someone who won't take me for granted
How much I care (How much I care)
And appreciates that I'm there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of love to share

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?..

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A soundtrack from Step Up 2.. and a really meaningfull song.. ;)

Last night Nadia held her birthday party at Bar Celona.
Well..everything started okay..then it turned fun..we danced, took pictures and Nadia was forced to down a flaming with some other guys. She can drink! Unlike me, I can't drink AT ALL. What the hell. It's like so unfair. :(

She bought 3 bombay, 3 bacardi and 7 jugs of beers for everyone. haha. It was gone by the end of the night.
Pictures are all with Annie..soo I can't post any of it yet.

Something really bad happened towards the end of the party though. Felt really really bad..never felt SO bad in my life.. and I promise I'll never do that again. This would be the black and white proof! :)

Btw, Nad's cam ended up getting stolen by someone. Wouldn't say who it is.
The one who stole it should know.

While waiting outside Bar Celona, 3 Persian guys approached me and asked for my number. It was so freaky. What's up with these people.

Sorry for the short entry. Just don't feel like elaborating so much. There's alot of sibuk people out there.

Went to KL with my second sis and Nadia today..
Nad wanted to buy her shoes while I wanted to buy a top for her party tmr. We got what we wanted. ;)

Oh..and Nadia bought a SUGAR GLIDER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *SCREAMS*
A sugar glider is like the cutest animal everrrr. My second fav pet (first is my beloved dog :)). Googled some of the pictures of a sugar glider...
Look into the eyes! It's like so round..and CUTE.
The fur is so soft.........
*cries* I want one too!!! :'(
Sadly my parents refuses to get me one..saying that it's a waste of money.. :'(



cute cute cute cute!!!!! I could say a billion times. Think I better stop before I go out of control.
tas ;)

Annie I know you miss me. hahaha. Ok, I shall update today. Been pretty busy for the past few days la. :)

Nadia's birthday celebration in coming up! This Friday to be exact. Everything is almost ready. I still need to get my clothes later. Wheeee. Shopping time at kl. My love. ;)

Yesterday I talked to my dad about some stuff. He told me "Mun, when you look for a guy remember to look for an intelligent person, so that he can help you in times of need. If you get a stupid husband, you are doomed." Aw, thanks daddy. That was very direct.
Soo..let's see..I've made a list about the guy I would like to be with in the future. He must:

• Be loving
• Loyal
• Intelligent
• Appreciates me
• Matured in handling problems
• Makes me happy instead of making me cry all the time
• Has mutual understanding with me

That's about it. The list will grow as time goes by. haha. Who will be the unlucky guy who'll be my bf in the future? I seriously wonder. haha. :p

Btw, I've been having problems sleeping for the past few days. Just feels as though my mind is so awake but my body is tired as hell. HATE that feeling. It's like "I want to sleep!!" but I can't. And no, in case you people were thinking "you must've been thinking of that someone", my definite answer is NO. Even if I was thinking about something or someone, it is not about that particular person you think it is. Pfft. No one knows what I'm thinking cuz I'm too complicated. hehe. :)
Thank goodness I had a good sleep last night though. ;)

Btw, Annie, as I said, I will spare 5 minutes of happy thoughts about you today. Thoughts that supposedly sum up to how "good" you are. But...the thought ended within 2 mintues. HOW? I guess you're not that angelic. hahahaha :p *cough*

My exams FINALLY ended TODAY at 10Am.
I feel so relieved and the feeling of handing in the paper was sooo....sooooooooooo..I don't even know how to describe it. I just feel so free right now and I'm the happiest person on earth!
Life's great, I'm lovin' it. :)

I came online on purpose to wish Nadia, HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY! (again)
Had fun blowing the 21 small candles today? hahaha :)

My apologies to everyone. I've not been replying most of the calls or sms-es because I'm forced to really focus on my exams. Tomorrow will be my last paper though! Can't wait! =D

Ooo..how's it Warwick Liew?
Talking to my MOM?
Trying to make her understand?
Well, HAHAHAHA. It doesn't make any difference.
You can get lost for all I care. Go to your clubs, find whatever girls you want. I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE. I've so much more in life than to bother about useless people like you. Un-appreciative jerk. No matter how much you try to convince my mom that you're so "innocent" and wanna try to save our so-called relationship, I AM NOT FOOLED. Get it??
I'm NOT buying your stupid crocodile tears that you showed in front of my mom. My mom was like "oh, he cried you know, he's hurt too". BULLSHIT. HURT?! Don't YOU DARE come and tell me about being HURT cuz you know NOTHING ABOUT IT!
Weren't you very happy for the past few weeks opening towers of beers and buying liquor like there's no tomorrow? Why don't you just CONTINUE living your pathetic life and LEAVE MINE and my FAMILY'S life ALONE?
Hohoho, first, you took my mom out and talked to her for so bloody long, and you came over to my house at what, 11pm+ to talk to US? Hey, you know what? your acting is sooooo GOOD you should get a freaking GRAMMY for it.
Told CHAI we went out for the past few weeks? Went out where? WAS IT IN YOUR DREAMS?? Are your dreams so freakishly real that you actually believed it?
Eh, stop all your cock stories can? I'm so sick and tired of it.
I talked to you normally for the past few weeks? What? Telling you to "LEAVE ME ALONE" everyday is very normal to you? Stop living in your dreamland and WAKE THE HELL UP.
I'm PACKIN' and I'm LEAVIN'. End of story. No explanation needed.
I don't want you in my life cuz I'VE HAD ENOUGH
I don't wann cry anymore. I don't wanna hurt anymore. I've experienced enough from you.
Everyone is not believing me when I say that I'm breaking up with you.
"I'm sure you both will be back together in 2 week's time" they said. Too bad guys, to your dismay, I'm not getting back with this useless idiot anymore. Not after all THESE. It's too much for me. I WILL BE VERY ANGRY if I hear another sentence like THAT. Seriously.
Warwick will never never never never never in a billion years change his ways. NEVER. He's a liar, he's still continuing his lies and WILL continue to lie forever.
I for one, CANNOT be with a liar. There's no trust, so why should I? Why should I be with someone who doesn't appreciate me at all?
Why should I be hurt over someone as USELESS as him?
He claims he loves me, blah blah blah. Tells people what he did for me, yadda yadda.
Puh-leese, how you're trying to turn everything around and make yourself seem like an angel, is DISGUSTING. *spits*

Well, anyway, thanks Warwick for teaching me what bastards guys can be. And how hurting it can be to give my heart away and get it broken instead. I know that I shouldn't trust guys so easily now, and I'm much stronger than the girl I used to be. So you can leave now, and I've promised myself I wouldn't shed a tear for you. Not anymore. For the last time, here's a song for you.

When I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
I guess I, I couldn't trust
'Cause your bluff time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm

After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Oh, ohh

Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard, you're going around
Playing, the victim now
But don't, even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave, uh huh

After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

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WEll, I would like to continue with my studies now. It's more important than anything else at the moment. Bye.

*cough, sneeze, cough*

It's gotten worst. Yep. I KNEW it. Always starts from some lousy flu before *BOOM* everything comes one after another. Lovely package, really.

Finished my exam at 1pm today, went for lunch and returned home.
The moment my head hit the pillow, 2 hours passed. Woke up about 5pm. Wasted hours for nothing. Could've been spent studying. Sigh.

My father told me it was because I was "undergoing stress".

I want someone to hug me and sayang me when I'm sick. *sniff* *blows nose with tissue*


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Gosh, Regina snap out of it. You CANNOT be manja ANYMORE!
cannot cannot cannot cannot!!!!!!!!

Shucks.
I'm sick.............. !
Yesterday, in the afternoon, I had this feeling of tiredness and constant itch in the nose.
When night came, I began sneezing and sneezing and that's where I got the FLU. I hate hate hate flu. It makes me feel like sleeping all day..and I can't concentrate on whatever I'm reading. That's the worst. The moment I look at my papers, I'd get all drowsy. Wasted 2 hours today by sleeping. My eyes are all watery, my hair's a mess, my eye bags are getting darker and I'm becoming the ugliest person in the world. I hate exams. Sigh =(

I TRIED reading my business law yesterday (seriously), and it was like the most BORING thing I've ever read in my entire life. I have this friend studying law somewhere in KL and wow, I gotta salute her. I wouldn't have been able to live through such misery of studying law for so many years. Oh well, I guess I should be thankfull that this is the only law paper that I'll have to endure.. ;)

Having my retail marketing paper tomorrow..
Shall get back to studying (if I can actually concentrate)

*sniff, sniff, sneeze*

I had my service marketing paper today..
My hand HURTS. Been writing like a maniac for the whole two hours and stopped right on the dot. Hopefully, whatever I wrote actually makes sense to the lecturer! =)

Should I or Should I not?...
hmm....

18sx content : Kids you can now click the "X" button on the top right corner :)

I told Nadia that I would blogging about some 18sx stuff today..so here it is. I find it quite interesting and entertaining. hahaha. Throughout reading this post, please remember the pictures are just DOLLS and they are NOT real. So don't get all excited okay?

The Japanese are becoming crazier. I'm sure all of us know by now that it is one of the most perverted country in the world.
They've invented all sorts of adult toys and now...
they have made...the human-like sex doll.
It was initially made for handicapped men who weren't able to find female partners but, it was warmly welcomed by perverted (normal) men as well.
In the earlier years, these dolls were inflatable but Japanese and their oh-so-advance technology decided "hey! we should make a sex doll that FEELS like a real female". And off they went, experimenting...
Sooo...the silicone dolls were born. These dolls are not cheap by the way. If I'm not mistaken, the "cheaper" ones costs around US 1000-5000.. (I can hear the poor perverts crying because they don't have enough money to buy one! Too bad, I must say.)


Realistic looking?..It's so pretty. LOL. The second one is positioned in such a way that it reminds me of a dead woman in a coffin though.

Hmm..supposedly part of the "process" of the doll making. Loads of body parts to be connected with the head. There are soo many heads available. You can even customize the doll from its hair to the face, to the height, size of the body and even the size of the breasts. *ahem*

This is seriously creepy. Screwing on the head. I feel as though the head is looking right at you=/

Picture of a perverted man's hands "feeling" the silicone boobs of the silicone doll. rofl. Poor doll..if it was real I bet it's trying to say "get your hands off me you perv!".
I think one day, they might actually invent robotic sex dolls that looks, feels and reacts like normal girl. Now THAT is one scary thought.

Guys, would you prefer silicone girls or real ones? :(

Well, take a look at this loser in the video who can't get real girls and collects loads of sex dolls for his own pleasure.

You know you make me wanna...
You know you make me wanna...
To start it off i know you know me,
to come to think of it, it was only last week
that i had a dream about us, oh
thats why im here, im writing this song
to tell the truth you know ive been hurting all along,
someway let me know, you want me girl,
everytime you see me what do u see?
i feel like im a poor man and you're the queen,
oh baby, youre the only thing that i really need,
baby thats why...

Chorus
You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night
you make me wanna hold you till the morning light
You make me wanna love,
you make me wanna fall,
You make me wanna surrender my soul
I know this is a feeling that i just cant fight,
you're the first and last thing on my mind
You make me wanna love
You make me wanna fall,
You make me wanna surrender my soul
Well i know that these feelings wont end now
they'll just get stronger if i see you again
Baby im tired of being friends
I wanna know if you feel the same,
and could you tell me do you feel my pain?
Dont leave me in doubt
Everytime you see me what do u see?
i feel like im a poor man an youre the queen
oh baby, youre the only thing that i really need
baby thats why...

I'll take you home real quick
sit you down on the couch
pour some Dom Perignon and hit the lights out,
Baby we can make sweet love,
then we'll take it nice and slow
Gonna touch you like youve never known before
we're gonna make love ohhh


=)

Go to hell. Seriously.
I deserve so much better than an idiot like you.
Have fun playing your games cuz I'm not gonna be part of it anymore. No matter what you say, I'm not believing it. So you can just save it.

Nic called last night while I was "trying" to study while onlining and watching tv. rofl
He told me "hey, the pic of you and the car is out already this month".
I thought it would be out very much later though.
Immediately.. it struck me "goodness, HOW does my picture look like?! I must grab a copy and see it for myself. If it's bad, shit, there goes my image"

This morning, my e-marketing class ended early and Benard HAD to tell us that Sushi King is having their "members only" day where all the rice based sushi are at Rm2 each AND today is the LAST day. Like, wth right. I totally love sushi.. therefore, it would be a crime if I don't go! So off we (me, Annie and Benard) went...to Pyramid. The time we reached was.. 9.45 am. haha. Sushi King wasn't even opened yet. I bet they must've been thinking "wow, these kids are REALLY desperate." She said, "can you come back at 10.30?" Oh well. To kill time, I decided to go to MPH to search for my book. Currenttly addicted to the Twilight series and I had to get the third book..............which was OUT OF STOCK. Why?! =( In the end, I only purchased the Extreme mag. Secretly peeked in to check my pics and *sigh of relief* it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. haha. :p

Took some pictures of it for remembrance! =D
It's not THAT clear though. Sorry! =/

Sitting on the floor was not an easy task. Seriously.

This picture somehow reminds me of Shinchan. There was once I posed like this on a wall. lol. I like it though. =)


I know this picture makes me look FAT. But no worries, everyone is bound to have bad pictures somehow. Face still okay, enough-lah. hahaha. =p


It was a fun experience all together. Thanks to Nic for that. hehe.
I can't wait to see Esther's picture! =D
Btw, I absolutely loved the VIP car. It was filled with all the blings and fabulously luxurious stuff you can have in car. haha.

That's all for now. Gotta start studying for my finals next week! *gasp*

p.s. : These few nights I've been having difficulty in breathing when I sleep..haven't slept well for quite some time..what's happening? =(

**Added Post

While in Sushi King, Annie and Benard were super desperate for the Tempura. Wait, actually everyone was except for the civilised me. *shows angelic face* hahahahaha. Stole this picture from Annie's blog. If you wanna know what else happened at Sushi King. Read Annie's Blog. Since she's already documented the whole thing, there's no point for me to write another bladdy long story about it again. :p

Mickey MP3 from iriver. I LIKEE!!!
I got mine today..it's the black one.. =)
As you can see..it's also the cutest and the coolest one. muahaha =D
I know, I know...the "in" thing now would be those MP4's and all that crap. But so what? I can be a technology laggard for all I care. I already have an MP4 and Ipod anyway. I can add THIS to my collection!

The MP3 is so small it's just about the size of a ping pong ball. :)
There's more! The ears are actually used to change tracks as well as to increase/decrease the volume. It can be used as a bag accessory, H/P accessory and even as a necklace because of its compact size. Isn't it the Cutest?!?! (gosh, I can't stop exclaiming how cute it is. Please don't get annoyed with me. lol)

Off to explore my new toy now. Ta~!

You know what?
Sometimes when you think you're so smart that you'd never get caught for all the shit that you do..

REALITY CHECK

There's always someone smart-er than you.

Oh, and I don't have a high IQ for nothing. :)

Chai owe's me Rm200.
Will collect it on May 8.
This would be the black and white proof. Thanks! =p

The flowers are faded now, along with your letters
They will never see the light of day, cause I'll never take them out
There's no turning back, it's for the better
Baby I deserve more then empty words and promises
I believed every thing you said, and I gave you the best I had

So take a bow, 'cause you've taken everything else
You played the part, like a star you played it so well
Take a bow, 'cause the scene is coming to an end
I gave you love, all you gave me was pretend, so now take a bow

The future's about to change, before you know it,
The curtain closes, take a look around,
There's no one in the crowd, I'm throwing away the pain,
And you should know that your preformance made me strong enough

So take a bow, 'cause you've taken everything else
You played the part, like a star you played it so well
Take a bow, 'cause the scene is coming to an end
I gave you love, all you gave me was pretend, so now take a bow

Well it must have been slight of hand, 'cause I still can't understand
Why I could never see, just what a fool believes
But the lies they start to show, tell me how does it feel to know, right now
That I wont be around, so baby before what happenes

Take a bow, 'cause you've taken everything else
You played the part, like a star you played it so well
Take a bow, 'cause the scene is coming to an end
I gave you love, all you gave me was pretend, so now take a bow..

Take a bow, the night is over
This masquerade is getting older
Light are low, the curtains down
There's no one here
[There's no one here, there's no one in the crowd]
Say your lines but do you feel them
Do you mean what you say when there's no one around [no one around]
Watching you, watching me, one lonely star
[One lonely star you don't know who you are]

Chorus:

I've always been in love with you [always with you]
I guess you've always known it's true [you know it's true]
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye

Make them laugh, it comes so easy
When you get to the part
Where you're breaking my heart [breaking my heart]
Hide behind your smile, all the world loves a clown
[Just make 'em smile the whole world loves a clown]
Wish you well, I cannot stay
You deserve an award for the role that you played [role that you played]
No more masquerade, you're one lonely star
[One lonely star and you don't know who you are]

(chorus, repeat)

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye

All the world is a stage [world is a stage]
And everyone has their part [has their part]
But how was I to know which way the story'd go
How was I to know you'd break
[You'd break, you'd break, you'd break]
You'd break my heart..

I've always been in love with you
[I've always been in love with you]
Guess you've always known
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

(chorus)

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye
Say good-bye

The previous post has nothing to do with my bf-gf relationship.
That's all I'm gonna say. Will not elaborate further cuz I'd rather keep it to myself. Sry.

It's so ironic how everything happens in life.
Everything happens for a reason. That's what everyone says. Or so I heard.

Sometimes I wonder...
Can anyone actually look into the eyes of a person and see beyond all the fake smiles and the happy appearance...
...enough to see the shattered pieces of a broken heart?..
...and a soul who's desperately trying to reach out to someone?..anyone?..

I wanted to update my blog this afternoon but I didn't have the time to do so. lol.
Here's the post for today! Enjoy!

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A few days ago I was in the car with my dad and all of a sudden (out of curiosity) I asked him. "D, have you ever had other girlfriends other than mommy?"

He : yes I did
Me: *feels quite weird because when you see your mom and dad, you usually feel as though
they've been together forever* REALLY? Before or after?
He: After
Me: HA?!?!?! What you mean AFTER?
He: I met your mom while we were still in form 4 at a party. We started dating then, and
there was a time she had another bf while she was still with me. You know? the NERDY guy
I told you about?
Me: yaya, I remember. The Nerd guy that mommy's brother punched and the specs flew!HAHA
He: haha, yeah, those were the days. It was quite funny. hahaha
Me: *thought for a moment* weren't you angry when mommy did that?
He: No, I wasn't angry. I was upset. But you know, when you love someone, you cannot force
them to be with you. That shouldn't be the way. Love is about giving not taking. If your
mommy wanted very much to go with that nerdy guy, I wouldn't have been able to do
anything either. Once a girl makes up her mind, its quite fixed
Me:Haha..right. Wait, back to the question, what gf you had AFTER mommy? You both BROKE
UP before??
He: Yup, we broke up for several years and each led on our own lives. I had a few relationships
but none of it was too serious. Somehow, after those few years, I met your mommy again. It
felt as though we never parted.
Me: oo...
He: From the very beginning when I saw her, I knew that I would love her. I knew that she will
be the one I am going to marry.
Me: Really.....
He: Yes, really. Oh, and your mother was quite a jealous person too! You know-lah, last time I
was considered handsome and quite a few girls liked me. I remember a girl who actually
gave me her photo with some writings on it!
Me: How does she look like? Is she pretty?
He: hmm, she looks pretty and she's a very nice girl. A few of my friends liked her, but I didnt.
Me: what's her name?
He: I don't know?? Forgot.
Me: =.="""
Me: How was your relationship like with mommy?

*start of advice*

He: You know, if I were to tell you of all the stories that we went through..it could be as thick as
a book. You have to know that..in this world, there is no perfect person and if you are
searching for a perfect person to be your partner, it would never work. It's a bout BEING
perfect with your partner and accepting the person together with his flaws. If you really love,
and I am talking about true love, not all the puppy love where people just keep saying
"i miss you" thousands of times a day, you would sacrifice for that person. I can tell you
honestly, in this whole relationship of me and your mom, I am the one who is willing to
sacrifice for her the most. You must learn how to give in sometimes..learn how to appreciate
and learn how to forgive. In every relationship there may be flaws, there may be arguments
but it's up to the couple to figure out if they are willing to repair that flaw instead of just
throwing it away with a simple divorce or a break up.
Me: You love mommy even now at 50?
He: Yes I do.

My father would do loads of stuff for my mom..like..a random heart shaped waffle or some random praises and hugs. Sometimes, when she's tired, my dad would even give her free massages. haha. =)

Maybe it's just me..but..I feel that it just seem so rare these days to actually witness a loving couple at their age..I've always wanted to see a miracle. And now, I know I have seen. My parents are my miracle. They are the inspiration of what I want to become.

I've seen many people around me experiencing parents who are apart and families who are having problems everyday.
Why can't they learn? I wish I could share with them, the knowledge that my dad has shared with me. I wish they could see that it IS possible to still be in love, even if you're married for more than 30 years. I wish there weren't so many divorces, so many break ups, so many people getting hurt.

If only they knew..that all it takes is a simple act of love..and to listen.
Just listen...and don't give up.

Hello everyone!
I was too bored, I decided to find out where the city of Regina is located.
Looks like I have a city in Canada. muahaha. =D
Oh, and a University of Regina too! ROFL.
There are so far 3 people I know whose names are also cities/states.
There's some Warwick place in UK, Brandon from I don't know where (saw it in the geography book) and MY city in Canada..wheee~~ hehehe :p

Here's the link to my city : Regina City

Law Lecturer : *blabs about the law stuff. All of a sudden...* Maria?? Maria? Who's Maria?
no maria in this class???
Me/Annie/Nadia : LOL.
Law Lecturer : *looks at Nadia* You're Not Maria??
Me and Annie : ROFL/LMAO/LOL
Nadia : *stares*

In case you people don't get it. Maria is a common name used for "maids" or should I put it in a better way...Domestic Helpers??
Anyway, I was just laughing my ass off cuz I can't imagine ms Narnia as a maid. hahahahaha. She would've been the WORST maid any employer will have! For eg: If you ask her to take care of the children. There goes. She'll be giving the kids junk food from morning till night and ruining the house instead of cleaning it. :p

Btw, I HAVE to blog about these 2 lecturers in my college. 1 would be good and the other would be bad. It's like yin and yang. And black and white (literally). And night and day. And heaven and hell. Well, you get my picture. =)

Let's talk about Ms. X first ( I named her ms. X because I totally forgot her name all of a sudden). You see, Ms. X is a chindian (chinese+indian) and for SOME particular reason...she despises people of both races and CLAIMS that she's a freaking chinese. And trust me, she does NOT look like a chinese at all. Sorry to say this, but she's really really dark. More towards the Indian side. I mean, the ironic thing is, she's DARK... Yet, she treats dark skinned people very very badly and makes it seem like it was a sin that those people were born dark skinned. Not only that, she's ALSO really rude towards chinese who are FAIR! (obviously jealous because she is not) Like hello? Have you ever seen your own reflection on the MIRROR or something?
OR are you so afraid to accept who you are,
Ms. I-am-chinese-but-I'm-so-dark-I-Can't-Accept-It IDIOT?
I really didn't want to blog about you, but I can't take how you spoke to me that day. I'm like a total stranger to you and you could've at least had the courtesy to speak nicely to a stranger. Oh,btw, I can confirm that she's a racist based on the many stories I've heard from various people who had the "opportunity" to have her as their lecturer before.

Here's the conversation between me and her:

"what?! how long do I have to wait? I'm very busy lah" she says. *in a really rude tone and disgusting facial expression*
I *smiled and tried to contain my anger* : just one minute ms. my friend have to write a note to Ms. G. Can you please place it on her table afterwards?
"then you call in again when you're done lah" *with this, she closes the door at my FACE.

what the toot. Even if you're jealous of my lovely "fairer-skin-than-yours" skin you don't have to act like THAT what. :'(

I was so MAD I could've torn her apart.

Anyway, What were you so BUSY about, you two faced bitch? BUSY WHITENING YOURSELF SO YOU COULD LOOK MORE CHINESE????
Real idiot. One day your child is gonna come out as black as a charcoal. Let's see how are you gonna face it then, you racist. (:

OKAY! MOVING ON!

I shall now talk about Mr. L. He's the most perfect man I've ever seen in the whole of Inti Subang. His shirt and trousers are always crisp and neat. His shoes are always shiny. His hair is always tidy and he never seems to get the smile off his face! Not to mention, cute for a lecturer. N was quite obsessed over him. hahaha. No wonder there were lecturer-student relationships in other countries! I'm sure those lecturers pretty much looked like him too. :p