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happy day~!
Saturday, May 31, 200812:33 PM

Oh Happy Dayyy~!!

I got my results a few days ago..and well, I must say that I am quite proud of myself!! X)

Despite the constant arguments and added on pressure from a bastard as well as some certain family disputes on the week of my finals, I managed to pull through it and out of 5 subjects I aced 3 of it, got a B for my Emarketing(boohoo for that) and guess what?! I got a C for my LAW?! (This is the first time I am actually HAPPY I got a C) Oh God, I was only expecting a pass or something. Thank you God~! I think it must be the prayers because I totally played around the whole semester and only REALLY started to study for my law a week before the exam! Miracles do happen. hahas

Btw, I was at ss15 today for lunch on Friday..soo I decided to go to the college to get some of the paper works done. On the way in I saw Mr Brian who was my lecturer for retail marketing. "Hi Regina!" he said, with a wide grin. I said "Hi sir!" with a smile. He said "you did brilliantly for your finals and you got the highest overall!". I kinda blanked out for a few seconds at that point because THAT was something I never expected. You see, Mr Brian is like the "strict"-person-who-does-not-give-pity-marks. Pretty much like a Simon Cowell if you ask me. And to think I would get such good grades for that is just...ah, I don't know. Satisfying??? =)

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untitled
Tuesday, May 27, 20089:32 PM
All by myself~~~~ Don't wanna be all by myself aymoreeee~~~ (song from Ugly Betty playing from the tv beside me)

Blegh.
My life is such a bore these days.

This is what I do...from Monday - Friday at work.

STARE at the bloody screen. *click**click**click* on excel.

I feel a little piece of my life dying each time I make a click. And time isn't fair either. Take for example this situation : I'm clearing up the data, blah blah blah and it's 10.30am. After what seems like FOREVER, I look at the time and bloody hell, it is 10.32AM. Geez.

Would like to blog about some other interesting stuff but my mind is too dull to think. Thank the JOB!
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Multiply
Monday, May 26, 200811:17 PM
A few of my friends have been telling me about multiply for ages and I've never really had the time or even thought about it 'till today.
I was looking through some of my pictures and I just felt like posting it. :)

Finally created a multiply account and..um..I'm too lazy to sort out the pictures into loads of albums so I've currently made only 3. Some of the pictures are pictures I've never posted online before. Soo..enjoyyyyy (or maybe be horrified? It's up to you, really)!! hehehe

*click here for pictures*
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navel piercing!
Sunday, May 25, 200811:21 PM
*random picture before starting my blog post. hehe*

Met up with Annie, Nadia and Zhi Yun on Saturday after SO LONG. =)
Missed them like hell and I had to listen to all the updates I've been missing for the many many weeks. Realised I missed out alot. Sigh.=(

Glad that we still had as much fun as we used to. hehe.
Went to eat Sushi King for lunch. Nadia is finally addicted to Jap food (especially unagi) thanks to Annie and mua. In the past, she wouldn't even STEP into a Japanese restaraunt. tsk.

The next thing we did was..to catch a movie (Indiana Jones). I felt like an alien in a theatre now. I used to hit the cinemas almost every week. NOW???? Ugh, don't even wanna talk about it. I feel miserable. =(
..after the movie we headed to SS15 to get my navel piercing. I tried to persuade Zhi Yun a thousand times but she didn't want to get it with mebecause she said she was scared! Sigh. Had to go ALONE. Zhi Yun, REMEMBER YOUR PROMISE! =p

Btw, The shop is called Xotic Tattoo.

Annie did hers a few days before.. and she told me "it's not pain one!! Not as pain as piercing your ear"

I thought "wow, not as pain as piercing the ear? The ear wasn't painfull at ALL okay." So I got all ready thinking that it wouldn't hurt that much.

BUT, in the car (while going to MV before meeting up with Annie and ZY) Nadia was telling me "do you know that navel piercing is actually very painfull? can't bend, can't shit, can't do alot of things". --> This "advice" was coming from a girl who did a large long tattoo above her ass as her FIRST tattoo and also pierced her top ear for fun because she claimed she was too bored with her life. I was like "you did all THOSE and you're telling me that navel piercing is painfull?"

Soo..while going to ss15, I was still thinking "to pierce or not to pierce?"
After awhile..
I decided that beauty knows no pain. -> I think this should be my motto in life

Reached ss15 around 7pm+ and walked up the stairs. Felt excited+quite afraid+had the thought "Is Annie lying?" constantly replaying in my mind.

Chose my stud..and yeah, obviously I chose my colour : pink.

Sat on the chair, and I was on a freaking webcam cuz the dude said the person in the webcam wanted to see. Gawd.

He sterilised the stud..and marked my tummy. I lied down and he clipped the top part of the navel with some metal clippy thing and couldn't grasp enough meat. I had to kinda..seat up instead. He said "I'll count 1,2,3 and poke it in. Don't move ok". In my mind I was screaming "like hell, OBVIOUSLY I won't move. JUST DO IT, the anxiety is killing me!!! AAAHHHH!!".

1....2...3...

I screamed. Like WTF, it's DAMN pain lah when they pierce the freaking needle in there. The worst part was, he pierced the first time and said "whoopss the needle over shot and came out". WHAT THE HELL WAS "WHOOPPS" I wondered, and continued my screams. He had to poke it in the second time to get the stud in. #)(!@*#)(!@#*)

In between the shouts of agony I included a lovely sentence : "ANNIE You're A LIAR!!!!!!!!!" which was evidently clear in the video she took. I'm still waiting for her to send the pics and the video to me. =p

After the piercing, I stood up and felt like blacking out. Had no idea why. I wasn't in an extreme pain but I felt weird. The dude gave me a glass of water and told me to relax. Sat down for awhile to compose myself and whined about it to bb because I am a super manja person. I always whine about stuff and expect to be manja-ed after that. I'm super terrible I know. Wait, this is out of the topic. Suddenly...I feel like getting a hug. =/

When I was finally able to get up and walk without the "blacking out" feeling, I paid and headed to the car. Annie went off to meet her confusing guy while me and Nadia went to get some alcohol swabs.

Anywayy...

At the moment (while waiting for Annie), just take a look at my new navel stud! whoohh! Lovin' it. ;)

I know my tummy looks fat. Please ignore the fats and focus on the stud tq. =(


p.s. : I know in the past I said I won't get one but...BUT..it looks too pretty to resist. I'm a sucker for pretty things. Sheesh.
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..
Saturday, May 24, 200812:26 PM
I just wanted to say....

sayang, I miss you! wish I could spend 24 hours with you each day because I can never get enough of you. :)
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Man U?
Thursday, May 22, 20081:41 PM
Most of the nicknames on my msn list(guys) today were:

  • GLORY GLORY MAN UTD~~!
  • WE WON, FUCK CHELSEA!
  • Man utd is the king of Europe!
  • Man Utd..we did it again!!
  • glorryyy glorryy MAN UNITED!!!!!!!!!
  • glory, glory Man United, take tht liverfools
  • We are the champions of Europe!
  • We win again
  • There's no stopping Man U
  • Chelsea can suck Man U's!

And the list goes on and on and on..Most were repeating the famous phrase "Glory Glory Man United". haha. I suddenly realised that ALOT of people I know.. supports this team and although I'm not an avid football fan, I have to say one thing : Chelsea sucks. woot! Please don't kill me. heh. =)

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All smiles
Tuesday, May 20, 200811:02 AM
It's not fair.

The weekend seems to go by too fast. Not fair not fair not fair. I'm sulking like a 5 year old...BUT I CAN'T HELP IT!! =(

Anyway..some personal updates.

Few days ago my mom went to the bank to create a foreign account for me. (obviously for my studies in UK)

Well, she kinda assumed that I wanted to go because I was so persistent last month. I am very fickle minded, I KNOW.

On the day she told me she went to the bank I was like "What?!?! Why didn't you tell me??You've made the bank account?!?"
She said, "we went but it wasn't made yet"
In my mind I was thanking God a thousand times and said "I don't wanna go to UK anymore"
Mom asked "why?? I thought you really really wanted to go? We've even made the application and you got accepted."

I wanted to say "because I don't wanna leave! I don't wanna leave my happiness now that I've found it! I can't bear the pain of going because I can imagine myself crying in the plane if I had to go and I don't wanna go through THAT. Please spare me the hurt. Previously I wanted to go because I thought I needed to go somewhere far away to clear my mind. I thought I would never be happy with anyone again. I wanted to go so much because I never thought something this lovely would ever happen to me. It's quite unbelievable, actually. Can't you see how happy I am now??"

Instead,
I said "well yeah, I wanted to, but now I don't want to anymore. I don't wanna be in the same country as a loser"
Mom said "I will give you a week to think about it. If you don't want to go UK..you can still pick other countries like Canada or Australia or something. If you don't want to go, we'll just use the money to buy another car."

I don't need a week.
I don't want to go to UK or anywhere else away from Malaysia.

Why don't we buy another car instead. =)
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Dont hate me
Saturday, May 17, 200812:23 PM
"Don't Hate Me"(feat. Twista)

[Chorus]
Don't be mad if yo girl wants to leave with me
It's not my fault yo girl is really feelin' me
I didn't even know she had a man
She said she didn't have a man
She said she didn't want a man
So don't hate me
[REPEAT]

[Q]
It's a shame, but this game baby
I got it in me, ain't no lame when it comes to women
I'm all up in 'em
Sing a song, take 'em home, make 'em moan, then I'm gone
It's really just a game to me

It's a rule I shouldn't have to play
I see the same things everyday
Do her wrong she's gonna play
I guess that's why she's callin' me - callin' me
If she's yo girl she wasn't yesterday - yesterday - yesterday
Don't be mad

[Hook]

[Slim]
How in the hell do you have the audacity
Runnin' up on me tryin' to talk to me
Checkin' me
When you need to be checkin' yourself clown
Keepin' yo girl from screwing around
You call yourself a playa tell me how that sound
When yo girl is feignin' for me and she wanna be down

It's a rule I shouldn't have to play
I see the same things everyday
Do her wrong she's gonna play
I guess that's why she's callin' me - callin' me
If she's yo girl she wasn't yesterday - yesterday - yesterday
You can't be mad

[Hook]

[Twista]
Girl never seen a dude this down and dirty
Thuggin' but he thought handle business but he not
Plenty women always wanna hold him just cause he rollin'
Claimin' they ain't got no job
But petty niggaz they be comin' at you bogus while you clubbin'
Try to take you for the women that be lovin'
Talk about how he always huggin'
Hope I don't have to hit him with the chrome oven
But just because a playa steady ballin' people steady talkin'
He say she say get you ?
I saw yo girl talkin'
But to 112 and Twista walkin' to the truck bout to get ?
No snoozin'
All the bitches be in big ballin' confusion
Niggaz trippin' off the ladies they be losin'
Pardon my intrusion
That chick about to have you cruisin' for a bruisin'
Cause there's rules in this game
Playa don't check the pimp, go and check yo hoe
Give her that good third in a flip flop colored Excursion
For a hit of that blow
Don't try to calm lil' momma down, you know them freak bitches be
Don't get done in like Pretty Tone cause yo kitty gone
Yo chick just chose me
You ain't cut like ? tailors
You ain't one of them get higher than helium playaz
Or three tone ? gators
You can't never spit fire on no CD and fade us
Lame, greedy instigators
Can't see how you mad just cause she date me
I could never let a girl make me
There's plenty women out here dog so don't hate me


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*cough* got intro-ed to this song and wooohh the lyrics are damn ON. =)
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A dream
Thursday, May 15, 200810:34 PM
I had a dream last night..a very weird dream..

It started with a birds-eye view of myself..walking into this house..

As I entered the house..I saw children..all of them were girls.

At one corner, a group of girls were colouring..some were playing cubics while others were playing dolls.

None of them were smiling.

I looked around and I saw a man in a corner. He had a terribly disgusting smirk across his face. "who are these children?" and "who is this man?" I wondered.

All of a sudden, someone else entered the building. I turned around and I saw, another man. He was balding and he had a beer bottle on his right hand. The man in the corner said "take your pick".

The one who just walked in scanned the room and pointed at a girl playing with her doll. "I'll take her" he said.

The girl dropped her doll and began to run. Every other girl had their heads down..some were sobbing while some were trying so hard not to scream by muffling their mouths with their tiny hands. The chosen girl ran towards the back door, but..she got caught. The man dragged her to the room while she screamed and cried and begged him to let go. He didn't listen.

I thought to myself.. "no..no..it can't be. It cannot be. Am I in a child prostitution house?!". I heard myself screaming "Let her go you paedophile bastard! She's just a child!!! You can't do this to her!! Let her go!!" Tears were streaming down my face as I looked at her. She had terror stricken eyes. I wanted to take her away. But...somehow, no one in the house heard me..it was as though I wasn't even there. I tried to move but my feet were glued firmly to the ground.

I was there, and I couldn't do anything to help..

While I was standing there helplessly..I felt a tug on my shirt..a little girl with big eyes and dark brown hair was looking up to me with tears in her eyes begging.. "jie jie, please save us. We don't want to be here..please.."

At that point in time..I never stopped to wonder how could she see me when everyone else couldn't. I just bent over..hugged her..and said "I will bring all of you out of this place..I promise.."

She looked so innocent..so angelic..I couldn't help but feel so sorry for the fate of these children. They never deserved this.

Then..I felt a certain brightness and I squinted at the light. It was morning...and I realised, there were still tears running down my face.
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UGH
Wednesday, May 14, 200811:36 PM
I feel so disgusted by it, I feel like puking!!!!!!!!!
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Uk?
Tuesday, May 13, 200811:55 PM
People have been asking me questions like "you're not studying already??", "why not entering third year in April?", "where did you go?" and etc.

So here's WHY:

In the month of April, there were SHIT loads of problems happening and I just really wanted to get out of this stupid country. I wanted to start a new life and meet new people. I wanted to forget about all the bad stuff that's been happening to me. Soo..I applied for my UK's uni, a week before my finals. My parents were supportive of my decision and they allowed me to go because they could see my desperation.

Recently..something's happened that's making me think twice about going. Just wanna tell you people that I have NOT confirm it yet. So Nadia, don't go telling everyone I'm going to UK cuz I might change my mind!! If I decide not to go, I'll still be continuing in Inti for my third year. It's not THAT complicated right? At the mean time, I'm continuing with my internship 'till the month of August. We'll see how it goes. ;)

Posted the pic of my acceptance letter so that y'all won't think that I'm cocking around.
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Singapore trip!
Monday, May 12, 20087:10 PM
The Singapore Trip =)

I feel like..it's been AGES since I went to Singapore. The last time I went there was for Christmas..I'm not sure how many years back..could've been for a long time cuz I don't really recognise the places there. Some of the stuff I remembered were blinky lights all over Orchard Road and I went to Clark Quay (forgot how to spell it) during that Christmas.

On the first day (9th May) we reached Johor approximately around 4-5pm..we decided to go to the East Coast to get some seafood at night. :) Believe it or not, I've never been to the east coast..so yeah, it was my first time. haha. The food there were delicious. I ordered lala's..Nadia was condemning the lala's like they were the worst food in the world. Wth?! (Do not ever believe food judgements passed by a person that doesn't eat CHEESE. Yes, Nadia I'm talking about YOU!)

By the way, I thought Singapore's toilets are supposed to be squeeky clean or something? So why do I see THESE.
This was the "cleanest" cubicle there which I was forced to use. You have no idea how I layered the toilet seat with tissue papers, I was afraid I might get some disease from it. =/
Some of the cubicles were filled with Un-Flushed SHIT!!! I HATE people who doesn't know how to FLUSH after they use the toilet. Bladdy hell, force innocent people like me to come across such a horrid sight. EW. Come on, even though it's a public toilet, do have some courtesy for OTHERS who are also using it, alright?


I think they wiped their asses and threw the tissue in the bin instead of the toilet bowl. Blegh.

Shall stop about the toilets and proceed to less ew-y stuff.

After sitting around..we went to the jetty..
I've never seen such a long fishing rod in my life. Didn't get to take a picture because it was too dark..
The jetty was romantic though..hehe :)

Moving on to the second day! (10th May)
We went to Sentosa Island. Believe it or not (again), I've never been to Sentosa Island! Hey you, stop rolling your eyes and thinking "wah, she's so jakun". =(
I was told that there were PINK dolphins there. Sadly, we didn't have enough time to go to that area..was busy going around the animals area and the sky tower. hehe
The siberian husky below is from the animal show..and he is just so smart!! I love love love siberian huskies..I want one! But..Malaysia's climate is not ideal for such dogs...haih..............



The dog can bark when the dude shows some sign language and it can also lie down when the guy says "bang". Obedient, smart and cute. aw. :)

After Sentosa..we went to a "secret" place which overlooked the ocean..it was at some nature reserve. We had to park the car at the bottom and walk up..it was dark and pretty scary..but when we reached...I just have to say..wow, I've never really seen anything like that in Malaysia..
There's this small wooden "jetty" on the hill..when you walk right to the end of it..you can see the ocean..both sides are covered with magnificent looking trees and there's this aura of serene and romance. Loved it. hehe. =)

If there is some place like that in Malaysia, it would be my favourite hang out spot. But then again, if it was in Malaysia, I would've gotten robbed and killed easily because it's so dark and quiet.

On the third day (11th May), we decided that we should go for shopping. I love shopping, I live to shop. When I'm bored, I shop. When I'm sad, I shop. When I'm happy, I shop. When I'm stressed, I shop. Basically, shopping is a cure for almost all my moods. I get really happy when I get something I like. hehe.

Nadia desperately wanted to get a tattoo above her ass, soo she was taken to some tattoo artist at Far East plaza. When I first heard the name Far East, I thought it was "Faiz". It's the fella's Pronounciation problem! My hearing is fine. =/

While Nadia did her tattoo ($250), I went around Orchard Road to shop!



Picture of the end result. Nice? I sooo want one. I asked my mom, "mie, can I get a tattoo?". Answer was "over my dead body"..Sigh, I guess I won't be having one for a long long time. Shall just admire other people who does have nice tattoo. :(

By the way, I've been repeating this sentence to Nadia and Annie since last semester "I want to buy sneakers". Everytime we walked around any shopping complex, I would be going around shoe shops to check out their sneakers with Annie cuz she wanted one too. Sadly, we couldn't find any nice onces..so, my desire for sneakers were forced to be put on hold until I found one I really really love.

Well, obviously..
I found the sneakers I really really love in Singapore that's why I'm blogging about it. hehe *smiles broadly* =D
The brand is called Onitsuka..and yeah, it is a Japanese brand. Me likeee :)
Loads of people were wearing Onitsuka's in Singapore..it's probably even more famous than Nike or Adidas over there.

I wanted a pair of sneakers which is unique and girly and comfortable. And Onitsuka provided what I want. ;)


So there, my beloved sneakers in the box. It's a like a treasure and I love it so much I'm wondering if I would even wear it. haha.

Look at the cute Japanese words inside the shoe! :p


This was the last pair and I grabbed it without a second thought. Bought it for $167.60 which would be around RM385 and that was after discount. Previously it was priced at $233.50 (RM583). I think it's worth it and I've never regretted buying it. ;)

Other than that, I bought some clothes as well. There was this jacket-dress thingie from another Japanese brand which I fell in love with..the moment I looked at it on the manequin. The lady told me it was $89, and I thought it was quite a reasonable price. At that time my mind was just telling me "buy it already! It's cheap!". So I bought it (because I kept thinking that it's RM89 for God knows what reason. I've been saying RM alot while I was in Singapore but when I'm in Malaysia I always say "dollar". Wth. Opposite effect). All of a sudden, I remembered I'm not using RM... sooo the amount of money I used for that was RM204.70. It hit me, but I didn't regret purchasing the item either. I think it's worth it as well. heh. Come to think of it, no matter what rubbish I buy, I would always say it's worth it. haha. Oh well, my philosophy would be..if it makes me happy, why not?! :p

Overall..I really enjoyed the trip..it was like going to heaven for 3 days and now I'm back at hell, forced to wake up at 7.30 am to go for the crappy internship. hmphs. =(
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=)
Friday, May 9, 200812:55 AM
I'm off to Singapore tomorrow. And no, I'm not going with my family..However, I must remember that.. I gotta pick a really nice Mother's Day Present for my beloved mommyyy!! :)

Hm..come to think of it..I might as well just blog a nice mother's day post earlier..so that it wouldn't be "belated". :p

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To my dearest mommy (if you happen to come across my blog and reads this),

You're the best mom ever! You were there while I was a baby, running around in my diapers. You were there to explain to me.. why I am not supposed to walk around in my shorts without my shirt on (because I wanted to be like daddy). You were there at my toddler's ballet classes. I remember how I would cry if I didn't see you at the door even if you left for a minute to the washroom. You were there when I started going to kindergarden..you were there to calm me down and helped me make friends.

You were there to help me with my homework..you were there to listen to me when I cried to you about my relationships. You were there to give me a hug and a prayer everytime I needed one. I always felt so serene listening to you pray while you stroke my hair. I could go on forever.. listing the things that you have done for me...I remember every single bit of it. :)

I remembered that you wanted so much to get a good education for yourself but at your age..so many years ago, you couldn't afford it. That is why you want us to excel in our studies. Well, guess what?..When I feel so sick and tired of studying or when I feel like giving up and throwing it all away, I remember how you sacrificed your dreams for ours. That is why, when I study, I am not only doing it for myself, I'm doing it for you too. I may not be a genius or some straight A's scorer..but I do try to give my best almost all the time. :)

When I look at you..with your white strands of hair showing..and the wrinkles when you smile..I see in your eyes the love that only a mother could give. And for that, I want to say thank you mommy..for everything that you have ever done for me. I'm sorry that sometimes I can be such a pain, and I'm sorry about some of the harsh words I may have said when we disagreed with each other...I just want you to know that..I love you so much mommy!! And nothing can ever change that. =)

Happy Mother's Day

P.s. : There's so much more I would like to say..but I guess I'll save it for the real mother's day. :)
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$)(@*#$
Wednesday, May 7, 20088:09 PM
I hate getting stuck in a jam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!
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Comedy Soccer
Tuesday, May 6, 200811:44 PM




HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!
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8:09 PM
Joe : Another Used To Be

[Verse 1]
I brought you here so that I can express the things I've been thinkin bout..
Give me your ear,
cuz I don't normally do this so bare with me through this..
There are so many things that I want to say.
But, let me start by saying this saying I thank you, Darling just because..

[Chorus]
I used to love someone that I didn't like
We used to want to break up every other night
I used to think realationships were a lot of stress
I used to think that pain was a part of happiness
Now all that's changed.. since you've come my way, but I don't want us to become
another used to be.

[Verse 2]
I hope what I'm saying don't discourage you in any kind of way.. cuz i do believe that you have the potential to be everything I need.
I hope that you can really understand that I would hate
to be with someone new, and tell them what i'm telling you.

[Chorus]
I used to love someone that I didn't like
We used to want to break up every other night
I used to think realationships were a lot of stress
I used to think that pain was a part of happiness
Now all that's changed since you've come my way, but i don't want us to become
another used to be.

[Verse 3]
Cuz it would only be another waste of time and all the moment to erase out of my
mind.
Another memory a part of history.
I cant forget cuz it keeps haunting me.
Now that your here is evidently clear,
I don't ever have to have this worry again.. again.

[Chorus x3]
I used to love someone that i didn't like
we used to want to break up every other night
I used to think realationships were a lot of stress
I used to think pain was a part of happiness
Now all that's changed since you've come my way, but i don't want us to become
another used to be.

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I've been posting up so many lyrics lately..but this song..really expresses every single word I wanna say to you, bb. Thanks for everything... And I really can't wait for you-know-what. =)
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Intern first day
Monday, May 5, 20088:32 PM
When people do the whatever data entry for the company, do they make mistakes on PURPOSE to make other people's job MORE difficult?

I bet while they're key-ing in the data they're thinking "oooo..I should make some difficulties for interns so that they will have more work to do. So, I shall make mistakes here, here, here, here and here. Oh what-the-heck, I might as well just screw up the whole thing."

Then, a poor innocent intern comes in(yeah, I'm talking about myself)...and she/he has to do all the dirty job like CLEANING IT UP.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

My mom said "whatever you do now will benefit you in the future"
Yeah, right. I don't see a future in cleaning up other people's mess. Plus, I dislike using excel. =(

This morning till 6pm I was looking at the time....no, wait. I was STARING at the time.. waiting for it to pass. It was agonizing. I felt like dying. The world suddenly seemed so dark and dreary and somehow my meaning in life started to become a thin grey line, ready to disappear. I wanted to crawl back into my comfortable bed or cuddle up with someone. I wanted to close my eyes and sleep but I couldn't.

....I should stop complaining.

Shall sleep at 9pm tonight to regain energy!! Stupid excel, just wait and see, I'll be a pro in excel within 1 month!

Btw, Nadia is a super suay person.

۩ŦǐћҚễŕβЁŁŁ۩ says:
do u realise/remember last time wen we wanted to go to malacca...

۩ŦǐћҚễŕβЁŁŁ۩ says:
a few days before we left...a bus to malacca accident

۩ŦǐћҚễŕβЁŁŁ۩ says:
same goes to the time we went to gentings (we skip class n went wit steven n zy)

۩ŦǐћҚễŕβЁŁŁ۩ says:
before that also the bus to genting accident (as in just FEW days before we go)

۩ŦǐћҚễŕβЁŁŁ۩ says:
n now we r suppose to go s'pore ryte...the saturday train to s'pore ACCIDENT

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Seriously...must be carefull if you are friends with Nadia...she's very very...scary.The Black star. hahaha :p
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Leavin'
Sunday, May 4, 200811:44 PM
Jesse McCartney - Leavin'

Hey baby girl, I’ve been watching you all day (all day x3)
Man that thing you got behind you is amazing (amazing x3)
You make me want to take you out and let it rain (let it rain x3)
I know you got a man but this is what you should say

Why don’t you tell him that I’m leavin’ never to come back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry, no more them gray skies
Girl we flying on the G5 G5
And I’m leavin’ never to come back again…
So go on shawty and tell him you found a new man
The one who’s so so fly
The one that keep you high
Have me singing all night night night
Oh oh oh (repeat) man she gonna sing
Oh oh oh oh (repeat)

Now if I talk it girl, you know that I will walk it out (walk it out x3)
Man I’ll put my money (money) where my mouth is (mouth is x3)
Cause you the baddest little thing that I’ve ever seen (ever seen x3)
So ima ask you one time if you got a man

Why don’t you tell him that I’m leavin’ never to come back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry, no more them gray skies
Girl we flying on a G5 G5
[ Leavin' lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
And I’m leavin’ never lookin back again…
So go on shawty and tell him you found a new man
The one who’s so so fly
The one that keep you high
Have me singing all night night night
Oh oh oh (repeat) man she gonna sing
Oh oh oh oh (repeat)

Don’t stress, don’t stress, don’t stress
Just tell him to the left left left
Don’t stress, don’t stress, don’t stress
Cause we gone & we gone & we gone
No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you deserve nothing but the best
No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you need to tell him…
That I’m leavin’ never to come back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry, no more them gray skies
Girl we flying on a G5 G5
And I’m leavin’ never to come back again…
So go on shawty and tell him you found a new man
The one who’s so so fly
The one that keep you high
Have me singing all night night night
Oh oh oh (repeat) man she gonna sing
Oh oh oh oh (repeat)

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Aw, thanks bb. *kisses* :)

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Bb!
10:26 AM

This is for you, bb. hehe. :)
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Yesterday!
Saturday, May 3, 200811:16 AM
Yesterday..while I was waiting for someone to pick me up..I became too bored..soo...it was picture time. haha. I have no idea why I'm becoming a cam whorer these days. tsk. :p






Okay..there were about 30 pictures but I've just selected a random FEW. rofl.
Anyway, I watched Iron Man yesterday..and..well, there were so many parts of the movie which made me laugh! And, I didn't know that there's a GSC in Times Square. Wah. Jakun right. Don't mind me, cuz I don't usually hang around Times Square. =/

There's so many things I wanna say! memories that I wanna store in this blog but I can't....It is SO Frustrating. Should I make my blog a private blog?? hmphs. :(
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me and nad
Thursday, May 1, 200810:21 AM
Me and Nad collected our finals result yesterday..and *phew* I passed all my subjects! :)
Nad's being happy all day because of a certain someone and I feel so happy for her too!! We spent some quality time together having heart-to-heart girly talks and even got the same ring.You know-lah, it's like a law of nature that close girl friends just have to get something that's the same. hahaha. :p
Another TWO girls by the name Annie and Zhi Yun went missing because they were busy dying at 1U. Cis. (and yes, I put "dying" without a continuation of another word on purpose!)



Oh oh!!! I just remembered! I must blog about Nadia's BLOND moments. hahaha.

Situation 1
- We were looking at this "invisible ink" where you have to shine some light on it in order to read the words. I wrote some crap and shone the light on it and she went "OOOOO!!!" very loudly. The man behind us must be thinking "wah, this jakun". After that, I pretended I didn't know her for awhile. hahaha. :p

Situation 2
- Went to Jco to get some doughnuts for her dad and she kept staring at the PINK doughnut saying that it is hers although it's still on the tray. It's not even in her box yet (she was still behind in line). Whenever someone orders that doughnut she will be like "noooOOOooo!!!" as though someone just took her beloved away. lmao. Should see her facial expression and her eyes STARING at the doughnut. ahahahahaha

And a miracle happened too! Nadia is finally starting to drink ALOT ALOT of water! Water tank. hehe =D

Around 7+ I went off to 1u..................
I wish i could blog about it. :(

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