I'm off to Singapore tomorrow. And no, I'm not going with my family..However, I must remember that.. I gotta pick a really nice Mother's Day Present for my beloved mommyyy!! :)
Hm..come to think of it..I might as well just blog a nice mother's day post earlier..so that it wouldn't be "belated". :p
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To my dearest mommy (if you happen to come across my blog and reads this),
You're the best mom ever! You were there while I was a baby, running around in my diapers. You were there to explain to me.. why I am not supposed to walk around in my shorts without my shirt on (because I wanted to be like daddy). You were there at my toddler's ballet classes. I remember how I would cry if I didn't see you at the door even if you left for a minute to the washroom. You were there when I started going to kindergarden..you were there to calm me down and helped me make friends.
You were there to help me with my homework..you were there to listen to me when I cried to you about my relationships. You were there to give me a hug and a prayer everytime I needed one. I always felt so serene listening to you pray while you stroke my hair. I could go on forever.. listing the things that you have done for me...I remember every single bit of it. :)
I remembered that you wanted so much to get a good education for yourself but at your age..so many years ago, you couldn't afford it. That is why you want us to excel in our studies. Well, guess what?..When I feel so sick and tired of studying or when I feel like giving up and throwing it all away, I remember how you sacrificed your dreams for ours. That is why, when I study, I am not only doing it for myself, I'm doing it for you too. I may not be a genius or some straight A's scorer..but I do try to give my best almost all the time. :)
When I look at you..with your white strands of hair showing..and the wrinkles when you smile..I see in your eyes the love that only a mother could give. And for that, I want to say thank you mommy..for everything that you have ever done for me. I'm sorry that sometimes I can be such a pain, and I'm sorry about some of the harsh words I may have said when we disagreed with each other...I just want you to know that..I love you so much mommy!! And nothing can ever change that. =)
Happy Mother's Day
P.s. : There's so much more I would like to say..but I guess I'll save it for the real mother's day. :)