Quite a long time ago, I dropped a small box of eyeshadow I was using.. pieces of it fell and what remained were the ones that were strong enough to stick in it.

Today, I accidentally dropped that box of eyeshadow again, nothing fell out.

It reminded me of my heart. It got broken so many times that now, I feel that there's nothing left. All that's in me are the small bits of will power that tells me "Regina, don't ever fall in love again. Don't let your guards down, it's too risky. You won't wanna get hurt again right? Save yourself. Build a wall."

I need my heart back.. Where is it??..What should I do?..
More importantly, what would be the right thing to do??..

So far, I've decided not to mix around too much with the previous group of people who has links to my past. I need a new start, a new group of friends, people who can show me how happy life can be. Friends that can help me start afresh a.k.a. "to help me turn over a new leaf".
Is that a good decision?..I really hope it would be.. =/

However, this is not applicable to Annie and Nadia, those 2 are the only OLD friends I'm willing to mix with everyday. They're the ones who've seen me break and get back again so many times. Guys have come and gone, but they've remained through it all. :)