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Tuesday, November 25, 20088:06 PM
JOGOYAAAAAAAAAAAA~~!!

Finally met up with Annie and Zhi Yun..
It's been like forever since I last saw them cuz they're always busy working. Sighh. =/

Anyway, Annie found out about this wonderful promotion by Jogoya at Bukit Bintang..
Ladies were entitled to 50% off! We went for lunch there..and only paid RM44.20 per person. It's really really cheap compared to the normal price k. Btw, the promotion ends on 19 Dec 08. So ladiesss, go go go! You won't regret it.

I knoww..I just went there for my birthday..but I don't know. Somehow it feels entirely different when I'm with my close friends. The last time I was at Jogoya I didn't eat much. Didn't have the apetite. This time however..I think I ate TOO MUCH. My stomach's feeling all weird. =s



Me and Annie, I love her quirky-ness. But, she's kinda mellowed down these days. Hmm..
Still love her though! =)

Me and Nadia..the one with ALOT of stories!!
I met her grandmother, uncle, aunty and all when she made a pit stop at her pj house. Ah, so now I know how they look like when she's telling her story. haha X)

Me and Zhi Yun, the sweet one with the perfect life right now! She's probably the most stress-free person I know. hehe. =)


This dessert is uber cute. It's round and shinyy....ooo.....

And....Haagen-Dazs. *screams*
Free flow of Haagen-Dazs ice-cream.
I think we tried every single flavour there is over there. haha.
I'm kind of an ice cream fanatic.

Lastly, a group picture. =)
Notice my pregnant-looking dress.
It's called "strategy" for eating buffet-eating. hahaha.

Anyway's shall be flying off to Europe soon for my holiday which I've been WAITING for.
Shall come back with many stories k. Hopefully. hehe.
'Till then, take care everyone! Happy Holidays! =)

*Hugs & Kisses*

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Oh yeah, I've added some chinese and korean songs to my playlist. Kinda bored with english songs at the moment.
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Monday, November 24, 200810:11 PM
Finally..all the dried part of my hair which was ruined due to perm and dye is GONE.
From now on, my hair's gonna grow long and silky. wheee~~~

Shall I describe how it felt cutting away my long hair which I've been so used to for the past 8 years??

First of all, I woke up one day and decided "I'm bored. I wanna cut my hair short".
Text Nadia about it the next day and today I got cut.
When I arrived at Kimarie, I asked for the professional hairstylist.
Soo..he came and asked me how I wanted my hair to be done and all.
I just said I wanted it short and asked him for the whichever style he thinks would be able to suit me.
When he lifted my hair and proceeded to cut it off, he was like making an exaggerated "I'm gonna cut your LONG hair away, aren't you going to react to it?" expression.
And I gave the "whatever, I don't give a shit" expression.
Since I don't really bother about my outward appearance anymore, it doesn't really matter if I turn out worst or better. I just wanted to do something different.
Besides, hair GROWS.
I can't take it when some girls with long hair cry as though they're gonna die when they cut their hair short. wth?



ha-ha-ha.
I feel like a small girl and I feel really....light?
=/
But, I do personally feel that I look better with my uber long hair.
Shall wait for my hair to grow. (my hair tends to grow pretty fast) ;p

At the mean time, I shall feel and look many years younger. X)

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btw, a few days ago I had a dream...
I was in this restaraunt which looks like the Subway sandwich restaraunt except.. it was a hot dog restaraunt where you can pick your own ingredients to add to your hot dog.
I kept adding cheese and the moment I arrive at the counter to pay, my hot dog would just magically disappear! In the dream, I was mechanically repeating the steps of placing the hot dog and the cheese into the hot dog bun.

Is it a SIGN?
Is my stomach is telling me that I have not eaten enough hot dogs this month???
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Sunday, November 23, 200811:16 AM
I've been busy.

Busy playing games. huhuhu.
After like SOOOO terribly long, I'm finally playing Final Fantasy X (supperr old game). Once I started I couldn't stop. *&$#*%&#$%

Many people would not believe that I'm quite a gamer. But yes, that is the sad truth, I am a game lover. I've played PLENTY of games. haha.

By the way, I'm planning to cut my hair.
Short.
I know, I know. Guys prefer girls who have long hair, yadda yadda.
But, I DON'T GIVE A DAMN okay?
Screw what guys think, I'm gonna do what I want to do and not because people preffer me that way. =)

When should I cut??????

hmm....
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Tuesday, November 18, 20089:08 PM
Helllloooo~!! =D

*In a Happy mood*

These pictures of me and him were taken AFTER our photoshoot in the Devas' studio before we changed into our normal clothes. Therefore, these pictures are just amateur pictures which is 0% compared to the real ones. But still, they can be used as teasers. haha.
I think he looks better in real life. Compared to the ones inside my camera. o.0

The piano "prop" which was used by other bridal shoots.
Ours were an outdoor bridal shoot for Devas' 2009 concept album. ;)

They had plenty of props in the studio so this was our second pick. haha :p

Me and ...
My hairstylist! hehe. She did a good job and she's such a nice person. Btw, she's also 20 years old. SO YOUNG! :)

The lady on the left was the make up artist. She did a good job too..in transforming the ugly duckling. nyek nyek nyek. :)

The back of the dress~

The creative director said they would need about a month to process the pictures and all. Such a looonggg time. Oh well. :(

Decided to take some ss pictures before I removed my make-up.



After removing make up.
*tada*!
Do I look younger OR NOT?? HAHAHAHA

I'm actually..only 18...................kwa kwa kwa X)

Ugly but I really don't care what people think about my looks anymore. Accept me for who I am or forget it, I won't bother. Tired of comments by unimportant peeps. =/

On another topic altogether, I went for seafood with my family and dad's friend's family last Sunday. And dammnnn I ATE TOO MUCH. I tell you, the pile is much bigger than it is in the picture.
My dad's friend was saying "wah, you have 3 daughters but they eat like 3 SONS".
hahahahaha.
What to do..we love food.....
=/


Sorry for the very "brief" description 'bout everything. It's been a tiring day. My brain's too tired to function well. *yawns*
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Monday, November 17, 200811:48 PM
Nickleback : Gotta Be Somebody

This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.
I'll know it by the feeling.
The moment when we´re meeting
We'll play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I`ll be holdin’ my own breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to go in on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight
And damn it this feels too right
It´s just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you
So I´ll be holdin`my breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with?

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There´s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to go in on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

You can´t give up!
When you're lookin´ for that diamond in the rough
Because you never know but when it shows up
Make sure you´re holdin` on
‘Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There has gotta be somebody for me
Ohhhhhh.


Nobody wants to go in on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There has gotta be somebody for me out there.

;)

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Have a few updates but I shall probably just post it tomorrow or something. Second gown photoshoot tomorrow! =)
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Saturday, November 15, 200811:19 PM
I was supposed to fetch my younger sister (Charissa) from Pyramid today before we headed to church at 5.30pm..
Me and my youngest sister(Andrea) were wandering around aimlessly for about an hour + when we finally spotted this lovely shop. It's located at the old wing, opposite of Arrios Cafe. Or, simply said, if you're walking towards the bowling alley you would be able to see it.

BEAR AT HEART

My youngest sister pointed "jie look! let's go and see!"
So we went..and oh my goodness, it was like a magnetic force which pulled me into this wonderland.

The nice lady began to explain the process of buying the bear.
You see, these soft toys aren't the ordinary soft toys you'd buy from the stores. You gotta stuff them yourself. I've seen bears like these before in Jusco and Parkson but they weren't as cute as these. Plus, they were having a 25% off promotion for their Grand Opening from 15th to 16th Nov, so I thought, "why not?"

I took one look at a cute pink soft-fur bear and told the lady, "I'll have that one please" and she nicely took it for me while I went to the atm machine to get some money (I had to pay for my sisters as well, that's why. Don't have enough cash.Sigh). :)

Thought to myself "darn, why didn't I bring the digital camera out with me today". If I had, I would've taken more photos at the shop. Had to settle with my youngest sister's phone cam instead. Kinda yellow, but, whatever. A pic's still a pic. =/

Okayy..let me briefly explain to you the process.
Step 1 : Pick the bear/cat/rabbit/whatever they have of your choice. It will only contain the
outer part. Like..the "skin" of the soft toy.

Step 2 : Pick your music or you could opt for a voice recorder where you can record your voice
to place in the bear.

Step 3 : Stuff the bear with as much cotton as you want.

This is the bag of cotton right beside the cute kiddy green table.

That's me and my sister stuffing our soft toys. haha. You can make it rock hard or stuff just a little to allow it to have that "limp" look. I made mine really fluffy and fat. Cuddly. hahaha. My sister insisted that mine is an obese bear but I know she's just jealous 'cause my pink bear's cuter than hers (I sound like a 4 year old).

Step 4: Kiss the bear =D *muuaaaaccckkksss*

No, I'm just kidding.
I know. It's not funny. But I am only good at lame jokes... =(

Step 4: The people working in the shop would give you a small red heart where you're supposed
to make a wish and place it within the bear. The bear is supposed to carry all your
wishes and make it come true. (sounds mystical huh? or weird)

Step 5: Dress up your toy! There's a range of clothes and accessories available for you to choose
from. Try choosing one which best fits your personality or style.

Step 6 : Create a birth certificate for your new born baby. Giver it a name, weigh it, measure it
and create a profile for it.


Step 7 : Pack it up inside its house (which is in the package) and bring 'em home!

Taddaaa~!!!
This is the outcome of my bear. I named her Giselle Aurora. X)


Isn't she CUTE??? =)
Nurse outfit represents : The nursing of a person's soul. wooo~~~

I think it would make a wonderful present 'cause it's unique in everyway. Every single bear is different. :)

Whoever said that once you've touched the 2-0 you can't act like a kid altogether? o.0
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Friday, November 14, 200811:58 PM

-I will not show his face until the real pictures come out. Wait for it. hahaha-

*excited*
Finally met up with Nadia after so so long. =)
Sisters tagged along to Sg. Wang in the afternoon and collected the cheque from Manpower @ Midvalley in the evening. Nothing really "bizarre" happened, but it was a good chilling outing. ;)
Got back home about 7.30pm to "freshen up" because I had to head out for cell group @ Sunway.
YES, I'm attending cell group after SO long (many years). This time, I really honestly like cell group. It's fun. :)
My original cell group was supposed to be on Thursday though. I went today 'cause it was a "make up" cell group which I missed yesterday. =/

By the way, there's something I must share!
Popiah Pictures called me today (before I went for cell group) and told me I was selected by their client to be one of the contestants in a car game show for their advertising purposes!!!
A lady from Popiah Pictures called me for casting last week and I figured I won't get it because I didn't know shit 'bout cars.
Here's how the casting went:

*lady fixed the video camera*
*another lady proceeded to ask the questions*

Lady : Please hold up the board and introduce yourself.
Me : *holds up a mini white board with my name, height and age on it*
Me : .....start now?
Lady : Yes :)
Me : Hi! I'm Regina and I'm 20 years old this year, currently studying in Inti College. I'm not
that tall but it's ok because my legs are longer than my body! (in my heart I was like
"WHY DID I SAY THAT?") Most of the time I'm at home doing nothing except watching
tv, going online and ocassionally I'd go out for shopping. (was I being too drastically
honest?)
Lady: Okay..now I will ask a few questions..just answer whatever comes to your mind
Me : ok~
Lady : Do you send your car for maintenance? And if you do, do you know what do they do to
your car?
Me : *looks at my dad* They change the engine oil thing? and uh, I'm sorry, my dad is the one
who send my car for maintenance and he writes whatever the ppl does in this notebook
he keeps in my car.
Lady : what is the function of an engine oil?
Me : make the car smoother??
Lady : Do you wash your car?
Me : yes....actually no. My maid washes it.
Lady : okayy...which part of your car do you actually maintain yourself?
Me : Erm..the exterior???
Lady : like?
Me : the outer part of the car? and the cushion and all? Vacum....(now THAT is a lie, I don't
even do this at all)
Lady : ok..now that was all the honest answers you gave..are you satisfied with your ans? If you
are not, you can be given a chance to answer it again.
Me : I think I would stick with the honest answers. hehe.
Lady : ok that's about it..thank you for coming today, I will call you if you are selected :)

The whole time during the casting she was laughing when I gave my answers!!!
So I thought, "ok, no hope" and I told my dad I will not be selected because of my lousy answers. :(

But..I got it!!! oh my goodness I got itt~!!

And I just received an email from Amelia stating that she has a job on the 28th of Nov. I can't go..nuuuu.. =(
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10:16 AM
Beu Sisters - Once Upon A Broken Heart

Once upon a broken heart
I was walking alone in the dark
Looking for a way to start again
What I wouldn't give for a friend
There was no love in my life
There was no light in my eyes
All the tears that I had cried and cried
Seemed like they'd never end

And I never believed fairytales came true
But now I know that they really do
Now that I found you, now that I'm here with you
Just look at the sunshine, and you
Showed me a world
That I'd never seen
I woke up and fell into this dream
Happily ever after just took time
Once upon this broken heart of mine

Long ago and far away
I could never dream of the day
That your love would come my way and stay
And sweep me away and I

Never believed fairytales came true
But now I know that they really do
Now that I found you, now that I'm here with you
Just look at the sunshine, and you
Showed me a world
That I'd never seen
I woke up and fell into this dream
Happily ever after just took time
Once upon this broken heart of mine

this is the way a fairytale feels
This is the way I know it's real
'Cause this is the way a broken heart heals

And I never believed fairytales came true
But now I know that they really do
Now that I found you, now that I'm here with you
Just look at the sunshine, and you
Showed me a world
That I'd never seen
I woke up and fell into this dream
Happily ever after just took time
Once upon this broken heart of mine

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This song is just so "wow"..makes my heart melt when I listen to it. The words are beautiful... I especially loved the sentence "I woke up and fell into this dream". It makes a good quote..because when you're with the one you love, everyday would probably feel like a lovely dream you'll never want to end. =)
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Thursday, November 13, 200810:40 PM
When I said I was happy I got selected for something..it was actually 'cause I got selected to have a bridal photoshoot with De Vas' Bride! =)

De vas' Bride called me last Saturday to arrange a photoshoot date for around this week..
Was supposed to be scheduled on Wednesday but I had to push it to Thursday because of my transportation problem. =/

Arrived at their office around 1pm+ today and tried on some gowns..
They wanted to make a photoshoot with a story line so I had to wear 2 gowns. 1 short and 1 long.
The short one would be potraying me as cute and happy while the long one would be more of the cool look. hehe.

When I stepped into the studio for make up I noticed a guy.
Thought to myself "is he supposed my partner?!?"
so tall....so...handsome. =)
hahaha.
The ladies at De Vas' referred to him as "Lee Hom". Goodness. X)

Stepped into the make up room and the lady said, "please clean your face because the make up we use for photos are different compared to normal foundation".
In my heart I was like "Oh nooooo!!"
It's like peeling off my skin revealing an ugly creature.
But when she started taking it all off, I felt indifferent. Looked the same to me. I guess I was overly exaggerating everything. hahaha.
The make up was cool though, they did every single detail, right to sticking piece by piece a hair for the bottom lashes.

We set out for the location at about 4pm+ and they chose some..diraja something building in Klang. A very nice white building which has the British look. I thought I would feel embarassed doing a photoshoot with a guy but it turned out to be really really fun. We had to run, jump, hold each other, go hand-in-hand while walking down the white stairs, stand really close, etc etc.
Oh, I even had a prop "diamond" ring. Not bad eh? =D

A man came by while we were having our photoshoot and said

Stranger: kahwin ka?
Me : Ya *laughs*
Partner : *laughs as well*
Stranger: Begitu muda kahwin? *smiles*
Me : Ya, kahwin muda bagus la. *laughs harder*

The people around us who were watching probably thought we really were getting married. hahaha.

When the photoshoot ended we were feeling pretty de-hydrated and tired..but excited nonetheless.
Got back to the office around 6pm+, changed into our casual attire and waited for awhile..
When we saw the pictures..some of it just made our heart melt..while some made us go -> HAHAHAHAHA.
Then..my partner ( I know his name but I don't know how to spell it. Su Keong? Soo Keong? Su Kiong? Forgot to ask. Shall wait till I talk to him again. l-o-l) asked me to come along to his restaraunt which was just at the corner down the road. His family owns a Steamboat restaraunt! OMG STEAMBOATTTT!!! I love love love steamboat!!!!!!
So nice of him to treat us (me and my sister. My second sis came with me today) steamboat. Sigh. Bliss. Plus, his steamboat is really good. I'm not being biased because even my dad said it's good. And he's the kind of person who would only praise food if it's really delicious. =)
Oh, and my youngest sister came as well for dinner. Both she and my dad agreed that he's good looking as well. :p

I was eye-ing him from the corner of my eye while he was working. In his white sleeveless shirt which shows off his toned arms (meaning muscular but not too muscular) paired with light blue jeans.

Can cause girls to faint I tell you.

It's a good thing I've practiced to keep my cool and ego no matter what. HAHAHA.
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Wednesday, November 12, 200811:58 PM
I was pondering upon this question for awhile...it just came into my mind, all of a sudden. The question is: If there was one thing in the world in which you could choose to represent you, what would it be and why?

My answer would be : The bamboo tree

I know that in life, there will never be "smooth sailing" all the way. Everyone would have their tribulations in one way or another : failed ralationships, broken families, financial crisis. Etc. Those who are weak, would say "there's no way out of this, I am doomed" and therefore, you'd see the countless numbers of suicides happening around the world. Sorry to sound harsh, but I despise suiciders and do not pity them because they are selfish and not to mention, stupid. Not only are they trying to get rid of their own problems by running away from it forever, they cause nothing but heartaches to those who loves them.

On the other hand, I admire people who have been torn and beaten, people who have gone through the roughest times and yet, still push on through. Sometimes when I hear stories about how the poorer people in other parts of the world are struggling to survive, just for one more day, an hour even? I'd feel so embarassed. I have been complaining too much. I have been magnifying my problems into huge ones which makes it seem like a matter of life and death. How can I, be complaining about my failed relationships when it is absolutely NOTHING compared to the anguish other people may be feeling at that very moment? On the day I was crying over a relationship that was never meant to be, someone, somewhere, may have been experiencing something much worse. Eg: A mother who lost her child to a disease, a patient battling with cancer, an accident victim struggling between life and death. Get my point?

Okay, back to the failed relationships. So yeah, I've had a few, here and there but I've decided I will not dwell on it anymore. I dislike people asking me "how come you don't have a bf?" because right now, I believe that I should wait until the right person comes along. Feelings of "love" as people say, will come and go, being depressed over a relationship is just a plain waste of time. I learnt that as much as I say "I will never fall in love again" I know that someday I will because things always happens when you least expect it. There's just some things you can't rush.

ALTHOUGH..As much as I'd love to have someone pamper me, and treat me real nice, I would very much rather be independent. I want to be the kind of person who is able to pick myself up when I fall and to go through life where I can say the experiences I had, moulded me to become a better person. I want to experience more, so that when people come to me with their problems, I can say "hey, I've been through it, so can you, nothing is ever too difficult and even this too shall pass". I want to be a person where the advices that comes out from my mouth are not just mere words by trying to put myself into their shoes, but something which I have experienced. At least I can say "I know how you feel" in truth because I know how I hate it when someone tells me "I know how you feel" when they absolutely don't have a clue.

So yeah, to sum it up, life's journey can throw me as many obstacles as it wants to, I know I'll stand strong. There may be a few buckets of tears, complaints or depression along the way..but..
Just like a bamboo tree, I'll bend but never break.

;)

p.s.: I am not in depression, so don't be too concerned. I'm just giving a piece of my mind :)
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Monday, November 10, 20086:21 PM
Headache.
I hate it when my period's coming.
Instead of stomach cramps, I'd get a headache almost everyday, I'd feel tired all the time, annoyed easily, and would start to hate everything about myself.

Ironically I'm smiling in the picture?
obviously it was a fake smile. =(

I freaking hate period.

hate
hate
hate
hate
HATEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Saturday, November 8, 20087:52 PM
I was looking through my blog posts in Jan-March 08 and July-Aug 08. Those months were probably the saddest, most depressing times of my life. I was hurt so bad I thought I could die from the pain that I was going through.

But now, I'm laughing, because I know it's stupid to cry over a guy who isn't worth it.

To those who are hurting from a broken relationship..I just wanna say that..Time does heal a broken heart. Just when you feel like giving up, God lifts you up, let everything go and you would start to soar, higher than before.

=)


It is better to be hated for what you are than
to be loved for something you are not.
-Andre Gide-

Just Stand Up-Various Artists
Beyoncé:
The heart is stronger
Than you think
It's like it can go
Through anything
And even when you think
It can't, it finds a way
To still push on
Though

Carrie Underwood:
Sometimes
You want to run away
Ain't got the patience
For the pain
And if you
Don't believe it
Look into
Your heart
The beat goes on

Rihanna:
I'm tellin' you that

Rihanna/Miley Cyrus:
Things get better
Through whatever

Rihanna:
If you fall
Dust it off
Don't let up

Sheryl Crow:
Don't you know
You can go
Be your own miracle

Beyoncé:
You need to know

Chorus (Sheryl Crow):
If the mind
Keeps thinking
You've had enough
But the heart
Keeps telling you
Don't give up

Sheryl Crow/Beyoncé:
Who are we to be
Questioning
Wondering what is what
Don't give up
Through it all
Just stand up

Fergie:
It's like
We all have better days
Problems getting all up
In your face

Leona Lewis:
Just because
You go through it

Fergie:
Don't mean it got
To take control, no

Leona Lewis:
You ain't gotta find
No hiding place

Keyshia Cole:
Because the heart
Can beat the hate

Leona Lewis:
Don't wanna
Let your mind
Keep playin' you

Keyshia Cole:
And sayin' you
Can't go on

Rihanna:
I'm tellin' you that

Miley Cyrus:
Things get better
Through whatever

Rihanna:
If you fall

Miley Cyrus:
Dust if off
Don't let up

LeAnn Rimes:
Don't you know you

Natasha Bedingfield:
Can go

LeAnn Rimes:
Be your own

Natasha Bedingfield:
Miracle

Carrie Underwood:
You need to know

(Chorus-All)

Mary J. Blige:
You don't gotta be
A prisoner
In your mind

Ciara:
If you fall
Dust it off

Mary J. Blige:
You can live your life

Rihanna/Carrie Underwood:
Yeah

Mary J. Blige:
Let your heart
Be your guide

Rihanna/Carrie:
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Mariah Carey:
And you will know
That you're good
If you trust in the good

Ashanti:
Everything
Will be alright, yeah
Light up the dark
If you follow your heart

Mary J. Blige:
And it will get better

Mariah Carey:
Through whatever

(Chorus All)

Fergie:
You got it in you
Find it within
You got in now
Find it within now
You got in you
Find it within
You got in now
Find it within now
You got in you
Ffind it within
Find it within you
Find it within

p/s: I went for the Absolut Bazaar today...and...I am, officially broke. BUT....like a quote from somewhere I seen but forgotten : I like my money where I can see it. Hanging in my closet =D

I got selected for something..I AM FRIGGIN HAPPY!!!!!!


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Friday, November 7, 200811:30 PM

I am FORCED to tie up my hair like that to avoid the growth of pimples. Gosh!! SOMEBODY SAVE ME!
For the past two weeks, I loved my face but now it's back to HATING it a whole lot again. Everytime I go for my acne-reduction facial, the beautician HAD to just squeeze the life outta my face, making it all red and inflammed. It makes me feel like looking into the mirror and telling my reflection "you're ugly and I hate you".
Back to the period of waiting again, for the spots to go off before I can look better. I hate waiting.
Waiting sucks.

Well, on the other hand, let me summarize what I've been doing for the past few weeks! *whoopiee*
First of all, I've lost all urges to go out/socialize/go online/meet new people. Basically, I feel like I'm disappearing from the world. It's not because of depression or anything. It's just because..I don't really care??? In fact, I'm very happy that I feel this way. I don't have worries/stress AT ALL!! Believe it or not. I would really love to stay like this cause I've always been like this during the school holidays while I was still in high school. Just makes me feel like I've gone back in time to the old Regina who stays at home ALOT. haha. ;)

Most of the time I'd be watching tv (yes, I'm becoming a couch potato), playing ps2(currently playing CSI. It's really interesting), sleeping and eating. The same routine goes on and on and on... Yup, that's pretty much my life at the moment. Not interested to do anything else.

This is my comfort zone. =)

In a nutshell: I'm transforming into an anti-social.
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Tuesday, November 4, 20081:16 PM
Angel-Natasha Bedingfield
(this is my current song addiction)

A.n.g.e.l
A.n.g.e.l
Just like a shadow
I'll be beside you
I'll be your comfort
I'm there to guide you home
I will provide you
A place of shelter
I wanna be your stone
What am I supposed to do
Tell me what you wanted me to do
I'll make it great to be a man
With a woman who can stand
On every promise given
Making vows to please her man

If I could be your angel
Your angel, Your angel
Protect you from the pain
(from the pain)
I'll keep you safe from danger
(from danger, from danger)
You'll never hurt again
I'll be your a.n.g.e.l
a.n.g.e.l, a.n.g.e.l
I'm gonna be your a.n.g.e.l
I'll be your angel

Just like the moon
I'll step aside
And let your sun shine
While I follow behind
Cause baby what ya got
You deserve all the props
You're everything I'm not
and I'm so glad you're mine
Tell me what you wanted me to do
I'll make it great to be a man
With a woman who can stand
On every promise given
Making vows to please her man

If I could be your angel
Your angel, Your angel
Protect you from the pain
(from the pain)
I'll keep you safe from danger
(from danger, from danger)
You'll never hurt again
I'll be your a.n.g.e.l
a.n.g.e.l, a.n.g.e.l
I'm gonna be your a.n.g.e.l
I'll be your angel

Tell me why there's so many good men
in the world misunderstood
"He's a dog", "he's no good"
I wish somebody would
Disrespect my man
You're gon' have to come see me
I go hard for my baby
He's all that I need

So if you got a good one
Put your hands up,
Come on girl and stand up
Go ahead lift your man up
Get up
If you got a good one
Put your hands up
Come on girl and stand up
Go ahead lift your man up
Get up

If I could be your angel
Your angel, Your angel
Protect you from the pain
(from the pain)
I'll keep you safe from danger
You'll never hurt again
I'll be your a.n.g.e.l
a.n.g.e.l, a.n.g.e.l
I'm gona be your a.n.g.e.l
I'll be your angel

=)
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Dear (the last person who left a comment on your blog).I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___.I think I realized it when ___2______3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.___12___.

Loves;-Your name-

P/S: You are so lifeless, ___13___, -The name of the person that tagged you-.

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

13. What is your favorite activities when hanging out with mates?
Gathering for drinks - Ugly pig
Foosball - Silly duck
Shopping - French kisser
Dulging for food - Cranky banana
Movies - Smelly armpits
Snacks - Horny wolf
Snooker - Tiny nipples
Bowling - Sexy grandmother
Outdoor activities - Vain pot
Having a long talk - Nose plucker
Taking pictures - Dumb bitch
Other - Burn yourself

So then,
Dear Minty,I don't really know how to tell you this, but our affair is over.I think I realized it when
when we skinny dipped at the mental hospital and I saw you carve your initials into Bill Clinton .I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand that Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning the couch cushions to you, but I'll keep your mom as a memory. You should also know that I told in my confession today about the incarnation as an eskimo. Good luck on your short-term leave from jail.

Loves; Regina

P/S: You are so lifeless, smelly armpits, Andrea.

(sorry C.M. I din't want to write the other tagger's name cuz I don't know him personally. hehehe)

I tag: Whoever that wants to do this. hahaha!
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Monday, November 3, 20083:15 PM
I've been home-bound from the past few days excluding yesterday where I went for some make-up/how to eat healthy/how to sculpture your body class. Cereal with oats and strawberry+kiwi is seriously yummy! *licks lips* I'm gonna go get some from Giant soon. hahaha.
For those of you who don't know already, I would like to declare that I have this fascination for make up and the way it can transform people. Maybe I should opt to be a make up artist instead?
Btw, I'm planning to buy a brush set, just for the face. It must be PINK, so..the brush set which popped immediately into my mind was non-other than the Beautilicious brush set.
Can't wait to get it!
Anyone wants to be my..*cough* experiment?? @.@

Ahh....
"the eyes are the nipples of the face"
Quote from House Bunny.
-this is me being random. Staying at home too much does that to you.

Ok, I'm off to trim my fake lashes!

X)
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Saturday, November 1, 200811:15 AM
It's a day late but...
HAPPY HALLOWEEN anyway! =D

And, obviously on "halloween" we are supposed to scare people.
Well...
Nothing's scarier than...

.....
.........
..........

MY NAKED FACE without any make up.
hohoho.
Be afraid, be very afraid (gosh this line is like, so corny, why am I using it?)


Behold, this is how I look at HOME *evil laughter* [Background: evil music plays]
Geeky+ugly. Spot the spots on my face. What can I say, I really don't give a damn anymore. I'm feeling so "whatever" these days. Blah. Becoming aunty lah tu -______-
I'd wear a hairband because I'd get annoyed with my hair touching my face..I'd tie my hair up neatly because when I'm on the com, I'd switch on the fan..so, if I DON'T tie it up...you can imagine what would happen.
It's one helluva freaky package!

Oh, and the Disney t-shirt was a present by my aunt many years ago.
hahahaha.
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