I thought..if I cut myself off from those people the gossips would stop.

I was wrong.

Seems like there's just too many cock talkers out there.
But I would like to make things clear before anyone has the chance to stir up another pot of lies.

1. I will not respond to flirts from a guy who has a gf.
2. I will not steal people's bf.
3. I will not lie about such things.
4. I am NOT interested in ANYONE right now.
5. Whoever's my friend will always remain as just a friend to me.

All these while I only talked about how much I hate, how I hurt I am, how I have to go through all those dramas. Today, I will explain. Everything. From the beginning.

I know I had some haters when I got together with my ex of 2 years because alot of people thought I "stole" him. And because of that, rumours spread. Regina's a bitch, etc etc.
The thing is, at that time I never knew anything. I was stupid, I was naive, I believed everything he said. If I KNEW, I would NEVER get with him.
I'm not that kinda girl.
I have never cheated on my bf and I never will.
Whatever stories, whatever rumours. They're nothing but a lie. I never cheated on ANY of my ex. NEVER.
Those are lies made up by people who are obviously pretty low in the Intelligence department.

I can't believe how far-stretched a story can come up to?

I would never hurt a person on purpose..
I just can't..

Also, I will not ruin another person's happiness for my own. It's too selfish and too inhuman for me to do so.

I made a mistake once, by falling for a guy who lied about everything to me. Lied about the fact that he broke up with his gf when he didn't..which I only found out after 3 months we were together.
When I knew about it, I cried. Yes, I cried an ocean full of tears because I never knew anything. I cried for her, I cried for myself for being so stupid. But it was too late beacuse I've fallen in love so deeply. Fallen in love with someone who was never meant for me.

From there everything was just a roller coaster of emotions, I felt feelings I've never felt before, and I felt hurt so bad, I thought my heart could stop beating. Yes, I've paid the price. And now it's done.

But my reputation would never be as clear as it was in high school again.
Some girls choose to believe what they hear, and they refuse to see that I am just an ordinary person, just hoping for something so simple. I don't need all the drama, I don't wanna hear what people's been talking about behind my back.

Please. Just. Stop.

I've had enough.

I don't know if the person would be reading this, but I just need to say it. I can't allow another bastard a chance to tarnish my name (Warwick has done enough damage for me. He made my other ex hate me so much, I think he'd hate me for life. And I never knew what kinda SHIT he told him. Yes Warwick, although I am able to talk to you as a friend now, a part of me would always hold a certain resentment towards you.) and I don't want anymore misunderstandings.

I hope you'd know who you are.

Girl, whatever your "friend" told you, is a lie. I never allowed anyone to check my messages on my phone, nor did I tell your "friend" anything. He made everything up because he is a bullshitter. Everyone told me he was like that, and now I know, it is undeniably true. Please, stop believing in him. I know you've known him for years, but you just have to see his true character. Don't allow this to break such a long relationship you've had. Your bf and I, are nothing but friends. It always has and always will be. I decided to say it here, as a proof, for everyone to see. Because I'm not afraid. And, you should know better than to turn to W for advice. He's not much of an advice giver because from what I know, he'd only make things worse.

To the guy who said "oh I saw in Regina's phone xxx ask her for couple" : stop being so immature. You're no doubt one of the most immature guy I've ever met. You're 20 for goodness sake.
It's time to grow up, boy. Do whatever it takes, go for some maturity talk, hang around with guys who can actually think straight, go for a brain transplant,... just..just.. do SOMETHING about it! You know what? So what if you have the looks? your heart, is as black as coal. THAT, is one of the most repulsive characteristics anyone could have. *spits* Most of all, because of that petty act you did, you're in the same category as Warwick. It's all about the lies/cock talking huh? Well, have fun cuz one day it'll all come back to you. Toodles.

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