I was thinking about changing my blogskin because of the lousy itallic and underlined words which were appearing at the bottom of my post..but..so far..I still love this skin the mosstt. =D
So..I just repaired it. rofl.

A short post for today! While walking around at the Pet Safari (Ikano) last week, I saw this really really EXPENSIVE dog. (you can buy 1 kancil if you sell this dog)

It's worth RM 21,888!! : Tibetan Mastiff
Crazy?
There was another dog which was 1x, xxx (forgot da price, just SLIGHTLY cheaper and it's brown in colour) - SOLD. I can't believe people would actually spend THAT much on a dog??
Maybe the dude's really rich.
If I was really really rich I would've bought one too. lol. :p

Anyway, isn't Tibet some ulu chinese kampung in some mountain somewhere? Their dogs worth so much?????? I should go there, kidnap some while their sleeping in their wooden shacks and bring it back. ILLEGALLY. Then, I'll sell it really cheap. RM9,999 would be the best price! Isn't that a good deal? hehe :p

Why must the e-marketing assignment be so bloody confusing?
I'm driving myself insane!

And what's happening to my fonts of my previous post? its all underlined, bolded and is in italic?!

Whatever, I have no time to sort out my blog stuff for now. Will return tomorrow with a better post.

Ta!

To counter her dungu post I have decided to tell everyone...the kinda GUY she wants in the future!

Annie Siew Boon Yee Said : I want a guy with financial problem

ATT : To all guys who are broke/pokai/bankrupt/in desperation for money, please go to ASBY! =D

Oh yeah, most of you may not undertand my previous post about the "hurtfully hurting" thingie cuz it's an insider joke between us.

Nevertheless, I must be KIND enough to help Annie advertise her liking for guys who *cough* have financial problem. rofl. =p

First of all, I have to say.. Annie and Nadia are my THREATS. They influence me alot. Annie influences me easily with cute stuff while Nadia influences me with the gory, dark stuff. rofl.
The top pic shows the Bearbricks (Bearbrick influenced by Annie Siew) I bought from Azwan today and yesterday(the blue one on the right belongs to Benard.). He was selling some of his "extras" for his SME final assignment and well, I just realised he is super freaking rich. haha. Each of these bears are a collector's item and if you want to purchase it from the shop, you won't be able to see the designs in it. Kinda like a "gachapon" where you won't know what you're gonna get. Soo..IF you purchased 3 boxes and all 3 has the same design it's just your luck. ;)
Azwan purchases the bears by the CARTONS. wow? =/


This would probably be my favourite Bearbrick because...it is pink and it's cute. That's it. haha :)
By the way, Azwan was selling original Nike shoes as well..and this pair of Nike AirSpade was the...lucky draw prize!
Well, you people should know that..I never win lucky draw prizer. Ever.
I don't know why but I just never did.. :(

This time around however..I actually won SOMETHING! The grand prize! And I love it. Because it has my fav colour..pink, red and white. hehe. I was expecting Annie to win because she bought 6 bearbricks and I was thinking "there is a high possibility I would never get it"
Guess I was proven wrong huh? :)

Think I'll wear them tmr? =D

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This next post is..erm..a bit disturbing, but I find it quite interesting. It's from rotten.com, a website provided by KN. lol.

This is NOT for the faint hearted.

Enjoy!

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Writes the submitter: "Here are some pictures from my police station in XXX. The pictures are of a 90ish old male that was having a bath. He had something that looked like an oversized element from a kettle to help with keeping the water hot. Unfortunately he died and was in the bath for over 2 weeks with the water almost boiling. What you see on the left side of the lower picture are his legs. When the guys took hold of his legs to try and get some of him out of the bath all they got was a bone as it simply slid out of the flesh. The following day the cleaners came in and scooped up almost 50kg of goop that made up his body. If you look closely at the picture you can just make out the shape of a body. Obviously the smell was... um... interesting."

I love Luke.

No wait, Don't be mistaken!! Luke's my Aunt's DOG. bwahaha. =D

I was at my aunt's house yesterday cuz she decided to have a birthday celebration. I'm not sure how old she is though, 45? 46? 47? It's a MYSTERY. haha.
Anyway, this particular aunt and my uncle came back all the way from New Zealand and I was told that they left on the day I was born. The moment I was delivered, they took one look at me, gave me and ang pau and flew away. Tsk. Made me feel as though I was their "final wish to see before going off". Sounds bad. =/
My question would be : where is the ang pau that they gave me?! I......I...... was mugged on the day I was born!! How terrible! My parents took my ang pau. Sob. =(

They also bought my other aunt a 3 month old puppy!(as shown in the picture above, I'm happily holding the puppy in my arms) It's super super (10000000x) cute laaaahhhh.....AAAAAHHHHHH *screams like a freaking bimbotic(annie) girl* =D
Ok wait, it's the 2nd cutest dog I've ever seen BECAUSE, MY dog is the cutest in the world. hehehe. ;)
While my aunts and uncles and parents were busy talking to one another, I was busy playing with the dog. It's fur is so smooth...so soft....I miss it already. =(

People often ask me "Regina why do you blog?"
And my usual answer would be "oh nothing, it's just something I do for fun because I'm lifeless:)".

Well, honestly, it's much more deeper than that.
I'll tell the whole truth on why I am blogging today. (because I have nothing else better to blog about) =)

A blog to me..is like an online journal. It's a place where I pour out my thoughts and feelings when I feel like I'm alone or when I have no one I could turn to. It's also a place where I record my memories like : outings with my friends, the funny things I've seen, interesting issues I would like to remember..etc.

I realised that most of the times, our memory capacity of the past is limited. We tend to forget the little things in life and would only remember the moments of our life which are either "Very happy" or "While we're really down". What about those "in betweens"?
I want to remember those "in betweens". I want those memories to be recorded so that I will never forget. =)

More importantly, I want to blog because, I want to look back and learn from my mistakes and smile at the happy moments of my life. I want to remember that, at some point in life where I felt was my lowest, wasn't that bad after all. I got through it, therefore I have the strength to carry on, no matter what obstacles I may face in life in the future.

DONT ACCUSE ME FOR WHAT I DIDN'T DO
I HATE BEING ACCUSED

Testing. What happened to my font?? It's huge. =/

...Oh, this post's font is normal. The lyrics post doesn't want to be small. Well, shall just let it be large then. Whatever. lol.

I am watching you. ;)

** Update : It suddenly hit me.
I have...

• service marketing group assignment
• e-marketing group assignment
• consumer behaviour individual assignment
• e-marketing case study individual assignment
• test 2 : Retail
  
• Presentation for e-marketing

which are all due next week and the test on the following week.

Procrastination Kills. =(

Your Love Is A Lie - Simple Plan

I fall asleep by the telephone
It's two o'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me, where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone
I can't bite my tongue forever, while you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories, but don't take me for a fool

You can tell me that there's nobody else (but I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself (but I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know
Your love is just a lie
It's nothing but a lie

You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah, you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that I trust you
And do you think about me when he f**ks you?
Could you be more obscene?
So don't try to say you're sorry, or try to make it right
And don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late

You can tell me that there's nobody else
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know
Your love is just a lie (Lie! Lie! Lie!)
It's nothing but a lie (Lie! Lie! Lie!)
You're nothing but a lie

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Super nice song I heard from Wilson's Mp3 today. Wanted to upload it into my playlist but I couldn't find a nicer version that loads fast. So..I'll just post the lyrics.
Download it!
Highly recommended to people who have gone through the hurt of being cheated by a bf or gf. You can scream it out to release your anger. haha. Enjoy =)

I don't know what's going on with me..
I've been thinking alot lately.
About my life, about what I've gone through. Basically, everything.

Maybe I'm just thinking too much?
Sigh.

(Realised that my blog is becoming too wordy. Decided to post ONE pic of myself. muahaha :P)

The post starts:

I'm bored of Malaysia although I've only spent 19+ of my years here.
Everyday feels so mundane.
I need something EXCITING.
Something NEW.

Imagine..IF I am in London,

Friend : So what did you do last weekend?
Me : Oh, nothing much. Just visited the Sex Museum
Friend : _______________ (Insert words of excitement here)

In Malaysia,

Friend : So what did you do last weekend?
Me : Oh, nothing much. Just visited the Museum Negara
Friend : .....*gives disgusted-why-do-you-even-go-there-you-weirdo look*

Again, I'm stressing. Malaysia is wayy too boring.
What else can we do? Go to..Genting? Cameron? Lagoon? Bukit Tinggi? whatever Islands???
I feel like I'm trapped in this boring "developing" country.
Although the politicians claim that this is a so-called "developing" country, I still feel as though I'm in a THIRD WORLD country. =(

I want to fly away.

The only thing that's holding me back would be the food.
But.. would I..trade food for excitement? Hmm...
*goes silent and thinks for approximately 5 seconds*
The answer is : YES I MOST DEFINITELY WOULD.

If I could be super rich some day, I would take the opportunity to travel around the world with someone special. Just the 2 of us would be great. =)

Here's the list of some a the places which I would give priority to IF I were to be given the chance to travel around the world some day. hehe. :

1. Rome
2. Italy
3. Paris
4. Venice
5. NYC
6. Korea
7. Africa (I want to see the animals!)

Dear God, allow me to realise my dream. Pretty Please? =)

Ps : I know this isn't exactly a "super long post"..but..it is better than nothing? Right? =p

Annie finally updated her blog about her birthday.
I know I'm supposed to blog about it but it's toooo long! Plus, what I'm gonna blog about is the same as hers anyway. =p Sooo... instead of blogging it myself, I'll just promote the 20 year old girl's blog : Annie Siew Boon Yee

Other than that, you people could also check out Nadia's blog! : She thinks she's Tinkerbell

They have one thing in common though. Both are super pro STALKERS. Just SPOT the similarity yeah? Enjoy! =D
rofl!

I almost died from annoyance while I was talking to her last night.
If she was right in front of me, I would've strangled her!
Anyway, we had our retail presentation today! All went well =)

Don't really feel like blogging today.
Maybe I'll blog some other day with some super duper long post (I'll try to find something interesting) hehe. Till then, tatas~ =p

Shall not blog much about Genting because there's wayy too many things I could blog about.
It'll take forever and I'm too lazy.
Summary : Min Hun's birthday was on the same date as Samy, while Annie turned 20 on the 9th. It was really really fun and I'm sure all of us enjoyed ourselves. =]

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The reason for this post isn't about Genting though. It's about that recent comment on my tagboard which kinda made me think.
There were countless times, unknown guys told me "I wish my gf is like you".
So....What am I supposed to feel when you guys tell me that? Happy? Proud? Flattered????

Sorry to say, but it makes me feel sick in the stomach instead.
Guys, before you go after a particular girl, I'm sure that there was something about her which captured your eyes and your heart the moment you knew/saw her. Am I Right?

When you've gotten her as your gf, for the first few months, you'd feel really happy because you got what you wanted.
BUT...After some time, you'd start seeing her flaws. Maybe she doesn't dress the way you like her to dress. Maybe she doesn't look pretty all the time. Maybe she doesn't understand you the way you want her to. Or maybe she doesn't seem exciting all the time. Whatever it is, you should get what I mean. After awhile, that so called perfect dream girl of yours doesn't seem so perfect after all.

Well, all I can say is welcome to the REAL world kiddo.

No one, and I would like to emphasize on this. NO ONE, can ever be perfect. When you're with your gf, learn to accept her for who she is. Let her know your likes and dislikes and maybe, just maybe she would change. For you. (If you're lucky. haha) But even if she doesn't, hey, you made the choice to go after her so, it's either live with it and stop whining or break up with her.

Don't go to other girls and say things like "I wish my gf is like you".
I would like to ask you this. Before you say those words, have you ever thought of all the things she has done for you? Have you ever thought about the things she has sacrificed in silence for you? have you ever wondered how much she loves you?
If you haven't, you have no right in saying that.
Plus, the dumbest thing is, guys who said that to me doesn't even know me. I find it very stupid. How could you say things like that to someone you don't even know?

And guys, don't come to me and complain to me about YOUR gf's. I'm not interested to know and I would not side you nor comfort you when you tell me your sad sob stories. I'm staying neutral. For all I know, you could be making everything up, backstabbing her, while your gf is at home being all innocent thinking she's got a good bf. Damn, The more I write, the more frustrated I feel.

Guys, just BUCK UP alright?! STOP living in some fantasy world where you dream about some perfect girl as your gf. It ain't gonna happen. And as much as you wish someone else is your gf, that someone may very well be someone who either 1. Doesn't know you or 2. Doesn't feel the same way or 3. Becomes your next gf and you realise that she isn't as good as you think she was before she became your gf. I do believe I'm quite right on this. haha. =)

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At first, I thought of blogging a SHORT post just to reply that comment. Didn't know my thoughts would flow so freely today. haha. Guys out there, I'm sorry if I've hurt your feelings (maybe you're one of them) but I just had to let it out. Just take it as an honest advice alright. ;)

I'm off to Genting tomorrow! =]

The Transition of my Life =]



I was looking through my pictures today..and I figured I could blog something about my childhood days. :)


This is a picture of me as a baby! Was still living in an apartment in Shah Alam then. hehe

I loveed going around in that tiny toy car last time..I heard that most people wouldn't remember their days as a toddler. I do remember though. :p


I didn't know I could even do the "emo" pose as a child! :)

A pic of me with my lovely white christmas dress. I used to wear that dress ALOT for occasions. haha. Made me feel like pretty princess. =p


Horse riding anyone? Somehow since young I had this fascination for animals. I really really loved horses and ponies and I wish I could own one some day. :)

....This would be the starting point in my life where things began getting more and more complicated. It's a picture of me in form 1 while I was still in SMSJ. I was 11 going on 12 that year and I was a complete NERD. No, I'm not ashamed of that. I'm actually pretty happy the way I was at that time. The Regina then, was known as See Mun. She knew nothing about girl-guy relationships and the most important thing in her life was God, her family and friends. That was it. She often wondered, "what's it like to have a bf?" "how would it be?" ..However, it was nothing big. She didn't need it. She was independant.
She was happy almost all the time. She never heard of people backstabbing her. She treated everyone equally nice. She was Naive.
As she grew, she realised, not everyone in this world is worth trusting.. and even if you treated someone good, that person may turn their back on you.
Then, she began her process of change. She didn't want to be as Naive anymore.
She started using the name Regina because she wanted a new image for herself.

You know what...I realised that, the number of friends doesn't matter at all. What matters most is the quality of friends that you have. You need people whom you can count on when times are bad. You need Friends who would be with you to share your joy and pain.
I realised that, these days, the people are meet are fake.
Especially Guys.
I hate guys who wants to be my friend just because they like my physical appearance.
I hate people who are shallow.
Don't you know that beauty doesn't last forever?
Furthermore, I've never seen myself as such a beauty.
When I look at myself, I still see the same See Mun. An ordinary looking girl :)

People..when you look for a friend, look for the heart and not the face. Because beauty fades. It's the personality that would be keeping that friendship strong.

I would like to add a little more.

I'm really glad that I found 2 true friends amidst the many fake people I met along the way. Annie and Nadia you girls are the best. =)

I'm coming, I'm coming!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHA. =p

The first time I went for some Ceramah by DAP and it RAINED!
Heavily.
Thank goodness we were smart enough to bring umbrellas. hehe.
But seriously, I've never really walked that far while it was raining before..it was SO cold!
Wait, actually I've been feeling cold alot these days..I used to be the one who said "It's not cold" while my friends were half freezing to death. Right now, even the slightest wind from the rain could make me feel like I'm in Alaska. What's this ?!

It seems like this year's election is kinda heated up.
Last night while passing through the USJ 11 field I saw a group of people listening to a talk by BN.
However, when my dad turned, we saw LOADS of people walking towards the USJ 12 field for the DAP talk.
Well, I hope BN knows that they're in deep shit now. ha-ha-ha. =]
Btw, Hannah Yeoh commented on the "Angkasawan" issue and I COMPLETELY agree with her.
Take a look at this : Hannah Yeoh's Blog
And take a look at BN's reply : The stupidity of BN is unsurpassable

I seriously wonder, WHAT IS SO GREAT about the ANGKASAWAN? (they can't even call him an astronaut. It's a must to call him the "angkasawan") I have a feeling he should be called the "space visitor" instead. Noob.
Like hello? what the hell did they accomplish for sending the idiotic-kampung-boy-who-doesn't-know-how-to-speak-english to the MOON? To Bring the nation a step forward? HOW?!
By WASTING the country's resources when they could've used the money to link the public transports?.. to help the poor?
ANYTHING is better than sending some man to the MOON. It's not like he's doing some important research. He went there as a bloody GUEST. That's the thing I hate the most.
I f*cking hate the angkasawan.

I have a sudden liking for perfumes. haha.
My fav perfume for now would be Ralph Lauren - Romance and DiorAddict. (=