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Saturday, February 28, 200911:42 PM
-Stuff which happened a few days ago-

Seriously, I CAN COOK.
(a little);p
The host : Alfred and Adrian. :)
They're twins! (The "dancing/singing" type and the "guitar" type -->According to some aunties. Lol.)

The INGREDIENTS for Spaghetti.
I know, I'm so organised. I asked my maid to put it in different compartments so it would make it easier for ...me. hahaha

Me and Careen the assistant chef who did most of the cooking. hahaha
I merely poured the oil, fried the garlic and dumpped the ingredients in.
She was the one who stirred and stirred the sauce.

Sisters trying to open the tomato paste.
............
........................
super noob.

Me and Felicia.
I can totally pose while cooking too!
Multi task-mah.
Note: the messy hair and slackish look = to enhance the "chef"/mom-in-kitchen appearance

Our..um..spaghetti sauce.
ALTHOUGH it may not look appealing in this manner, it actually tastes good.
I am NOT lying. Ask those who finished our spaghetti. hehehe.
Ooohh..so proud *tears of joy* :')

Alfred cutting his roasted chicken "yeng-ly".
hahaha
In all honestly, his chicken is really tasty. ;)

I know there are some pictures with frames and some without. I'm just too lazy to put frames into all the pictures. *yawns*

By the way, I think I've gained weight because I look horrendously FAT in pictures. What in the world?
My arms, my tummy, my face. Everything is expanding.
Except my boobs. damn.

Oh well.

In addition, from all the late night assignments + stress from studies, I'm looking even more haggard than ever..with the eyebags...white head..black head...pimples...open pores...etc etc.
My hair's in a bad condition as well.
l-o-l?

On Friday, I had my Advertising presentation.
Everything went well. :)

Today, I brought my sisters over to ss15's Korean BBQ "Da Sa Rang" to have our lunch.
Their lunch meals are really affordable.
My fav would be the Kimchi Soup. It comes with rice, 6 side dishes, free dessert and rice tea(which tastes like Barly) and normally I would order a cup of hot green tea as well. It only costs RM16.35(not sure about the cents) for the whole set. I think it's considerably cheap for so much! (no wonder I'm getting fat)

We did some shopping as well, and I bumped into Kylie and her mom. She really does look like her mom. haha. :)

After buying some stuff from Cats Whiskers (they were having 50% discount for all tops and dresses, 30% discount on accessories), we went over to Subang Parade 'cause my parents told me I should buy a pair of comfortable shoes from Hush Puppies.
And I did!
Hush Puppies shoes may look kinda old-fashioned but I like how it fits the feet so comfortably. It's like walking on clouds.

I bought comfortable heels btw, I still dislike loafers.

TIME TO SLEEP!
ZZZzzzZZZzzzzzz............
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Wednesday, February 25, 20092:04 PM
Gah..I dislike Wednesdays. =(

Yesterday I attended the briefing of City Care/Community Care by City Harvest Church.
I've always wanted do some community service during my free time but I never knew where I could go to, so it was a wonderful opportunity when City Harvest created CC.
The moment me and my sisters arrived at the church, we were required to look at the name list and identify our groups.
I saw my name in Team 27 and was dumbfounded when it was placed at the "Assistant"?
The moment I saw that I was thinking,
"wait a minute..it was my first time joining a ministry. How can this be??"
And..when the pastor read out the names of the leader and the assistant..I was contemplating if I should even raise up my hand because there has to be a mistake.
As far as I know, churches wouldn't appoint random people to take over the lead unless you've already joined a ministry before and have shown that you are capable of it.

When the pastor called my name, I raised my hand a little.
He looked at me and said "Regina. I haven't seen you before??"
In my mind I was thinking "of course you haven't seen me before. I've never joined a ministry and have only recently gotten the hang of going to cell group plus I chao from the church the moment service ends every weekend"

But ah, obviously I didn't say that. haha.
I just shrugged. X)

So later, while we were discussing in a group, a lady approached me and said "hey Regina! I'm so sorry, were you surprised when you saw that??"
I said "yes of course! this is the first time I'm joining plus I've just joined cell group"

She proceeded with "I'm so so sorry, I think I got a mix up between you and another Regina"
In my mind: ANOTHER Regina??? Wow, that's pretty rare 'cause I don't usually see people with the same name as me. Would like to meet her and be friends with her. haha. I wanna try calling others with my same name, like "Hi Regina!" fun-nye. (I'm very childish sometimes. Sue me) :p

Well, the ministry sounds very interesting and I hope I'll be able to serve well. :)

Another thing,
on the way to college today I slipped on a pair of wedges but while I was in the car I realised that part of my shoe were coming off.
=(
Had to rush to Cats Whiskers to purchase another one. I'm pretty glad with what I bought although it was an impulse purchase. hehe.

*Typed all of these while I was in the computer lab. wahaha.
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Monday, February 23, 20094:44 PM


This "sand art" is soo amazing I just had to share it to everyone!
Take a look.

I feel so un-accomplished in life. sigh.
=(
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Saturday, February 21, 20093:29 PM
How often would you see a bunny coming to your house???
haha.
This lil cutie happened to hopped its way to my house yesterday..
initially we wanted to put it with my other two rabbits but it was too big! and scary!
It's almost as big as a cat.
I think it could be a male because it's so hyperactive. I don't know its gender. =/

So..we placed it in the back yard instead..where it is now comfortably living among the plants..very much like its natural habitat. haha

I never knew that a rabbit could just hop in like that. Sooo.. weird.
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Friday, February 20, 200910:48 PM


Ok, I seriously don't know what the song is about but it's probably something about being "your man"...
But..OOHHH DAAMMMNNN..he's just so hot. It's been such a long time since I felt a "celebrity crush" like I did in high school. hahaha.
I'm in love with Kim Hyun Joong right now. =Pp
He's the one in the middle and I've been replaying this video loads of times.
I feel like jumping into the video and hugging him.
=(
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Thursday, February 19, 20093:28 PM

I like this picture =)
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Sunday, February 15, 20096:33 PM
How was your Valentines Day this year?
=)

I guess mine was a happy one this time around! Despite the fact that I didn't celebrate it with a bf..etc etc. It was awesome celebrating the day with friends. ;)

Went out with Chun Min, Shern and their friends for a buffet dinner at One World hotel next to 1u. The ambience was nice, the dessert was delicious and I was EXTREMELY attracted to the chocolate fountain. Gosshhhh!! I would love to have one at home but I'm afraid I might die of diabetes after that. Sigh. Oh well.

After the dinner we headed to Red box and the roads were completely jammed up everywhere.
I guess it was almost impossible to get a room at red box at that time 'cause the next room available was at 2AM.
But with the help of Shern and his police friend, we got in! hehe.

I had a wonderful time that night. Which is all good! It's going to the right direction. haha.

When Shern sent me home he gave me a bouquet with Ferrero Rocher in it..oh-my-goodness..My fav chocolateeee!! *tears of joy*
It was really thoughtful of him to get me a bouquet even though he didn't have to..

=)

Thanks!

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Saturday, February 14, 200911:54 AM
Happy Valentines Day
Everyone!
=)
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Friday, February 13, 20098:53 PM


Title: Because I'm Stupid (OST for Boys Before Flowers Korean Version)


TRANSLATION

I’m really, very foolish
I know of no one other than you
you’re looking at someone else
yet you have no idea of my feelings like this

I won’t be in your days
I won’t be in the memories either, however
only you, I looked only at you
and the tears keep coming

As i watch you walking past, I’m still happy
even yet you still don’t know my heart
I should stop this and go

I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, I love you, I’m wiating for you

I won’t be in your days
I won’t be remembered either, however
only you, I looked only at you
I’m making memories alone

Loving you is like having a beautiful wound
I look at your pretty smile also
but I cannot laugh with you

I’m thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i’m waiting for you, I love you

bye bye, never say goodbye
even though I cannot hold you like this
I need you, I cannot say anything more, I want you
I keep on hoping too, I’ll keep hoping….

I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you

I’m thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i’m waiting for you, I love you



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I saw him that day...and I felt...
no..it can't be..can it?

p.s. : I'm not emo and I'm not in love with anyone. Don't be mistaken. I just like the song and the drama. haha. ;)
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Tuesday, February 10, 20094:27 PM


If you can't see the words in the picture clearly..here's what it says:

"Everytime there is a storm, I know it will pass"

Valentines is just a few days away..and I understand that for some of you, it is the day where you go, "argh, another Valentines. I hate Valentines".

Maybe there were bad memories involved, maybe you'd have the thinking "why does everyone else look so happy with their partner except me?".
On the outside you'd put on a stone-cold face and tell everyone that you hate that day. But, deep down, you're longing for someone to be there for you, to tell you they love you.. sincerely and to be your friend.

I admit that at times I did complain about relationships, about how I dislike being in one and how I didn't want to love anyone anymore. It's a lie though.
Such harsh words came out just because I was hurt before.
The thing is, I realised that I can't let myself be hurt forever. I can't keep remembering things and start hurting myself all over again.
It's like taking a knife and stabbing myself, and when it's starting to heal, I'd take a knife and stab the wound again. Get it?

So I thought, "okay, that is just stupid"
I cannot cry over something that's already happened. I cannot wish that it never happened and I cannot change the fact that it did happen.
What else could I do?

I Moved on.

Some people might say : "Regina you say that as if it is so easy"

No, I never said that it's easy.
In fact, it is a very very difficult thing to do.
Holding back the tears and putting on a smile when I was broken inside was challenging because at times when you're hurt so bad, tears just start falling and you won't even know why.
At that point in time, I remember that I couldn't eat because everytime I took a bite of food, I'd feel like vomiting.
I couldn't drive because I'd lose concentration.
I couldn't study because the hurt was all I thought about.
My life seemed blurry and every night I'd cry myself to sleep, asking "why do I deserve this?"
On the outside, people may assume that my life is fine, I'm happy, everyone's happy. But no one truly knew what has been going on because I'd keep everything to myself, and show people what they want to see.

I smiled, I laughed as usual, but I knew that I was dying inside.
I said to myself that I would hate my ex forever because he cheated on me and treated my like trash.

But one day...while I was packing my drawers, I saw a picture of myself:

Geeky...nerdy......crooked-teeth...11 year old, Ong See Mun.

I looked at the picture and smiled to myself..
"How could I be that girl in the picture?" I wondered.
She looked so comfortable with herself even though she looks like THAT? Look at that hair, look at that face. How could she even smile with that teeth?
And then I remembered something...she was happy being where she is.
She didn't know much, but she always had the thought that there's always a better tomorrow.
Basically, I was a happy-go-lucky person.

But..somehow..along the journey I stumbled.

It was then it finally hit me.
I can't keep beating myself over heartbreaks and I can't hate someone forever.
No matter how bad or how cruel someone treated me, I just can't bring myself to hate the person for such a long time.

So, I chose to forgave..and let go of the past..

You see, there is no such thing as a person who would never experience hurt. There are only people who experience it in different ways.
You cannot compare and say "I've hurt more than you did", because you'd never know how much pain the other person has felt.
Don't be too quick to judge someone else.

No one should ever hate love because of some broken relationships. It isn't worth it..because a person who truly loves you wouldn't make you cry all the time.

Okay, Here's a confession I have to make : I've never experienced a good valentines day in my life. All my valentines would turn into a disaster one way or another. It's like I'm jinxed or something.

BUT, I would never hate Valentines.
There's this flicker of hope in me that will not die so easily. I will not allow it.
Someday I would celebrate the best Valentines day of all..and on that day, I would tell the person I'm with "you made my dream come true". From all the past horrible experiences, I know that I will cherish every moment I have when the right person comes along my way.

'till then, I'd always have friends who are there for me, and a family that has been with me through thick and thin. ;)



If you are finding for some reason to celebrate about..here's one very important reason:
  • Celebrate the fact that you are alive every morning. There are many who wish to be live but they just didn't have the time.
Life is so fragile..Therefore, live everyday to the fullest, treat your friends and family well..so that you wouldn't have to live with regret. Don't give yourself a chance to think "If only...."

Smile! be happy!! and know that no matter what happens there's always a brighter day ahead of you.

=)
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Monday, February 9, 20098:35 PM
This is a completely meaningless post.

Went out for dinner with my family and we spotted this "wholesale" place for snacks and was completely drawn to ROCKY.

Rocky totally brings back all those highschool memories. haha :p

We bought 1 whole box and requested for half choc and half strawberry!
*jumps around like a kid*

Told you it's a meaningless post.

=)
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3:11 PM
I've converted my old blog into a private blog.
=)
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Sunday, February 8, 200911:11 PM
-mind block-

Was staring at the computer screen thinking if I should blog about "this" or "that"
1. Basic stuff like what I've been doing
2. Some stuff which I've been thinking about

After 10 minutes..I have decided to blog about no. 1...first.
I'll blog about no. 2 if I ever feel like it. haha.

Well..let's see..where shall I start.
On friday I went to Junee's place for her open house. It was the only lion dance I saw this year.....................
I think I must've been living in a cave because throughout this chinese new year I didn't see the lion dance where they hop around on stilts! I love those! =(
There were gambling tables..and I heard that the banker lost Rm10,000 that day? woot. Madness.

The next day (Saturday) I headed to Chun Min's place for his open house... and I was just helping Shern with the card opening. hahaha. It's like.....gambling...with other people's money? And it's very interesting watching everyone's expression while they're gambling. haha.

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*cricket sounds*

ok, that's all I guess.

=/
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Friday, February 6, 20092:18 PM
I made a recent discovery about my preferences!
hahaha.
When I was in high school, people frequently asked me this:
What kinda style do you like in a guy?

My answer at that time was...(don't laugh, I know it's childish) : baggy pants, collar t-shirt, wears a metal watch and a cap.

Lately..I think I'm being more attracted towards...INTELLECTUAL guys.
I find that certain guys (please take note that I only mean CERTAIN guys. As in, it's very rare for me to actually see a guy on a street like that who can attract my eyes.) look really good in frameless/half-framed specs and semi-formal wear. And, I still like it when guys wear a metal watch. It looks professional. :p

Fuuhhh....it's...so seexxaayyy. ;)

There's this guy in my business strategy class whom I think looks good in specs. He only wore it once to class though. haha
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Thursday, February 5, 200912:06 PM
Can I be your sexy Secretary? :)

..................Doesn't look sexy at all. It's so 100% nerd-y. hahahaha

The other day I went out with Chun Min and his friends Shern and Junnie (I think that's how her name's spelt) and she wore this cute glasses which looks like it came out from a comic book. rofl.
So I tried it on, and oh-my-goodness. I look damn weird with specs okayy.
I don't have any huge black framed glasses at home, so I decided to use the cartoon black frames as an add-on to my picture. Makes me wonder...what if Harry Potter's specs was square instead of ROUND? Why must it be round???????.......sorry, I'm a very nonsensical person.

You see, I'm having 6 hours break now, so I need to relax. Destroying my own pictures with stupid stuff is a wonderful form of self-entertainment.

Today's classes are from 8am-10 am and 4pm-6pm. Sigh. Such long hours of break. pfft.

those "korean" words on the right hand corner is supposed to mean "Charisma".
Or at least that's what it was said to be???

Let's play spot the difference between this picture and the above! :p
I didn't edit the pictures to make it look slightly different on purpose. I actually snapped a picture of me in the same-position twice. It's just that, in the first picture : my fringe came out and I thought it looked weird so I tucked it in and took the picture again. muahaha.

And then, there's a close-up.

Finally, there's a slightly normal picture.

Mwahs.

Time to sleep.
Again.
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Monday, February 2, 200910:19 PM
While I was printing my assignments in my parents room today, my sister said
"wow, the sky looks brighter tonight"
I looked out and..
it was indeed brighter than the other nights when it was usually pitch black..
I squinted my eyes to make out the number of stars I could count.
As usual, there were none.
However, there was a wonderful tinge of orange in the sky and all of a sudden I remembered..

That night...

It was the last day of our church camp by SJAOG at Cameron Highlands..and the whole bunch of us (youth) decided to sneak out past bed time to go into the beautiful Japanese inspired garden which was located within the hotel.

The grass was so clean we actually lied down on it..
Looking up at the night sky, I felt so small and insignificant...but at the same time..it felt good. =)
There were so many stars that night..and it was one of the most beautiful night sky I've ever seen. I could've probably spent my whole night admiring the stars because I've never, ever seen the night sky in all its glory. In my mind it was always just "a few stars here and there".
In camerons..it was as if I was looking at the whole galaxy.

I don't know how to describe it exactly..but it feels as though it was only me, the world and the sky..it felt so serene and I couldn't feel anyone else there although everyone else were chatting among themselves. I kinda dazed off into my own world.

Our little escapade got interrupted though.
'Cause in about half an hour of our 'escape', the adults found us and told us to go to bed.
As the good teenagers that we are, we scurried across the garden and made our way back to our rooms.

The experience was something so simple, yet it gave me such a lasting impact...
that everytime, when I look up to the sky at night, I'd be hoping to see the billions of stars shining brightly...
Somehow, I'm always wishing that one day, the night sky would be as beautiful from the balcony of my house as it was at Camerons. But it never happened.

I know this would sound weird but...
I miss the night sky so much... =(

I would like to buy a star gazer if I could. Or join an astronomy club.
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Sunday, February 1, 20096:28 PM
(Ignore the big hole by the sleeves! It's my house shirt. pfft. Was taken about 2 months ago when I was too bored at home and I had nothing else better to do.)

So I finally met up with Chun Min yesterday after.......... so long. haha.
I promised that I'd see him before he goes back and I did!
See, I'm a person who keeps my promises. This is the proof! :p
But I think I ffk-ed too much last time 'till he has the phobia of me ffk-ing at the very last minute..again.
Do I really look THAT evil? *shows halo above the head* :)

Went over to Carissa's house for some gathering among his friends and I knew none of them except for Carissa..I thought I would feel awkward but, they were all really nice. :)
The hilarious part would definitely be when they were gambling. ROFL.
Shan't get into details because.....
although I'm blogging as though I'm happy........
I'M NOT. I mean I am happy,but.. just not so happy??? (confused with myself)

Freaking emo today.
Is it the weather?!
Or the PMS?
Or is it because I was talking to Chun Min yesterday about some stuff I've not thought about for a long time which triggered the emotions I tried to suppress?

Or maybe it's just all 3.

*thinking thinking*

argh, WHATEVER.
I'm not bothered.
Shall watch some stupid shows to keep my mind from wandering.
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