I can't continue putting "You are Not Alone" by Michael Jackson on my blog.
Because...Everytime I hear it, I get so...overly emotional.
Sigh..I guess I should stop my obesession over him because it's totally driving me crazy.
It's taking too much of my time and it's emotionally draining.
I can't continue updating myself about MJ every single minute I'm online. It's affecting my sleep time too. =(

Goodbye Michael Jackson, you'll always be in my heart!

I have never been such a fanatic over a celebrity. You were the only one who managed to capture my interest and the millions of others worldwide. You're amazing. There will never be another star like you in this lifetime..I hope that you are finally at peace with yourself..

Michael Jackson is a Christian and NOT a Muslim.
Thank God.
=)

See this video link from CNN. Was recently updated..a few minutes ago.
I'm not bullshitting.

Interview with Don Lemon

I can't believe I'm so obsessed with MJ that I'm constantly checking on news about him every 5 minutes online. =/

It's been so many days and I'm still in that state of shock that MJ is gone.
I never knew that a celebrity could have such an impact on me..because I've never felt like this when a celebrity died.
For eg: When Princess Diana died, I felt nothing. When James Brown died, I felt nothing. And the list goes on. I can't even recall which celebrity have passed on because honestly, I don't care. I've never cared and I've always had the mindset that it's none of my business 'cause I don't know them anyway. I won't even feel a thing if Hugh Jackman (people who know me would know how much I adore Hugh Jackman) died. Yeah, that's how cold-hearted and nonchalant I am towards a celebrity's life or death.
But, when Michael Jackson died... I felt as though he took a part of me with him.
It's like I've lost something from my heart.
I can't stop tearing while watching his videos online.
Everytime I do, I'd be transported back into time where I stared at the TV in awe when "Thriller" was on while I was only about 4 or 5 years old..trying to do his move while failing terribly at it.
I grew up with his music..and his music really spoke to me. He's so different. He is such a calm soul..and he's a child at heart..trying to give his all to the world. But what did he get in return?..accusations after accusations by the media.
He was just too good...

Here's 2 videos which made me cry the most.
It's amazing how he was able to impact the world while he was alive and even more so in his death..

This morning at 7+ in the morning..I was supposed to get up..but I was too tired. So I continued lying on the bed..
Suddenly, my mom barged into my room and told me, "Michael Jackson died!!".
I shot straight up. I couldn't believe my ears.
Was it really true?!
I thought and hoped that it could be a hoax..but..it's true..he's really gone.
The King of Pop is gone. The man who was able to cut across generations with his music and his dance..He was a genius.
I really admired him for that.
It's sad....it's so tragic that he had to live the life he did..despite the fame he got.

He had a bad childhood because of a father who constantly abused him mentally and physically.

Taken from Wikipedia:

"From a young age Jackson was physically and mentally abused by his father, enduring incessant rehearsals, whippings and name-calling. Jackson's abuse as a child affected him throughout his grown life.In one altercation—later recalled by Marlon Jackson—Joseph held Michael upside down by one leg and "pummeled him over and over again with his hand, hitting him on his back and buttocks".Joseph would often trip up, or push the male children into walls. One night while Jackson was asleep, Joseph climbed into his room through the bedroom window. Wearing a fright mask, he entered the room screaming and shouting. Joseph said he wanted to teach his children not to leave the window open when they went to sleep. For years afterwards, Jackson suffered nightmares about being kidnapped from his bedroom."

Not only that, he was accused of child molestation which caused him to lose his fortune and image.
I never believed the child molestation rumours. He doesn't seem like a person who would do such a thing. He has gentleness in his eyes and in his voice. He loves kids....that was it. He even made a private amusement park by the name Neverland..
In Peter Pan..Neverland was a place where anyone could be a child forever..
He probably just wanted a good childhood..and since he didn't get it..he wanted to give other children his dream.
But it backfired because instead of responding to his good deeds, they wanted more (people who wanted to exploit him used the kids). They wanted all his wealth. Michael Jackson lost almost everything because of the case.

I feel so sad for him...that he had to go through all that...and now that he was about to give his final curtain he had to leave the world like that..

REST IN PEACE MICHAEL JACKSON..
You'll always be my celebrity hero...

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Here's the lyrics to the song which he said most represented his feelings.

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for the world that I come from
'Cause I've been looking around
In the lost and found of my heart...
No one understands me
They view it as such strange eccentricities...
'Cause I keep kidding around
Like a child, but pardon me...

People say I'm not okay
'Cause I love such elementary things...
It's been my fate to compensate,
for the ChildhoodI've never known...

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for that wonder in my youth
Like pirates and adventurous dreams,
Of conquest and kings on the throne...

Before you judge me, try hard to love me,
Look within your heart then ask,
Have you seen my Childhood?
People say I'm strange that way
'Cause I love such elementary things,
It's been my fate to compensate,
For the Childhood I've never known...

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for that wonder in my youth
Like fantastical stories to share
The dreams I would dare, watch me fly...

Before you judge me, try hard to love me.
The painful youth I've had

Have you seen my Childhood....

It's Chan Heng's 22nd birthday today!
Okay...so I guess I should start with how I actually became friends with him.
It was through none other than....Tan Chaih Yen because Chan Heng is supposedly her "ji mui".
She kept telling me that, among all the other guys, he is the best guy friend to have.
So, when he came on lunches with us, I started to evaluate his character. Never really spoke to him at that time because I was pretty skeptical.
And yeap, I guess he passed as a good guy friend apart from the fact that he's overly proud of his ass crack. omg. lol.
From him, I got to know his other fun friends..Cyrusboon boon boon, Chee Wee, Teck Wei and Geng Jie. Not only that, I got to know Fernie, Rong Jiang, Siew Pei and Jaynee better too. :p
Initially I thought I would be totally lonely after I differed from my semester..but I'm glad I found a bunch of fun friends who never fails to make me laugh.

I guess, what I wanna say is, Chan Heng, you're a wonderful friend to have!
Thanks for all the laughter you bring.
And thanks for being a listening ear to whom I can complain to as well.
You're awesome.
Have a wonderful birthday. ;)

p.s.:Better appreciate that Braun Buffel wallet. It's so friggin' expensive. Remember us everytime you see it okay. haha.

And would just like to wish da ever calm and collective mr. GENG JIE a Happy Happy
HAPPY BIRTHDAY too!!! (it was his birthday yesterday)
=)

Watched Transformers 2 today~! woohoo~!!
If you're wondering where to watch Transformers without the long queue, please go to Tropicana City. We only paid RM6 (student price) for the movie todaay. Plus, the cinema seats are superbly nice 'cause it's new!
However, halfway through the show some technical error happened.
Can't blame them though, since it's so new. Was only for awhile. The show resumed normally after that. Didn't miss anything. :)

Megan Fox was hot as usual~!
Btw, She is so NOT a man. I can't believe there were rumours circulating the net saying that she's a man.
Pleaseeee, in what way does she even sound or look like a man. I will never believe such lies 'cause I'm not that stupid!

The funny thing was...after the movie, Chan Heng and Boon was arguing over Megan.
I think they fell in love with her again after the movie, 'cause it was pretty intense. hahahahaha.

Boys will always be boys. rofl. :p

My new hair~ ! I loveee it. :p
I'm angling the pic on my left face because my right face has some pimples at the moment (note the dark side of my right face. It's all about the angles man. hahaha). Dammit. I like my left face though. Phantom of the Operaaaa...rofl.

Yesterday me and my family went to Tropicana City for lunch at Sushi Tei..
and went for a free movie at GSC. haha. They were having some promo where you could download the voucher from online and exchange it for movie tickets there.
We didn't really prepare for it..but some dude was kind enough to give us a copy.
However, the person at the counter said we had to have 2 vouchers to redeem 4 tickets and we would have to purchase 1 because there's a limit of 4 redemption or something.
....since it was kinda "mafan" we decided to just go home..but I guess the manager felt kind that day..so she gave us the tickets without the vouchers. Plus, we had good seats! :)

*yawns* kinda sleepy.
It's been a long day.
Good night everyonneee......

I remember you saying.. "when you were first born..you looked so tiny..I used to wonder how long would it take for you to grow up..but 20 years have passed..it's a lot sooner than I thought it would be.."
As a first daughter..you would've probably wondered..how would it feel like to be a father..

From all the pictures that you have taken of me..right from the moment I was born..
I believe..you were very happy when I was born. :)))

Your first baby daughter.

I was an annoying cry baby..but you loved me nevertheless.
I remember countless times you would just play with me when I'm bored..and take me out for "kai kai" every weekend at Subang Parade and organise parties with mommy for my birthdays.

You're not only a good father to me..but to ying and theng as well.

I adored you so much that I wanted to be just like you.
I know I annoyed mommy and you at one season of my life where I refused to wear a top at home because I wanted to be like you.
Everytime mommy asked me to put on a shirt, I would say "why? Daddy didn't wear also"

You watched me grow..from that small pink baby, to who I am today.
I never felt that the years were long..somehow everything felt the same..
just as it was when I was a toddler with you holding me in your arms spinning me in the air.
The giggles and laughter you bring to the family is the kind of joy nothing in this world can bring.

Thank you for giving me a wonderful childhood...a childhood filled with happy memories.
I know that there will be many more wonderful memories for us to build.. :)

I love you daddy..

Happy Father's Day. =)

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You tucked me in, turned out the light
Kept me safe and sound at night
Little girls depend on things like that

Brushed my teeth and combed my hair
Had to drive me everywhere
You were always there when I looked back

You had to do it all alone
Make a living, make a home
Must have been as hard as it could be

And when I couldn't sleep at night
Scared things wouldn't turn out right
You would hold my hand and sing to me

Caterpillar in the tree
How you wonder who you'll be
Can't go far but you can always dream

Wish you may and wish you might
Don't you worry, hold on tight
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
Flap your wings now you can't stay
Take those dreams and make them all come true

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
We've been waiting for this day
All along and knowing just what to do
Butterfly, butterfly, butterfly, butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away
Butterfly fly away

Tie a Yellow Ribbon - Tony Orlando and Dawn

I'm comin' home, I've done my time
Now I've got to know what is and isn't mine
If you received my letter telling you I'd soon be free
Then you'll know just what to do
If you still want me
If you still want me
Whoa, tie a yellow ribbon 'round the old oak tree
It's been three long years
Do ya still want me?
If I don't see a ribbon round the old oak tree
I'll stay on the bus
Forget about us
Put the blame on me
If I don't see a yellow ribbon round the old oak tree

Bus driver, please look for me
'cause I couldn't bear to see what I might see
I'm really still in prison
And my love, she holds the key
A simple yellow ribbon's what I need to set me free
I wrote and told her please

Whoa, tie a yellow ribbon round the old oak tree
It's been three long years
Do ya still want me?
If I don't see a ribbon round the old oak tree
I'll stay on the bus
Forget about us
Put the blame on me
If I don't see a yellow ribbon round the old oak tree

Now the whole damned bus is cheerin'
And I can't believe I see
A hundred yellow ribbons round the old oak tree

I'm comin' home

(Tie a ribbon round the old oak tree)
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I've been talking about this song over and over again. So yeah, just thought that people should hear it. :)
I love how people in those days were able to make a story into a song..

Basically the story of this song is this:
A guy who was a convict (or probably a prisoner of war because in those days wars were raging) is finally being set free..but he's wondering if his lover is still waiting for him..so, before his release, he wrote her a letter saying "please tie a yellow round the old oak tree to signify that you still want me.." (probably a place where him and her used to meet)..and if there isn't a yellow ribbon at the oak tree when he arrives, he would just leave and forget about the love they once shared. The blame would be on him for being away for too long.
The climax builds where everyone (listener of the song without the lyrics) is wondering if the girl is still waiting for him. He was too afraid to look..and requests the bus driver to look for him instead. Suddenly..he hears cheers from everyone in the bus.
It seems that the girl was waiting him...even after 3 years. She was waiting for him to come home. There wasn't just 1 but a 100 yellow ribbons round the old oak tree. :)

It's a very happy song. I smile everytime I listen to it.

p.s.: I like a lot of oldies because it has so much more meaning compared to our current music.

I should write a book entitled "Regina's Embarassing Moments".
It would be thicker than the Harry Potter series.

Today, I had my Japanese class at 11am. Reached ICLS at about 10.45am.
The first class I attended for my B2 was last sat so, I haven't really memorised my class code...yet.
I asked the receptionist and she showed me the way.
I looked up on the board and it says "Room 2".
Sat down in the class and started snacking away on my home-packed biscuits while waiting for the teacher to arrive.
Looked around and I noticed that there were quite a few new students whom I did not see last week.
But, did not think much about it 'cause it was only the second week of class commencement.
When it struck 11.10am, something felt weird..'cause the teacher is ALWAYS on time. You know, Japanese people. It's either they're there on the dot, or they're early. I've never seen the Jap teacher late before.
All of a sudden the door swings open, "BONJOUR~! sorry I'm late! :D" says a man in a cheery voice.
In my mind it was all "??????"
I said, "err...this isn't the Japanese B2 class??"
The man said, "Noppee, it's the French class..I thought you're a new student with your Paris cap and all. hahaha"
I replied "oh nnoo, I'm so sorry I entered the wrong class!"
"Well you can stay here if you want, we're watching a French movie today.haha" he said.
Obviously I couldn't although I felt like it.
The thing is, my class was just next door, in room 1. Apparently, the codes on the board weren't changed yet because I was there too early and those codes were for the previous class.
whyyy.................. -_____-

Things are going da WRONG way for me these days.

Yesterday I was sooo determined to finish my Marketing Strategy Individual assignment the moment I reached home..BUT, the moment I reached home, there was no internet connection. Apparantly P1 decided to conduct maintenance for approximately 4 hours.
So I calculated the time, "hmm..from 4pm to probably around 8pm+, max 9pm."
Somehow I've already expected the outcome because, duh, it's Malaysia. We have timing issues.
Around 10+ I was beginning to get really agigated, so I sent a text to my mom asking her if Starbucks or Coffee Bean packed. She was out with my dad for supper.
She replied, "Papa Rich is not that packed"
So, I said "Ok, I'll go there to do my assignment".
My dad came by the house to pick me up and I was SO READY to start typing away.
Sadly, the idiotic Papa Rich's connection was down as well! For me at least. There were others there who were happily using the connection.

"Crap" I thought to myself. I need to go somewhere else.
Finally, I ended up at Leo's.
I thought everything ended there and I would have my peace of mind to complete my assignment but NOOOOO..
There was this annoying dude on my left playing an online game who decided to max is speakers. Not only that, the sounds are repetetively ANNOYING. Imagine a moquitoe buzzing beside your ear the whole time. Yeah, that's how it was. I'm not exaggerating.
By the way, it didn't stop there. A couple decided to walk into Leo's and sit on my right. Now, I've got no problem with couples but the girl's voice was driving me INSANE.
She was making all the freaking BABY sounds and talking in such a high pitch tone, I felt like unplugging my laptop and throwing it at her. Dammit.

And TODAY...........
the moment I stepped into class on the 8th floor at 3pm, the alarm rang.
There was a FIRE DRILL.
Awesome.
'Cause I was holding this super thick International Marketing book + my organizer + my file + a packet of fish balls + keropok and I had to WALK all the way down again. From the 8th floor mind you. I was wearing heels.
Why didn't they have the fire drill yesterday when I was wearing sneakers?!
Plus, I was barely in the class for even 2 seconds.

Oh, I tripped and fell in front of McD ss15 as well. Scraped my knees a bit =.=

*act cute abit*
Btw, that's not my dog.

Beverly Hills ChiHuaHua~!!
I'm such a laggard 'cause I've only recently watched Beverly Hills Chihuahua. Few days ago to be exact. hahaha.

And...I've watched DRAG ME TO HELL today~
Movie spreeeee sial.

Anyway, my verdict for Drag Me To Hell is : DON'T WATCH IT!
Sarks.
Plus, it's very disgusting because it involves some toothless evil grandma who can't seem to keep her mouth to herself. -__________-

stupidshowstupidshowstupidshow.

I'm DOWNNNN

with a FLU!!

Been sneezing and sniffing since last night. Sigh. WHY??? WHY NOW?!?! =(
I feel as though each time I sneeze my brains are coming out. omg. -.-

hate flu.

hate flu.

hate flu.

I want my long hair back. I can't take pics without my long hair.
Ok, that was just a random statement.

There are TWO good movies that I would like to recommend! :)
...and there's one movie I would suggest people to stay away from.

First up, 17 AGAIN.
For those of you who thinks you're too macho to watch this show just because Zac Efron is acting in it, please, just drop the act.
This is an awesome movie. Trust me when I say that this movie would make you laugh and cry all in one sitting. I would give the summary of the show, but I figured I shouldn't spoil it for those who haven't watched it yet. :)
Truth be told, I never really liked Zac Efron when he acted in high school musical because I thought it was pretty gay. However, after watching the movie, there's a whole new found respect for him. He can really act. haha.

Next, Hannah Montana..
according to most guys, this show is "gay".
I was quite skeptical at first because I was afraid it'll be like most of her Hannah Montana series on TV a.k.a. teeny bopper-ish.
BUT, I was taken by surprise. Totally did not expect the movie to be quite nice. There were loads of interesting upbeat songs and special appearances by various artists like Tyra Banks, Rascal Flatts and Taylor Swift.


Btw, here's a warning to those who are on a tight budget.
Do not waste your RM 8/10 watching Blood: The Last Vampire.
The storyline's mediocre and the fighting scenes are way too draggy. It goes from "wow! she chopped the dudes head! *splashes of blood everywhere* oooo..." to " *yawns* there goes another head (after the 100th time. It seems to go on forever)". Not only that, everything was SO FAKE. It's like you've gone back into the past where monsters on TV looked like those in "Ultraman".

It's my father's 52nd birthday today!! *blows whistle & throws confetti in the air*

This afternoon, during my 4 hours break, I went to Pyramid to buy my dad a present.
Boon, CH and CW came along (poor cw is home alone. hahaha)~

Something pissed me off today though.
Some lady driver was driving me insane on the road.
In fact, she was bullying me on the road!
She refused to allow me to cut her, and she repeatedly showed me the middle finger. She was so determined to show me her finger, that she decided to wind her window down to stick her finger out.
She has issues man.

I thought my day was ruined..
But, when I reached ss15's parking lot, the dude working there smiled and was very nice to me.
It lifted my mood completely. :)
Do not ever underestimate the power of a smile and a good attitude! you'll never know how it can affect others. ;)

My class ended at 6pm and I fetched my sis from Pyramid.
Waited for my mom for about 30 minutes and we went to Pizza Uno for our dinner.
After that, we proceeded to Subang Parade..cuz it's just nearby.
Was kinda tired at first, but I'm glad I went.
My dad bought me an energy necklace and I totally adore it! =) *hugs dad*
haha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN DADDYY~!!

My conscience is killing me again.

FINALLY I've visited Full House!
Been looking at pictures of Full House for a really long time and have been constantly saying "I wanna visit Full House soon" because the decorations interest me. I like the whole white-ish/country concept :)

Picture time!
After me, some other girls took pictures with the car and they accidentally bumped the manequin off the car. -.-

I want my future home to look something like this!

I used to have a tv set which looks something like that when I was still living in Shah Alam. It's an antique! :p

Btw, the food there was delicious as well. :)

Just something random. ;p

Yen: ehh!! Regina come take picture with my specs!
Me : orh..okay...

*lansi* with bug-eyed sunnies. hahaha
Took that picture while I was driving *was at the traffic light. I'm a SAFE/PRO driver*
Btw, I have to tell this to the world!
The idiot Chee Wee came down from Boon's car and OPENED my wiper!!! He was bullying a pitiful, helpless lady driver. Omg. ROAD BULLY I tell you.

Sigh.

So anyway, yesterday was Meryll a.k.a. Fernie's bestest friend a.k.a. bra and panties's birthday. hehehe :p

Fernie wanted to surprise her..so, she bought the cake and the present while I bought Dominoes Pizza.
Met up at 6.45pm-ish but we were told that Meryll would only be back around 7.30pm.
So, we bummed around at Kota Kemuning's McD.
We were so bored we started looking at RINGGIT MALAYSIA. Yep, that's right.
We were looking for the words "bank negara Malaysia" on every note.
For those of you who don't know, there are microscopic repetetive words of "bank negara Malaysia" on the picture side of the note. If you're too bored (like us), that could keep you busy for a little while. haha. ;)

When Meryll finally reached home, we went by her place and popped out of the bushes singing her the "Happy Birthday" song. Sadly, the candles were blown out by the wind. -.-

Other than that, we watched Step Up 2 again....sang her another Happy Birthday song (with lighted candles) and I finally chao-ed home at 11+ because I was very tired. Plus, my right eye felt swollen, I don't know why. Sigh.

Was kinda nervous last night because the Japanese exam results were out.
It was also my last class for Beginner 1. I miss Maruyama sensei. Sigh. :(

When I arrived; "pls pls pls, PASS" kept replaying in my mind because it would be awfully embarassing to fail at the first stage.
The moment Maruyama sensei handed me the exam paper and the cert, I was ecstatic!
93% babehh~!! woohoo~!! :D
I've finally completed my first stage!
Shall be commencing my B2 classes on July.

The funny thing was, since yesterday was the last day of class and she no longer had anything to teach us, she brought the CHIBI MARUKO CHAN live action dvd.
Live action = real people

For those of you who don't know, Chibi Maruko Chan is some retarded anime.
Honestly I hated the cartoon because it is annoying. Get this : Repetetive, meaningless words like "pi pala pi pala pa pa pa la pa" is their opening song.
However, I find the live action version kinda hilarious. lol.
Probably it was the facial expressions. Ah, Japs are so good at exaggerating everything.

Btw, to those who are wondering why am I taking lessons in the first place; Here's the answer!
It's because I plan to work at a multi national company some day. So, learning another language would be a competetive advantage.

Hmm..other than that, I've gotten my results from last sem today.
Wasn't as bad as I expected. *relieved* :)

p.s.: I saw this clean cut, approximately in his late 20s man at ICLS yesterday. He looked so good in his formal wear I almost hyperventilated there and then. It's quite rare for me to actually spot a good looking person 'cause I usually don't pay attention to my surroundings. -.-

Okay, some updates on what I've been up to lately!!

............................................................*cricket sounds*
well, nothing much is happening in my life. I can't help it. =(

Went up to Look Out Point with some of the classmates on Saturday night but I was soooo tired on that day because of YEN~! I had to wake up early although I wanted to just curl in my bed and sleep the whole day. Well, as usual I was being a GOOD friend! :) I Went to her charity drive to support her blog shop. Shall not talk so much about it. *ahem* hahahaha.X)

And...
Was so tired because...
On Friday I slept around 3am+ because I was watching a movie called "Fired Up" with CH, CW, and Boon at my house.
Rofl. The show is really funny. Definitely recommended. It's not really a chick flick by the way. Don't be deceived by the cover. It's something like..."Euro Trip". :p

*yawns*
too lazy to continue. Shall get some afternoon nap.
(I'm getting very lazy these days)