It's been so many days and I'm still in that state of shock that MJ is gone.
I never knew that a celebrity could have such an impact on me..because I've never felt like this when a celebrity died.
For eg: When Princess Diana died, I felt nothing. When James Brown died, I felt nothing. And the list goes on. I can't even recall which celebrity have passed on because honestly, I don't care. I've never cared and I've always had the mindset that it's none of my business 'cause I don't know them anyway. I won't even feel a thing if Hugh Jackman (people who know me would know how much I adore Hugh Jackman) died. Yeah, that's how cold-hearted and nonchalant I am towards a celebrity's life or death.
But, when Michael Jackson died... I felt as though he took a part of me with him.
It's like I've lost something from my heart.
I can't stop tearing while watching his videos online.
Everytime I do, I'd be transported back into time where I stared at the TV in awe when "Thriller" was on while I was only about 4 or 5 years old..trying to do his move while failing terribly at it.
I grew up with his music..and his music really spoke to me. He's so different. He is such a calm soul..and he's a child at heart..trying to give his all to the world. But what did he get in return?..accusations after accusations by the media.
He was just too good...

Here's 2 videos which made me cry the most.
It's amazing how he was able to impact the world while he was alive and even more so in his death..