I honestly think I've lost my mojo for blogging.
It's like, I can't think of anything interesting to blog about anymore. My mind's getting rusty, and I'm turning into an ollllddd hag. SIGH. =(

Lately, I've been going for interviews and I'm getting quite bored from filling in those job application forms. It's almost always around 4-5 pages of writing and it gets tire-some after the 3rd time because those employment forms are rather similar one way or another. Personal Details, Job experiences, family background, expected salary, education level, curricular activities, etc.

I think I may be too picky, but I'm just picky because I know that the first job is important. It kinda determines which industry I would be in, in the future. I don't wanna go into something I know I won't like because...I don't want to wake up in the morning everyday knowing that I'd suffer the rest of the day 'till I retire...when I'm 50+++??? That's approximately 30+ years of suffering! Oh gawd. *shakes bad image of my mind* ugh. Plus, I believe strongly in this philosophy: "Find a job you like and you won't have to work for the rest of your life". I want to have the passion for my work. =)

So yeah... It's pretty tough. Now I know what they mean by "finding a job is difficult". In the past I couldn't imagine how some people took months to find a suitable job. In the past I had this mindset that it wasn't that difficult because, naive-ly I was comparing those permanent jobs to freelance jobs which were so easy to come by. Such stupidity. haha.

However, the interviews are not all that bad..because despite the various interviews, there were a few which gave a fun learning experience. =)