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Wednesday, September 30, 20099:50 AM

-Took this picture on valentines this year but I didn't really see it 'till I looked through my pictures in my external hard drive. haha-

Just some short updates~!
Me and some friends had a BBQ session last weekend..
it was hot, but the food was good. :)
Did you know that bacon and banana is a good combination for bbq-ing?? It's sooooo delicious, I got addicted. I think 80% of the time during the BBQ I was busy eating bacon & banana. haha.

Other than that, I've just been spending time with my lurrvvee..going "kai kai" (walking in the mall/shopping), strolling/chilling at the park, going for desserts, yum cha-ing with friends and all. ;)

p.s.: I like seeing him in formal wear. hahaha. :p


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On another note altogether, I need to complain about my face.
Last Sunday morning I woke up with an itch on my forehead. Like literally my whole forehead and I could see that it was really really red. Not only that, the surface of my skin became quite rough. My forehead, mind you, for the past year or so have been non-problematic and pimple free.
I decided not to touch it, but that itch has spread all over my face, so now I look like this horrible ugly lobster-faced monster. *gasp*
The worse thing is, I don't even know what caused it because it just happened over night.
Could it be something I ate? or the products I'm using on my face? The thing is, I've been using my facial products for quite some time now and it hasn't been giving me any problems at all. So I highly doubt that could be it.
I'm getting so annoyed trying to get rid of it. It's been 4 days and I'm still stuck with this rough skin which I don't even refer to as skin!!
This is worse than acne. Omg. WHYYY ="(
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Friday, September 25, 20094:02 PM
...Never say "Never"..



....that's what my parents used to tell me. Plus, I'm sure many of you heard it a thousand times before. 
A few months ago, a friend of mine was jokingly saying, "what if you get together with Chan Heng one day?"
I would shrug and laugh with this reply : "no wayyyy. That would never happen 'cause we are friends!!".

You see, I have this thing about dating friends..I am not used to the concept of dating someone I already consider as a friend. I don't know how to explain it....I'm just complicated like that. 
But then again, things aren't always what it seems to be..isn't it? It happened when he started showing that he actually cared for me..
In my mind I kept telling myself, "No. You cannot fall for him. He treats everyone nicely. It's not just you."
I've seen how he treated one of his close girl friend, which is also my friend by the name Yen with such care and they've remained just friends after so many years. He's the type of guy a girl calls, to tell her problems to and he's the type of guy who doesn't fall in love so easily with someone. I mean, he actually waited for a girl for 3 years. Imagine that.

Then, there was this day when I felt quite pissed at him for something. I don't know why I got so pissed I didn't want to talk to him so I basically ignored him the whole night. While we were all sitting down in a group at the restaurant, he became so silent. I've never seen him like that before. However, the egoistic me at the time decided to continue to ignore him and to continue talking to my other friends. I laughed and I played some board games with them, but I kept glancing at him from the corner of my eye. Everytime I saw him looking sad and quiet  I felt my heart break a little. I didn't know why. The only thing I could ask myself at that time was, "what's happening?". I thought I've managed to avoid feelings like these after all that has happened. I thought I've chained my heart once and for all. My love life was never a happy one.
When it was time to go home that night..he was supposed to fetch me home, but Rong Jiang offered to give me a ride home instead because he saw how we were being cold to each other the whole night. 

By the time I reached home, I made a decision to call him and to tell him that I was sorry for being such an emo bitch. And, for those of you who don't know, I am not a person who calls and apologizes to people. I've got such a high ego, I could compare it with a guy's. It's just that, at that point in time, I just felt like I had to because I couldn't stand seeing him that way. I didn't know why. I was staring at my cell phone for the longest time before I pressed the "dial" button. It rang a few times, and all of a sudden I saw the words "Call Ended" on my screen. That ticked me off so bad, I sent him a few icy cold messages in which he replied that he ended the call because our friends were asking him too many things at the same time and that he would call me back.   
When he called the first time, I ended it because I didn't feel like talking to him anymore. But somehow, I could never be too hard on him, so I answered the second time (quite zha dou, I know). We talked for an hour plus that night, all the while, he was making me laugh and soon, I forgot about all the "pissed" emotions I felt earlier. When our conversation ended and I clicked the phone off, I lied on my bed and wondered, what just happened. I knew then, that I have feelings of "like" for him.

Everything just flowed smoothly from there..and from the feelings of "like" I began to fall in love with him.
I love how he is so caring and so understanding. He is unlike any other guy I've ever been with and that makes him special. He is like my best friend whom I can talk to, and be comfortable with. I guess, the most important thing is that..I'm able to be myself while I'm with him. I can show him the sides of me that  no one knows. =)

If This Isn't Love

I’m calling his phone up
Just to tell him how much
I really love him ‘cause
His everything I want
He listens to me, he cares for me
So I truly believe

God sent me an angel
Up from above
That’s gonna love me for life
Might as well be perfect only because
It’s the only way I can describe, so

It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy
It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I never felt like this baby
If this isn’t love

L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh if this isn’t love
L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh if this isn’t love

I’m selfish ‘cause I don’t 
Wanna share him with nobody
Not even those 
People that came before me
But see, I never believed

God would send me an angel
Up from above
That’s gonna love me for life
Might as well be perfect only because
It’s the only way I can describe, so

It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy
It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I never felt like this baby
If this isn’t love

L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh if this isn’t love
L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh

So if you got real love
Lemme see you put your hands up
See you put your hands up
The kind of love that fits quite like a drug
Lemme see you put your hands up
See you put your hands up
If this isn’t love
‘Cause I know I ain’t crazy
I know I ain’t tripping
I know I ain’t slipping
I know that is love
You see me with my hands up
If you think I’m dreaming
I know I ain’t dreaming
‘Cause this is the reason I love him because
If this isn’t love

It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy
It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I never felt like this baby

L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh if this isn’t love
L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh if this isn’t love

Love, L-O-V-E
Love, L-O-V-E



I Love You.
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Thursday, September 24, 200911:53 AM
I'm wondering how did I manage to type out a blog post every single day in the past few months.
Currently, my mind's kinda not-into blogging. Hmm.

Anyhoo, it's almost the time of the month again. Which means = PMS. How wonderful.
I'm annoyed with my own feelings and behavior these days. I just can't understand how I could be annoyed with certain small issues; so I've decided to google "PMS" (finally) to really read about this thing which women often blame on for almost everything.

It seems that there are more than 200 symptoms for PMS and I think I have these:

  • Abdominal Bloating (I'd feel fat)
  • Breast tenderness or swelling (no comment)
  • Stress or anxiety (IF I'm having exams, due dates, etc)
  • TROUBLE FALLING ASLEEP (happens everytime)
  • Headache (Happens during pms and while I'm having my period)
  • Fatigue (ugh, I hate being fatigue)
  • ACNE ($*&^@#*&$*&(#$ - long string of very bad words)
  • Mood Swings (This is the thing I hate most. I'd prefer being happy 24/7. Hate you mood swings!)
  • Irritability (getting annoyed over the smallest matters)

Conclusion: PMS is a pain in the ass.

However, I will not allow such a thing to fluctuate my emotions. NO!  >:(

Note to self: I will be happy and not be emotional for no apparent reason because it's stupid and a mere waste of time and energy.

Smile Regina...SMILLEEEE
Oh gawd, I'm talking to myself.
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Friday, September 18, 200911:33 AM


Then and Now?


My sister dug this picture of me a few days ago..and I was chatting to my old friend Vic about "those" days in school as well..Therefore, I decided to post this up. It's a lovely photo of myself in the librarian uniform. You have my permission to laugh. haha. I'm proud of it nonetheless. :p
Honestly, I didn't change much (I think), Vic said my personality has been the same ever since I was a kid...l-o-l. Not sure if that's a good thing? I was more of the "gila-gila" kid because I loved to laugh. I laughed at almost anything and I hated to see people sad. So, I've always tried my best to make others laugh along with me........even if it meant making lame jokes, getting laughed "at" instead of laughing "with", making awfully weird faces and all. Gawd, I lost my dignity right there. -.-


I guess it's true what they say.. "A leopard never changes its spots".
My hair may change, my sense of dressing may differ from what it used to be..
in the end, what really matters is who I am on the inside and I'm happy that I'm still that person.
=)
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Monday, September 14, 20091:44 PM
Cyberview Lodge Resort & Spa 
@ Cyberjaya (12/9-13/9)
For my 21st birthday, I didn't want to do common stuff like..going to the club and all 'cause honestly I rather enjoy the company of my close friends in a chilling surrounding compared to the bombardment of noise. So, Fernie and RJ recommended the whole "rent a hotel room" idea. I had a few options. My first choice was Sunway because I remembered seeing beautiful pictures of the presidential suite. Sadly, they were very strict about the "2 people only" policy so I couldn't book the place. My mom then suggested a wonderful idea : Cyberview Lodge Resort. Their hotels are in the form of chalets and it's rather private.. plus they allowed us to have more people in a room because it isn't like the normal hotel rooms where you're so close by another room. They had 2 units of bungalows and when I visited the place I instantly fell in love with the Balinese inspired concept of the place. I chose unit no. 100 (they have 2 units: no.101 and no.100) because it overlooked the beautiful garden and the waterfall pool was just sooo close by. I love listening to the waterfall sound. ;p The picture above shows the masterbedroom's bathroom. It's a lot larger than the picture..behind that wood semi-wall, there's the WC and behind the brick wall's the shower. On the right is the supposed jacuzzi which we couldn't really operate because we didn't see any holes which boosts out the bubbles. But, the lady who showed us around told us it was a jacuzzi. Hmm. Was a nice bath-tub nonetheless.

This is the masterbedroom where me and a few of my friends slept. The lighting in the bungalow was a tinge of orange which gives the whole romantic ambiance. It's perfect for a honeymoon. haha.

Still a picture of the masterbedroom. On the right there's a flat screen TV and if you walk further in, that's where the toilet is located.

Presenting the dining table which was rarely used. :p

This is the other room in the bungalow~ It's nice too :)
Outside the bungalow, there were day-beds, rocking chairs, tea tables and chairs, etc for those who enjoy relaxing outdoors.
The dinner was set at Xing Zhu Chinese restaurant at 8pm.
We had to meet up at the lobby by 7.45pm for the shuttle to bring us there.

Zhi Yun and Annie whom I haven't seen and talked to in agessss. Was nice to have them around after so long. =)

Me and Yen+Fernie. I just realised that I didn't have a picture with Meryll in my own camera! =(
Time to steal from others. haha. As usual, I was too busy doing some other stuff and for that I'd have super limited  photos. Sigh.

Following are pictures of the food:
Some four season thingie.

This looked weird to me because I've never seen shark fin soup being presented in such a way. It was delicious though. Nice presentation.

Marinated lamb.
Very delicious cod-fish. This was probably my favourite dish.

Salad prawns. Thank goodness they removed the shell. We didn't have to get all messy trying to remove the shell. :p

Abalone and brocolli.
Noodles which they kindly helped to distribute in small bowls.

The cute dessert! I forgot to take a picture of another dessert : the mango sago

Totally loved the bunny. haha. ;p

A group picture of everyone! =)

=)
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Back at the hotel, I took some cam-ho pictures and *ahem* pictures with the other girls which is in Yen's camera. hahaha.
After that, I went for a shower to remove the gunk from my face and to take off the wig.
Then, I heard Yen supposedly screaming for help saying that she was bullied and all.
When I went out, Fernie was holding the cake and they all sang happy birthday.
It was utter chaos while we were cutting the cake though. The whole cake was made of ice-cream and it was melting like lava from a volcano. After eating a slice of cake, each of us picked a spoon and started digging in like barbarians. The sight of us eating the cake was hilarious but I tried not to laugh. hahaha.
When the cake was finished, they passed me the presents. I was so touched I almost teared..
Can't believe they went out of the way to get the cake for me..and the presents were really nice too. I love all of 'em. =)

We continued the night by playing a few round of twisters and we played spin the bottle 'till 5am+. lol.
The next day, we bummed around 'till 5pm+, checked out and headed for a yummy dinner at a restaurant recommended by Fernie. I forgot how the name is spelled. It's an Italian restaurant : Kaffe/Caffe/Caff???? Shall confirm with her again. haha.

Lastly, I would like to thank Chan Heng, Yen (my first ever friend in final year. =D ), Fernie, Rong Jiang, Boon, Meryll, Nicky, Annie and Zhi Yun for coming and making those 2 days so special and interesting. I really appreciate you FUN friends. haha. All of you are so amazing. I can't ask for better friends than you people because each of you are like a ray of sunshine in my life which brings me joy and happiness. Thank you. =)
*hugs*
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Friday, September 11, 200911:28 AM

The Birthday Post

It was my 21st birthday yesterday! Wasn't sure if I should celebrate the fact that I've made it to the "young adult" stage or to mourn the fact that I'm another year Older. haha. Just kiddin'. Obviously I'm happy I've finally turned 21. I'm officially legal babehh!! :p

Early in the morning, my dad came around, hugged me, wished me and gave me my key pendant. He said, "you now have the freedom to do..GOOD". He emphasized on the "GOOD" really clearly I wonder why. hahaha.

Like every other birthdays I've ever had in my life, the tradition is to celebrate the actual birthday with my family. So the plan for my birthday was a dinner with my lovely family~

We went to Starhill and proceeded the restaurants at the lowest floor. There were quite a few but I finally managed to pick one, which was called Pak Loh Chiu Chou Restaurant. I had no idea what the difference was between Chiu Chou and every other chinese restaurants out there but the place looked good.
I'm always attracted to restaurants with beautiful interior decorating. The service was definitely good because the moment we stepped in, the friendly waitress led us into the private area although there were still seats outside. Was so nice of her. =)

Picture of the menu and the plates/bowls, etc. haha

Me drinking the "welcome tea". The welcome tea tasted really good!

So was the pot of tea which we ordered. Honestly, every single dish there tasted really good and I'm not being biased just because of the place. I'm the kinda person who actually tastes the food to judge if it's good. Thanks to my dad who have been teaching us to eat delicious food ever since we were little. Even if it's beside the street, next to a drain..if the food tastes good, it's good. ;p

They actually gave us a "guide to ChiuChou cuisine" in order to help us understand the type of cuisine better. haha.

We finished our dinner approximately 10pm and when we reached home, it was the "cutting cake ceremony".
I've been cutting my birthday cake at the exact same place for many years. l-o-l.

BR ice cream cake. It's so yummmyyy~ and cute!

                                         
Thank goodness this ice cream cake wasn't as hard as the previous one from the choir ministry at Wong Kok. hahaha. X)

As usual, there was the solo-picture-taking session exclusively by me, myself and I ( I've not used these words in such a long time! Ever since high school.)

Acting-cute pictures are fun because I won't look so serious.

Picture of me in my room, thanks to my sis Charissa~



Don't really have any other explanation for the other pictures because they were all basically S-S pictures. rofl.

There was something unexpected towards the end of the night though. I got a surprise by my cell group members =)

My sister came to me, asking me to take water for her which was pretty unusual because she has water in her room.
Nonetheless, I went.... and found many people crammed in the kitchen with a birthday cake lighted up.
They sang a birthday song and I cut the cake again..for the second time. haha.
Michelle made a card and Careen picked the present.
Something embarrassing happened while I was opening the present. -___-
The box shows a small hair-dryer and I was like "oh! I would've needed a small hair dryer for travelling and all, thanks!"
Careen replied "aaa...it's not a hairdryer"
rofllmaolol.
When I opened the box, there was a very pretty tube dress with a front zipper. And the thing is, I've been meaning to purchase a dress like that! Careen totally read my mind. :p
But then again, I would always appreciate any gift anyone gives to me. =)

I was also very touched by the hand-made card..it's so beautiful~

I just realised that I don't have the group picture from last night. Sooo..I'll be waiting to steal it from anyone who uploads it.. ;p

Picture successfully stolen! =)


A small shout out to Careen: Thanks for being such a wonderful connect group leader..you're so patient, caring, nice & _________(insert all sorts of nice words here). I'm so happy to have gotten to know you. Thanks for everything ~ ;)
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Monday, September 7, 20091:28 PM
It's been more than a month and I'm still enjoying BUMMING AROUND. A big whooppie for freedom! :)
Have watched almost all the movies and yesterday I got TRICKED by Chan Heng to watch the Laughing Gor. I was told that the movie was a comedy but, it was an action movie. I don't usually watch chinese movies you see, so I totally bought it because of the stupid name it has : "LAUGHING GOR". Anyway, it was something like..Infernal Affairs and the "Gor" is supposedly Kor as in "Tai KOR". Gawd. Awesome translations. Thank goodness it wasn't that bad, OR ELSE. lol.

This incident reminded me of the time when the IP Man movie was released.
Everyone was telling me "hey! go and watch I-P Man! It's really good!"
It made me wonder what was so good about I.P. Man. Wouldn't it be only about computers and stuff? sounded boring to me.
Then I heard that it had something to do with ancient China.
My thoughts turned to :Since when did they have computers in ancient China?
When I finally watched the show, I got what it mean. It's YIP MAN. The name of the character in the show.
Bloody hell, Malaysian chinese kinda fails at pronouncing chinese movie names.
Or maybe it's just a handfull of my friends. I don't know. To those who were in the same boat of bad pronounciations, don't get offended ok, I just think it's funny because all the while I was pronouncing it as I.P. Man as well, 'till I watched the movie. haha. :p

Oh yeah, I just have to say this: If you're driving a Kancil, Saga, Wira, Gen 2, Satria and various normal cars which normal people has, stop trying to stand out by installing a SHIP sounding engine to your car because not only does it make the car look CHEAP, it is ANNOYING. Do take note that a loud sounding car is only suitable for posh cars. I especially hate it when some cheap-ass poser dude steps out of his cheap, UGLY, modified car acting cool as though all the girls would drool over his mediocre car sounds, cheap paint, spoilers which are way too big for the car and its disgustingly hideous bodykit & skirting. It gives me the urge to throw my cup of limau ice to their direction.

Btw, this song is fantastic. It's a mixture of 6 songs :  
Jason Mraz - I'm Yours
2. Howie Day - Collide
3. Five For Fighting - Superman
4. Angela Ammons - Always Getting Over You
5. Boyzone - All That I Need
6. 3 Doors Down - Here Without You

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Thursday, September 3, 200912:06 AM
My dad sent me this link with some wise quotes to ponder upon a few weeks ago.
It's been awhile..since I actually read quotes or written any quotes in my "quote" book.
For those of you who didn't know..I actually have this book where I write some of my favourite quotes in. Have been doing it since I was in high school. haha. Corny, I know. But it's a hobby and I would totally recommend it because reading quotes are rather uplifting..especially when you're down. :)

Anyway, here's a quote I really like by Dr. Seuss (I never knew Dr. Seuss was a real person. I thought it was a name of a fictional character)

"You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams"


=)

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