Like a Man.
Was bored of all the "girly" poses so I decided to try some "manly" ones.
and..I think I made a pretty good guy. lol! :p

By the way, there are guys who does cute poses too. rofl.

p.s.: I still adore hoodies~!

p.p.s: going to transform into a lady again tonight for some funtion.

currently I feel like Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde.

7.30AM
Mom said : aiyaaa I forgot to wake you up, you cannot wake up yourself meh???

Me : no.

(walks to dad's room)

Me : I'm not going to class

Dad : ok

If you were me you'd probably skip it too. 'Cause having an 8-10am class (which is the ONLY class of the day) can make you feel very lazy.

Plus, last night I was kinda burning the midnight oil reading through my business strategy case study again. Sigh.

Anyway, when I woke up again around 10+, all of a sudden the word "thumbdrive" came to mind.
It was then I realised that I've left my beloved thumbdrive in room A202 (yesterday's com lab class)
Was going bezerk because it's my favourite thumbdrive with a phone strap my dad bought for me while we were in Japan. Sentimental value you know??
Knowing that this is Malaysia I knew my chances were slim in getting in back because IF there was a class there from 8am-10am I'm pretty sure it would've gone into someone else's pocket.

Nevertheless, I still wanted to try.
So I text-ed one of my classmate.
And wadda-ya-knowww he found it!!
I'm so glad now *sigh of relief*
Today's a good day!

haha =)

(yeah, simple things can make me happy. Like, finding my thumbdrive) l-o-l

Note to self : In the future when I'm going for lab class, use the lousy white thumbdrive.

I almost forgot!
My classmate, Yen started a blog shop with some of her girl friends.
Do drop by!
Sexylicious[CLICK]

Woohoo..Like I said..I would post my pictureeee~!
As of current, I have this patch of very visible pimples on my left cheek. Darn. =(

I'm sure you people can see it. This is how I look like at home. I'm wearing a gigantic Hello Kitty shirt and I've worn it for YEARS. haha. Alot of eyebags from lack of sleep thanks to endless assignments. No wonder most people look hagard during their final year (I mean, those who really study. Like, ME. nyahaha).. :p

I think I should take more pictures of myself like this to monitor the progress of my skin.

Btw, I'm kinda squinting my eyes in the picture above.
The picture below would show my actual eye size. X)

The right side of my hair was kinda curling out but I just went for my Japanese class like that.
Without eyeliner, without foundation, without anything. I felt so NAKED. =(

But I'm pretty glad with myself that I'm able to walk out of the house without anything on my face anymore. I feel FREEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's a good feeling. :)
By the way, according to Victor less make up = more approachable??
I think so too!
'cause during my high school days, no one ever said that I looked unapproachable or stuck up.
In fact, I was known as the "innocent looking" one. =.=

It was after all the make up and stuff, I began hearing things like "at first you look lc".
If that it so...I would rather not put make up and look approachable.
=D

Acne and the whole "bringing down your self esteem thing".

I used to have a perfectly smooth face when I was in high school..
But..after graduating.."a few" pimples started showing.
I almost went crazy.
Then, more and more came..eventually I was DIAGNOSED with acne. Now, the reason why I used the word diagnosed would be because it's like a freaking nightmare.
I went to doctors, beauticians, wasted my parents money on face products, etc etc just to try and save my face to return it to its "former glory".

Acne IS a very depressing thing.
It made me feel soooo ugly for years and I had to hide behind make up, etc etc.
But people who NEVER had acne would never know how it feels like.
It's EVEN more painful when people who used to go like "wah, your skin so nice" to "what happened to your skin?"
My whole world kinda crumbled.

I hate using make up, really I do.
But I just can't face the world when I had such a bad case of acne.
I was afraid about what would people think of me?
Because even I, couldn't accept myself in that condition.
I kept telling myself that I'm ugly, I'm ugly, I'm ugly all the time.

But lately...something changed.
I began to "not bother" about my acne so much. In fact, I didn't bother about how I look most of the time. Basically I had the "ugly then ugly lah. Who cares" mentality.
And it actually began to subside??? (my mom prayed for my acne to go away too. See it's THAT bad. lol)
The dark spots are still here..but I can wait for it to go. After all, I've had it for years anyway.
I'm just thankful that it's not as bad as it was anymore.

On the plus side!
I've decided that, if a guy can accept me in such an awefull state, I would probably fall in love with him, because then, I would know that, that person isn't after me for some other stuff. haha :p

So anyway, I've decided to NOT be a slave to make up anymore.
I'm going for my Japanese class without make up at all today.
And will probably go to cell group without make up too.
Hopefully I won't scare my cell members away.

Will post picture of me without makeup tomorrow (took it today).

Britney Spears - If You Seek Amy

This song supposedly caused a controversy for Britney Spears..
Try guessing what it is before reading what I'll be posting at the bottom.

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Parents everywhere are outraged at Britney Spears' newest single, If You Seek Amy because it actually means something else. I'm recapping the article and still can't see how it breaks down to be this way... but here goes nothing.

"All of the boys and all of the girls are beggin’ to/If You Seek Amy." It sounds puzzling, until you realize the title breaks down as ‘F.*.*.K ME’.

I must be really tired, or really old - How does If You Seek Amy translate into F&*k me?

Update: I looked online and it sounds like it, doesn't translate into it. So "eff-you-see-kay me" is how it is suppose to translate.

One mothers group in Australia sounded off:

"I was astonished and totally taken aback when I heard my five and seven year old kids walking around the house singing, ‘F-*-*-K. When I asked them what it was, they told me it was Britney Spears. I was horrified.

"I got them the Circus album because little kids are Britney fans, but there was no warning on the album and none of the songs listed had F-*-*-K in the title.

"Listening to it, it is extremely blatant and offensive. I feel I have been deceived into believing that this was acceptable content for children but instead it is objectionable."

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Still can't get it?

"If You Seek Amy" sounds like "F - U - C - K" me when sung according to its alphabets. (I never noticed this until I saw the news about it. The song will never sound the same ever agaiinnnn..!)

Were people thinking too much..or is Britney just a genius in hiding obscene words? haha.

Btw, I personally find it weird that parents would actually buy a Britney album for their KIDS. Shouldn't they be listening to Hannah Montana or something?

I ADORE round stuff I don't know why.
And I'm positive I'd have something like this in my room someday!
On Saturday while I was with my famly going around viewing houses, we stopped by a restaraunt/spa place in Kota Kemuning for lunch.
Was SOOO drawn to the CHAIR!
Btw, it was hanging on a chain so it actually sways around.
Niceee.. (nostalgia of baby days)


Picture with chair without flash. X)

So anyway, I never knew that viewing houses could be so entertaining.

Scenario 1:
Wahh!!! This house is kinda big! (from the outside)
(opens door)
2 very visible...BIG patches of dirt/mud in the living room.

Agent : oh it's the indoor garden!
Dad : ....where's the sun?
(looks up) -> only walls and ceiling
Theng (being optimistic) : At least Jolly can shit inside! :D
Ying :.....yea..................... -.-
-speechless-

Dad in car(while driving) : looks like kubur/family burial ground ...
[Canal Gardens]

Scenario 2:
Mom: It's a 2 and 1/2 story house! Should be quite big!
(everyone in the family being happy. *yay yay yay*)
Agent opens front door.
Whole family : .............................................................................................

Dad (breaks the silence) : oh you can hang your clothes here?
Ying : where's the living room?
Me : Open the door and there's a ground of cement and pipes....er..
Dad : Only this house is like this?
Agent : no, all the houses are like this
Family : ................................................................................................................

(climbs endless amount of stairs to reach the master bed room)
Mom: ffuuu fuuu fuuu
Ying : fuuu fuu fuuuu
Me/Dad/Theng (standing majestically on the highest floor waiting for the slowpokes)

Mom : (out of breath) SO SMALL??? the MASTER BED ROOM??
Agent : no la...quite big what..

Scenario 3:
Drives far...far......deeeeeeeppppp into Kemuning..
Reached a place unknown to us..
Seems quite big from the outside but at the opposite there was a Jungle. Literally.
Agent stopped in front of a house.
Family : ?????????????? This house?! There's people inside!
Agent : (smiles broadly) hi! this is actually my friend's house, they're still living here but would
like to move out soon
Me : oh.....
(we felt like we were invading someone's house)

Inside the house -> (mom was teaching her child how to use some stuff on the com)
*awkward*

Upstairs...I saw a hospital bed. To receive a confirmation..I..
Me : *pokes sister* eh, what's that
Ying : er...hospital BED??!

Scenario 4:
(Drives into a gated community terrace/semi-d houses)
The entrance was majestic, large semi-d's with roman pillars and fully extended houses were everywhere.

Me and sisters: wah, this place is quite promising!!
(continues looking on the right side)
(Agent parks the car and walks towards the left)

Family : (Turns head to the left in slow-mo)
Family : er...........................................................

Imagine this : really small terrace house on the left and LARGE semi-D's on the right.
Another speechless scenario.

Dad : wahh..people who actually live here kinda pitiful. Everyday they walk out of their house and wonder why aren't they on the other side.
Me : yeah..the grass is obviously greener on the other side =/

Scenario 5:
Some agent told us there's a house with 6 rooms and 8 toilets are USJ 18
All of us wondered the same thing : Why would anyone need so many toilets in a house???

So anyway we entered this house..and there was a strange feeling to it..
The house on the left has creepers growing all over the house..the paint was wearing off..and its covered by plants. (It's an empty house)

We walked in the 8-toilet house and went upstairs to see the rooms..
It was small...and there was a room with a tinge of blue...
all the rooms kinda blocked the sunlight from coming in..
There was a unity of "no" between me and my sisters.
Before we knew it, my dad was already outside sitting in the car.

While driving, my dad said "I feel a spirit lingering in the house...felt like someone died there" (wooo....)
Mom : (getting goosebumps) Aiyo! why never tell me earlier! Sumore I went and pee in the toilet!!!

-And the hunt for the dream house continues-
Would probably take years, knowing my parents and their fussy-ness. haha.

P.S.: Aside from all those weirdo houses, there were of course nice/promising ones as well. We liked the lakeside/lake edge houses but would have to survey around for more, just in case there are better ones. ;)

Got the pictures a few days ago~! =)
Here's a few I didn't post the last time. There's a lot more but I'm just too lazy to upload all of it. It's taking forever to upload 'cause of the size. =.=





The clearer version of my favourite picture!
:D


I like this picture too. Kinda scandalousss.. haha

My Cute Baby Cousin Gavin :p

"Why so lancee d?" : I'm not
"Wanna yumcha tonight?" : can't, have to do assignments
"Wanna go watch a movie?" : can't, gotta do assignments
"What are you so busy with these days?" : I'm in my final year of degree. Studies
"When wanna go out?" : one fine day

and the question of all questions asked:

" WHY ARE YOU BEING AN AN-TI SOCIAL?"

According to my close friend, I was once very "sociable" and now I'm turning into an "anti-social" person who refuses to go anywhere.

Yeah, I admit last year I was out almost every day, every night.
BUT, people change ok?
When you're out so often, it gets boring.

Plus, I'm in my final year. Just so you know, it's VERY important to me.
I'm trying my best not to skip any classes, to score for my assignments and to be able to perform well during my finals.

Some people were like, "huh? you BUSY with studies? hahahahaha. SURE ANOT?"

Makes me feel like slapping them with a japanese slipper.

What's so funny huh?
Just because I don't LOOK like I'm studying, it doesn't mean I don't study at all.
I don't really disclose my results to everyone, but I'm pretty sure I did well last year considering the amount of third-party stress I was facing (outsourced problems which has nothing to do with my studies but were able to affect my emotions)
Now that I've got rid of the stress factor, I'm very determined to do even better.
So to those who're trying to put me down, you can excuse yourself from associating with me because I don't need pessimists in my life. Thank you. =)

I don't even have time to SHOP these days. Sigh.
Take last week for example.
I went to Pyramid with Yen to do RESEARCH for the FIRST time in my life.
It's crazy. There's alot of competition in my class.
I've already identified the "smarts".
And let me tell you this: there are plenty of 'em.

Anyway, my sisters got baptized today.
Just wanna say CONGRATULATIONS! =)

I remembered when I was about 6 or 7 years old, I used to go over to the video rental shop nearby my house to rent this video: Willy Wonka & The Chocolate Factory.
I'd watch it over and over again. And I probably rented the video more than 10 times.
As a kid, I was so mesmerized about everything in the movie.
The chocolate factory was a dream of mine..and I really did believe that something so magical could exist in this world.
Before I slept, I'd think about what I would do if I were to be given a chance to just be there in his factor.
I'd even buy chocolates and pretend that it was from the Wonka factory.
I looked up to Willy Wonka as the maker of all the candy and chocolates of the world, a person who has magic to make every kid (like me) happy. Yeah, I was simple minded like that.
The movie would glue me to the television from beginning to end..I would totally refused to move. haha.
Many years down the road..I stopped renting videos..because it has evolved to CDs..and then out came the DVDs..I once swore to myself (when I was 7) that I would purchase Willy Wonka & The Chocolate Factory but I never really got to it.
So time passed...and the memory totally slipped out of my mind.
A few years ago, a new version came out : Charlie & The Chocolate Factory.
As much as I liked Johnny Depp, somehow, I felt that it was missing something..yet, I just didn't know what it was.
I began having flashbacks of the first Willy Wonka & The Chocolate Factory but I couldn't remember how Willy Wonka looked like. I felt like I was having an amnesia.
I tried looking for the first version but to no avail..
Until..
2 days ago when my sisters came back and showed me that they bought the first version.
I felt so excited. It's like I was 6 again.

When I placed the DVD in my dvd player and hit the "play" button, I couldn't anticipate my own reaction. I was asking myself:
After all these years, would I still feel the same as I did when I watch this once magical show which made me feel that such a lovely world exists?
Or would it feel like "oh my goodness, the movie's so cheaply produced I can't believe I actually watched that and liked it so much"

Well..

My reaction was far beyond what I could comprehend:
The moment Willy Wonka stepped out of his factory with a cane, limping, I almost teared.
I looked at that TV screen and I remembered myself being mesmerized at how gentle he was...how he was able to look at the screen and makes you feel as though he was looking right through your soul.
He has the most gentle looking eyes and his voice....his voice sounds like an angelic melody even when he isn't singing.
Yes, that was the Willy Wonka I once adored so much and even now, I still adore him as much. Probably even more.
Although I can see now, that the effects made in that movie weren't as "cutting edge" as the recent one, Gene Wilder has etched a picture in my mind as the Willy Wonka which no one can ever replace.
It may be just a movie for some people, but to me, it was the movie which made me believe in imaginations, the realisation of dreams and that..the world is a beautiful place.

-LIVE WITH CHIVALRY-
(reached around 9.30pm)

We (Me, Annie, Nadia & Zhi Yun) arrived at Euphoria sooo early and I was majorly attracted to the horses. No wait, it was more like..the man on the horse. hahaha
One of 'em kinda looked like a prince.
Met up with Yen at the car park and waited outside for Yen's friend, Kerrine and Marcus. Had to lend my eye pencil to Kerrine because her false lashes came off. l-o-l. (Happened to me before! This is why I'm wayy too lazy to put on false lashes these days. It's such a hassle)

Me-Yen-Nad-Kerrine-
Me and Kerrine. I totally love this pic. ;)


I don't know how many pictures we took..but it was...ALOT.
Wish I could get the pics from other random photographers too though. *I'm greedy* ;P

Us and the.. VJ of either channel V or MTV. I forgot, all I knew was this : He's majorly hot.

Zhi Yun-Nad-Annie-Me-Yen-Kerrine
Yen still seems to be sober here...

Throughout the night she began getting wilder and wilder..hahaha
Steven-Yen-Nad-Chris-Me

Apparently Chris knew the event organizer.

Yen's friend, Marcus


Us...in this picture you can see Yen's beginning to show her "hiao" side. hahaha

*&(^$*(&@^#$(*#@$(&*@#$
*goes crazy*
That guy...that delicious looking guy..he's like...w-o-w.

The guy in the middle was hilarious, he kept jumping into pictures and he'd give this really wide smile. Sporting. I like. ;) (plus, he's hot guy's friend)

Us and Rudy..the way he dances is.....cute. hahahaha

Obviously those two behind were enjoying themselves

Finally, a whole group picture!

Other stuff which happened in the club:
While dancing during the first round, I got so thirsty I had to drink...water.
I don't drink alcohol much, so yeah, it wouldn't be able to quench my thirst.
So I went to the bar and asked for a bottle of water, the bar-tendar gave the "what??" look and smiled.
While I was drinking the bottle of water, the whole group of guys on my left was staring with the "what????" look as well.
So I just smiled and continued enjoying my refreshing PLAIN WATER. The bartender was nice enough to give me a cup of ice to pour the water in too.
FInally one of them couldn't take it and asked, "you come to the club and drink water??"
I said, "yeah, why?"
He smiled and said, "why?? It's a club mann"
I said, "I'm thirsty"
Nadia said "she can't drink"
And the whole conversation changed to "what are you currently doing, where do you study" etc etc. You know, the small talks.

Honestly I did feel weird drinking water in a club, but I didnt't really care what people think 'cause it's not like they're gonna see me again anyway. ;)
I'm like an eclipse, I rarely club unless it's an event which I think may be interesting/birthdays of my close friends.

Overall I think the event was well organized. I actually got to learn alot from it.
Marketing strategies, gotta love 'em.

P.s.: I had an awesome time that night!
It was a night to remember. ;)

In addition, I was EXTREMELY happy because I didn't see KIDS hanging around as many as Thursday nights (Free night). I really hate kids who are 14,15 years old (basically, STILL IN HIGH SCHOOL) trying to act all big and mighty hittin' the club as though they're so cool.

They deserve a good slap,
and to be sent home to their momma's instead.

It was Annie's 2st Birthday celebration yesterday..(real birthday falls on 9th March) and she decided to make it a celebration between close friends.
Wise choice, because we had an awesome time!
Zhi Yun came over to my place at about 1.20pm and we went to Berry's to get the chocolate banana cake for Annie.
Then..Annie and Nadia arrived at 3pm+ after class. They brought bags and bags of stuff which made them look like they're running away from home. haha.
So anyway, the picture above would be me posing with Nadia's kimono top. Decided to post the picture to show how aunty-like I look at home, with my hair all frizzled up (when un-tie by hair from the bun, the back of my hair would look like that. So that explains the weird shape).

Despite the "garang" look I have when I'm outside, at home I'm very crazy and whacky and geeky and I'd do LOADS of stupid and random stuff. Only the closest of my closest friends and family would've seen me like this! I'm like Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyydeeee. nyahahahaha :p

We were so captivated by Annie's gorgeous Humps, we were posed with it like it's one of the 7 wonders of the world.

At about 5pm+ we began to get ready.
Time to get out of my big comfy house shirt and into some bareback halter dress instead.

Helping Zhi Yun with her eye make up although I'm not so good at it myself.

Naturally we had to have a group picture after dressing up.
I think there's a big difference between my first picture up there with a big white shirt and this one. It's like 2 completely different people.

I do sometimes wish that I was born beautiful (Example:Song Hye Kyo) but the sad truth is that I'm not. I'm just average looking.. BUT I'm happy with what I am because I'm fearfully and wonderfully made (quote from the Bible. See I know my stuff). ;)

Anywayyy..Annie drove us to this African restaraunt by the name "OUT OF AFRICA" which is located in PJ.

At first we were thinking "hey..this doesn't look like the pictures online" because it seems bigger in pictures.
But..after awhile the place began to grew in us because of its cozy atmosphere.
Plus, there were alot of white people there too.
I wonder how did they even know about the place when it looked so secluded?
-mystery-
Nothing much about this, it's just me posing with the restaraunt's menu and coincidentally I just noticed that the flower on the table was beautifully captured! Matches the colour of my dress.
*smiles*

This is the place where they grilled our meat.
I loved the deco.
Here's something about me and my girl friends: WE always tend to order too much. But, we're so proud of ourselves yesterday because we managed to order just the RIGHT amount of food. May not look much in the picture, but in reality, it was wayyy too filling.

When we were done with our dinner, we signalled for the waitress to bring over the cake!
And....the waiters/waitresses started singing "Happy Birthday" the African style. Annie was all blushing and being shy.. *aw*
When they sang the birthday song, it kinda reminded me of the LION KING. haha.
It was very unique though.

And that's the gorgeous birthday girl cutting her cake.
=)
Group picture with Annie!

and..another group picture.

Mua and some african statue heads.

I don't know why, but I seemed to have taken quite a few "one-legged" photos that night.
Obviously, I'm not posting all of 'em. This is just a sample.

Proper two-legged photo with Annie~

Signing off from "Out of Africa" at 8.40pm.

Proceeded to Euphoria's Chivas event.
;)
Will blog about that in another post.
-Preview-
hahaha
=Pp

My sister (Charissa) found my pictures online..l-o-l.
Since I only had the magazine, I might as well save it on the com. They have clearer pictures. :)

Pictures from last year (damnnn long ago) when I met bubbly Esther during the Extreme Cars photoshoot.
Ah, memories. :)
I have no idea about UndaSteer, don't ask me.
I thought my pictures were only for Extreme....guess they're affiliated.

I like this the most. :p
I think I look weird in this picture but...ah..nvm, I'll just post it.


That's all.
I'm not wasting my brain space for any extra thinking to add on to this post because I'm currently too busy thinking about my individual advertising strategies.

=(